1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ Marissa (moonprincess) http://rainbowdash.net/moonprincess http://rainbowdash.net/notice/717749 @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/1948" class="url" title="Cerulean Spark"><span class="fn nickname">ceruleanspark</span></a></span> I know how you feel right now. I know you don't want to get help, and that you feel like it'd be easier to kill yourself. My friend attempted suicide recently. It solved NOTHING. It scared people, it scared me. Suicide is not a good solution. It's /selfish/. You need to get professional help so you can get better.