1.0 link Rainbow Dash Network http://rainbowdash.net/ Chris Bell (mrdragon) http://rainbowdash.net/mrdragon http://rainbowdash.net/notice/978014 @<span class="vcard"><a href="http://rainbowdash.net/user/4200" class="url" title="Joe"><span class="fn nickname">purplephish20</span></a></span> there are times were I can be in a great mood and be fine. But even then around that many people.. I'd find the nearest escape route and bolt. I can't start conversations with people either, I struggle, I was abused in to believing asking for anything was wrong and that I should cry and die in a hole as no cared. That's not true, but after years of it, its stuck. Even when I really want something, or need desperate help ill be quiet as a mouse and suffer. I'm thankfully growing out of that, if somepony talks to me first I can talk easily, but I cannot start one.