Notices by That wierd guy next door (maverick), page 238
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@yodelerty Nah. If its all consensual its fine. I should gather a bunch of people on here and do it over a skype call
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@yodelerty No, but you dont say safely
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@yodelerty I'd try it, but I dont see how it would happen
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@yodelerty what about very fast BUT safely?
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@yodelerty I think it would be very beneficial. I'd try it for sure. Or to just be surrounded with people insulting me all at the same time and stuff to see how I would react
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Gotta drive home fast
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@yodelerty because I feel like I'm holding myself back because of that. If I could overcome all those feelings then I would be perfect
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@yodelerty if I could have no way of killing myself, I would love to indulge myself in sadness, anger and hate
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@yodelerty if I could lock myself in a room with no way of harming myself it would be great
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@yodelerty last time I tried to do that, I overdosed myself on ecstasy. But this time around I don't have any ecstasy
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@scoot that's no good :(. Come on more often and stay a bit you should
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@scoot it is true though
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@yodelerty because windows
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@scoot "right people are online"
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@yodelerty I usually don't even want people to listen, just to get it off of my mind. Then again, maybe I should try to make things worse. Sometimes I think it would throw me enough over the edge that I would be able to be harder, tougher and more myself
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@scoot RDN is. I am somewhat thankful for it
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@scoot RDN is good for that. Most people are very supportive
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@yodelerty but that way it's more impersonal if I just vent on here.
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@yodelerty but I would feel like I am. That's just me.
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@yodelerty when it's really bad, it's all I can think of. Like I say, I feel like I am bothering someone if I do, unless I feel like we are close and I'm not always starting conversations
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@yodelerty yeah it was that night. I was unbelievably sad. Once again, being able to talk on RDN helped me from doing stupid things
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@yodelerty yeah. I just can't stand how much I hate myself anymore. When I looked at myself in the mirror while drunk I felt awful. It had such a negative effect on me so I decided to take a break from drinking
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@yodelerty yeah. It's like my sober night. I haven't bought any more.
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@yodelerty I don't smoke often at all. At least I stopped drinking
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How many times are you planning on restarting
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@scribus around the world a-round the world
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@yodelerty it wasn't mine
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@yodelerty that was good *smokes a cigarette*
