That wierd guy next door (maverick)'s status on Wednesday, 06-Feb-13 07:33:21 UTC
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@pony I otherwise can't let it escape. It's gotten to such an extreme. I do acknowledge it, but it's constant. Sadness is okay. But my level is too much. I can't handle it. Once a week thoughts of dying? Okay. But I'm talking about every day. Sometimes I will forget about them and things are going well. Then, give it a couple minutes and its all back. It just pops back in. It's not possible to not think about it.
