Replies to tenebarius, page 53
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@dlcentaur I would but I'm not at my computer. :/
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@dlcentaur Hopefully things will be back up and running quickly
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@dlcentaur lol! Yeah, well, Murphy's Law, right? XP
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@dlcentaur Aside from having to leave Seth to come back to work and stuff, it's going very well =^.^= We had an amazing week together (pictures are on FB, if you haven't seen them yet) and now I'm just back to work and school and stuff. Days off are always good =^.^=
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@dlcentaur you should get a doctor degree just to hold the title
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@dlcentaur How are you?
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@dlcentaur Aww, thanks =^.^= He's pretty fantastic; I'm very lucky to have found him <3
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@dlcentaur it's kinda good. I just need a way to vent it. Once I gather too much I hear constant voices, and am always on the verge on snapping. Like I did today at work
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@dlcentaur I still dunno. I really don't mind bottling it in. It helps keep me angry at myself and gets me to ouch myself
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@dlcentaur Don't drag me into this.
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@dlcentaur The Homestar Runner Store.
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@dlcentaur it's no good anyway. I don't mind bottling it in. It's what I've always done. And no, because you are overly positive and that will drive me to anger/further sadness
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@dlcentaur Yeah xD I actually used to have a Twitter RP account for a pokemon thing, doing that I met a lot of cool people, and it was fun to do, for a while anyway. So I'm actually a tad interested. :P (This PokeTwitter thing is the big reason I had the Lucario character, and how I got this zombie sprite. xD) http://ur1.ca/choo9
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@dlcentaur Oh man I'm actually a really bad RPer.
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@dlcentaur if I don't fake being happy I will flood the site with depressing thoughts. People don't like that. And it ain't really fair to them. It's my own fault for being depressing anyways so it ain't fair for me to shed depressing thinking on everyone
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@dlcentaur Ahaha xD Sad thing is, when you mentioned the RP site a while ago I realised that I haven't haven't done a proper RP in ages. Damn furries. xD
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@dlcentaur Only the invoice says it's toys so I guess that's a stock message.
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@dlcentaur it's alright. Either that or I fake being happy. It's false and I'm just lying to myself. It's easier to cope with sadness with drugs
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@dlcentaur happiness definitely comes in pills. Who cares if my reality is altered. Reality and all sucks. If my altered reality is where I will be happy, so be it. I'd rather live a short and happy life than a long life where almost everyday is spent in sadness and tears
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@dlcentaur I'm not sure I do anymore, though.
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@dlcentaur I was but it's dwindling.
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@dlcentaur eh. Drugs aren't bad. They make you happy. We all want to be happy, don't we?
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@dlcentaur Not even. I'm almost sure I made a mistake taking this. :/
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@dlcentaur I know. But if I don't get in, I get to do MDMA and the things I enjoyed because I will no longer require to be clean
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@dlcentaur I'm in university for software engineering.
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@dlcentaur And you, as well! :D
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@dlcentaur And I'm hoping we can face the challenge and perform admirably.
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@dlcentaur depends on since when. I'm applying for school soon and then going to apply for the Air Force. If I get in I'm good. If not then I get to take the spiral downwards
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@dlcentaur You're a trooper, my friend. I hope for good things in your future.
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@dlcentaur yeah. So far yes
