Notices by Cloud (cloudchaser), page 76
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@sleaze thanks
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@derpyshy thanks so much :) and ill remember that
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@sleaze 2 years older
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@renovatedkitchen thanks so much man. im going to say the exact things ive said to you all. i need her to know how sad and angry i am at myself because of this
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im going to go. im not sure when ill be back on because i may get punished, but i hope i can talk to you all soon. goodbye. this is cloud, signing off
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@sleaze i will. i dont care if he beats me from it, i know ill have done the right thing. he can beat me but that just proves his own insecurity and lack of power
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@thatonepony i will mention it and make sure she helps to take action. i feel like im really changing and maturing due to this experience.
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@sleaze i want to talk to my mom i want to clear my chest. i need to do this
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@renovatedkitchen thanks so much. i may take you up on that hug offer sometime soon :)
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@thatonepony once she comes home im going to sit down and talk with her
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@sleaze on other things but never something of this velocity. he has nothing against me and has no supporting argument seeing as he smokes weed all the time, but i cant live guilt free knowing that he has this upperhand
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@hakupony thank you so much
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@hakupony thanks. im going to come clean and talk to my mom
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@purplephish20 it was weed sadly
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@thatonepony im sorry but id like to not mention that
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@derpyshy yeah. hes a nasty dick. he smokes too but im not the kind of man to right someone out. i feel self centered for saying that but i cant
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@renovatedkitchen right now i dont want anyone to see me in the state im in. i want to sit down and talk 1 on 1 with my mom. maybe she will help me and stuff. she knows im better than this. i think its the right choice to talk with her
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@hakupony i hope she will. this whole thing is awful. i wish i could just redo today. i quit and was sober for 6 months. but now im back where i fear most. i hate myself and life right now
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@sleaze because i smoked. hes stronger than i. he will make me do murdock. give him money, let him beat me. hes a dick.
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@woona @renovatedkitchen @sleaze @purplephish20 so today started off fine, i did my french exam then started talking with some guys. sooner or later it lead to us chilling in the park, and then they took someting out of their bag. i knew what it was i have sadly seen this many times before. they lit it, and then i found myself doing what i promised i would stop. i started smoking it. and when we came back to my place my older brother grabbed me by the throat laughed and said you fool. he knows. and now hes blackmailing me. im not sure whether to be a man and fes up to my mom. or live with the guilt and be blackmailed by my older bro. im scared sad and crying right now. i just need help.
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im really upset and sad and im looking for some pony to talk to. please.
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Im sorry I haven't been on much but I've been studying and doing some other stuff. I may not be on for the next two days. Or i be on tomorrow afternoon. I'm. Ot sure really. But good night to all who read this I have some big days ahead of me.
Monday, 18-Jun-12 03:10:43 UTC from web -
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 00:47:39 UTC from web
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@mushi no problem :)
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@mushi dawww its so cute :D youre very talented
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@mushi not much. im trying to make new pony pic or finish up the outline i made. dawww your avatar is so cute :3
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done resume! how are you all?
