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@seanthesheep While for the RDN problem, I just have to say, this is the internet, everyone isn't the smartest cookie around here. Some people are very young here, like some 12 and 13 year olds, they probably knows what the word means and how to say it, but some people just cannot spell to save them. Like I said this is the internet people are too lazy to speak like this "I really like your hair man, it makes the sun shine on you." While other people are like this "i really liek your hair man it makes the sun shine on u" The whole RDN ignoring your post, here is a hint of when to post, if the stupid people who are on, don't post it. When people you know who will actually read it, then post it because the idiots (no offense) who don't really use this site for what it is will not read it and just ignore it, and make sure RDN is "awake" when you post your stuff, and you are mostly late at night for USA, so you can ask @miloth to repeat some stuff you want people to see, that's his job.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 03:50:09 UTC from web-
@stumperman07 Yeah, all sound advice, but sadly, spelling and grammar are things I don't and can't let up on, because it takes so very little effort to get it right. As for the posting, unfortunately it was. The situation right now? Maybe not so much, but I wanted to put it up when it was still fresh in my mind.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 03:56:24 UTC from web-
@seanthesheep My grandfather has always said to me "If you are ever depressed about something, leave it be. It is the past, it may be in your brain but just look ahead of yourself and think of the good things that can happen. No matter what happens in your life that is bad, don't be sad, trust me on this one" While he smiled at me as I listened to every word he said, 1 month right before he died. He knew he was going to die soon, and he knew he was going to die and get the words to me because I was bonded to him and he wanted me to fight through the sadness and look into the future and think of good things, and I have been doing that for 3 years now.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:03:12 UTC from web-
@stumperman07 I'm not sad, I'm angry, and the thing about anger is that it doesn't go away if you look ahead, because it has ways of turning your head to look back at it.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:04:34 UTC from web-
@seanthesheep No anger is the same thing, you can put it behind you like sadness. Trust me I am in a living hell right now and there has been a lot of anger on me and all I do is look in the future and think all the good things that can happen.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:06:10 UTC from web-
@stumperman07 Maybe you can do that, but when I look to the future, I either see the source of my anger or paralysing fear.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:08:18 UTC from web-
@seanthesheep It is because you are thinking too much of your angry thoughts and letting it take over your mind.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:09:14 UTC from web-
@stumperman07 I'd rather be angry than suicidally afraid.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:10:24 UTC from web-
@seanthesheep Yes, but you rather be happy then any of those.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:11:59 UTC from web-
@stumperman07 you'd* than* Sorry. Also, there is no happy. In a week, I have worried, in two weeks, I have angry, in two months, I have uncomfortable, in four and a half, I have more uncomfortable, in five, even more uncomfortable, six, fear and stress for three months, then worry for two more months before the chance of happy, then it's back to worry and fear beyond that.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:21:55 UTC from web-
@seanthesheep Don't be that way! I know how you are feeling, I felt the same way, you are depressed! Depression leads to anger! You are just pulling your strings and letting your depression take you over like a puppet.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:24:05 UTC from web-
@stumperman07 No, I'm not. I'm angry, and fearful, but I'm not depressed. Depressed is when I think about roughly 60 hours ago.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:26:03 UTC from web-
@seanthesheep Anger is a part of depression that can last longer then sadness. You are mad, lack of sleep, annoyed, etc.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:27:18 UTC from web-
@stumperman07 So that adds up to me being depressed?
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:34:04 UTC from web-
@seanthesheep Yes, you are thinking depression is only sadness, but it is also anger! All you need is take a deep breath and close your eyes and clear your mind of the things that make you mad and take a nice nap.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:35:39 UTC from web-
@stumperman07 Anger can be a part of depression, but it can also be an entity on its own. And like I've said before, if I sleep now, my sleep schedule will be messed up for the whole of half term.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:37:23 UTC from web-
@seanthesheep What? Sleep schedule, listen to your body! When it is tired and you got the time to sleep. Sleep! It is bad to make a schedule, sleep when your body needs it!
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:39:25 UTC from web-
@stumperman07 My body isn't the important thing here. My school work is. If I don't have a regular schedule, then I don't work.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:40:53 UTC from web-
@seanthesheep Are you listening to the school is over everything, the school comes first rule?
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:41:50 UTC from web-
@stumperman07 Yes. School leads to GCSEs, lead to A-levels, lead to University, leads to a career. Some things can wait a few hours. And don't worry, I don't devote myself to school. I make time for other pursuits.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:43:43 UTC from web-
@seanthesheep The human body, your own life, your soul! Your health! Is way important then school. If it wasn't for that, 1. You wouldn't be alive, or at school right now.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:45:53 UTC from web-
@stumperman07 Dude, I'm not throwing myself off a cliff here. I'm putting sleep on hold. If it means I'm grumpy, then so be it.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:47:21 UTC from web-
@seanthesheep Fine, have it your way, if you are mad because you are not sleeping now, you know not to come cry to me if this happens.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:48:42 UTC from web-
@stumperman07 I'm angry because of things that have made me angry. People screwing me over, people not being there. I've resigned myself to the fact that sleep isn't happening.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:50:18 UTC from web-
@seanthesheep You do know sleeping is one cause of clearing your mind.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:50:53 UTC from web-
@stumperman07 One of many
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:51:17 UTC from web-
@seanthesheep May be one of many, but it always has a high chance of working.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:52:23 UTC from web-
@stumperman07 So do the others.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:53:26 UTC from web-
@seanthesheep And it is good for you! Good for your body!
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:54:12 UTC from web-
@stumperman07 Yes, which is why I'm looking forward to sundown.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:55:27 UTC from web-
@seanthesheep Look, there is nothing I can do if you keep on shooting down things that I say that can help you!
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:56:41 UTC from web-
@stumperman07 You have done what you can. Now you're trying to fix a problem that doesn't need fixing.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:57:35 UTC from web-
@seanthesheep No, the not sleeping thing is a problem, my mom works for studies for sleeping, she is a sleep tech, she knows it is good to sleep.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:59:14 UTC from web-
@stumperman07 The not sleeping thing isn't a problem. It was, it is no longer. I will get sleep when I get sleep.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 05:03:27 UTC from web
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@seanthesheep dude just go to bed
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:11:00 UTC from web-
@metal Dude. I've tried.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:11:22 UTC from web-
@seanthesheep @_@
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:11:45 UTC from web-
@metal I've spent two hours trying to sleep. Besides, if I go to sleep now, then my sleep schedule is going to be messed up for the entirety of half term. Better to wait until sundown tomorrow.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:13:58 UTC from web-
@seanthesheep Oh that sucks
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:14:49 UTC from web
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@metal O_o Im not sure I want you in my mouth.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:13:56 UTC from web-
@jinny Lolololol
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:14:57 UTC from web
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@ponydude2143 OK, firstly, sleep is the thing I'm deliberately not doing, and second, sleeping pills have me walking into walls for a week.
Sunday, 23-Oct-11 04:52:25 UTC from web
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