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I just got the news that Sonia's got less than a week to livw... I need to go eat dinner, so my parents don't know what's up, no matter how much I don't want to eat... As far as my parents are concerned, they don't even know about my Sonia...
Tuesday, 25-Oct-11 22:04:18 UTC from web-
@lightningcrash Oh Luna... I am so sorry for you Crash... I know what your going through as well. And I know what your going to feel, whatever you do do NOT hide away, your going to need people there to comfort you. Hiding away will only make you worse, trust me on this.
Tuesday, 25-Oct-11 22:05:28 UTC from web-
@mrdragon @jinny Her third surgery failed... She said she'll be screaming from pain by Monday, so they're putting her down Sunday, or maybe even Saturday... I've set up camp in my bathroom (the only room in the house I can lock myself in). I've got my phone, my non-internet laptop, chargers for both, a plate filled with pizza, and a USB.
Tuesday, 25-Oct-11 22:17:26 UTC from web-
@lightningcrash No, Do NOT hide away Crash that's the WORST thing you can do for yourself. You NEED people to be there with you, no matter how much you want to hide away, it'll only come back to hurt you ten fold later on in life. I know what your going through, I know how hard it is, but you need to be with people instead of hiding from them.
Tuesday, 25-Oct-11 22:18:56 UTC from web-
@mrdragon It's just for the night... I've got yall to talk to via my phone. I'm gonna talk to my counselor tomorrow...I'll eventually have to explain the situation to my parents. But for now, I'm going to camp & type away at our story; mine... and Sonia's.
Tuesday, 25-Oct-11 22:23:03 UTC from web-
@lightningcrash I hope you do Crash.. I lost my Grandfather and all I did was hide away, it did nothing but destroy me in life. I threw away help and sheltered in to myself, it's not something I want to see anypony do, I'm lucky to have come out of it without ending my own life. We're here to support you were we can.
Tuesday, 25-Oct-11 22:24:31 UTC from web-
@mrdragon I've promised her, as one of her last wishes, to not do anything crazy. It's my only motivation now...
Tuesday, 25-Oct-11 22:29:05 UTC from web-
@lightningcrash I know you, you are a man of your word. But should you begin to lose sight of said promise, I won't hesitate to remind you and drive it home.
Tuesday, 25-Oct-11 22:29:56 UTC from web
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@lightningcrash !hugs Im sorry my dear. That just breaks my heart. Im hate this feeling of being so helpless. T_T Im here for you always.
Tuesday, 25-Oct-11 22:21:40 UTC from web-
Tuesday, 25-Oct-11 22:24:21 UTC from web
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@lightningcrash Youre still breaking my heart I wish I had the power to help you with that. *leans against you* Sadly, Im just a simple pony.
Tuesday, 25-Oct-11 22:27:20 UTC from web-
@jinny I'm sorry... The reason why I hide this sort of thing from people is so they don't have to share in my pains.
Tuesday, 25-Oct-11 22:31:14 UTC from web-
@lightningcrash Its ok sweetie. ^^ Its better we help you together.
Tuesday, 25-Oct-11 22:32:58 UTC from web
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@lightningcrash !snuggles it will be ok
Tuesday, 25-Oct-11 22:28:53 UTC from web
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@lightningcrash !huggles Omg Im so sorry. T_T What happened I thought she was getting better. !snuggles Im here for you both...
Tuesday, 25-Oct-11 22:08:48 UTC from web
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