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  1. @lightningcrash To be honest no, most of the time I actually sit here with no pony to talk to. If I don't respond then I am busy, but otherwise 9/10 I'm just sitting here browsing through things.

    Tuesday, 01-Nov-11 01:34:11 UTC from web
    1. @mrdragon Well, you know I'm {almost} always available to chat, if I'm on. Only exception would be if @jinny is distracting me too much.

      Tuesday, 01-Nov-11 01:37:28 UTC from web
      1. @lightningcrash Which I'd say is quite a lot of the time :P how are you feeling by the way. As in truthfully and all of it.

        Tuesday, 01-Nov-11 01:38:24 UTC from web
        1. @mrdragon Truthfully, I really am just fine. She is gone, but now I really can't do anything about it. I don't know what it is, but I guess I try to do EVERYTHING I can think of to hold onto something. Once it's out of my grasp and I can't get it back, then I accept that and am able to move on. I'm just... wierd like that. My personality is complex and yet simple to figure out. All it takes is knowing me long enough, I suppose.

          Tuesday, 01-Nov-11 01:44:16 UTC from web
          1. @lightningcrash I see, so long as your doing ok though. Yes I know what it is you mean, once your finally understanding as to its gone, it just allows you to get up and brush off. I was the same with my Grandfather, he died last year. But it was only recently I finally let it all go.

            Tuesday, 01-Nov-11 01:47:29 UTC from web
            1. @mrdragon Yeah. I've sort of been through this before. I've lost close pets, my great-grandmother, and one of my grandfathers in years past. This one hit me closest though.

              Tuesday, 01-Nov-11 01:50:44 UTC from web
              1. @lightningcrash Yes, I know what you mean. Strangely I always got more upset when my pets died then when my family members or close family friends did. But my Grandfather topped them all. I stood strong but... after the funeral I turned in to a train wreck. It never healed fully until a short time ago as well.

                Tuesday, 01-Nov-11 01:57:26 UTC from web
                1. @mrdragon Well, it is what it is. I feel sorry for poor @jinny. Went and got embarrassed on the RP and hasn't come back since. I hope that jinny is okay...

                  Tuesday, 01-Nov-11 01:59:18 UTC from web
                  1. @lightningcrash He's fine, just a little tied up with house work I believe.

                    Tuesday, 01-Nov-11 02:00:04 UTC from web