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Wednesday, 15-Feb-12 23:39:18 UTC from web-
@chaosmagic Perty
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@mrdragon thanks and I'm wondering if there is still something I need to fix
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@chaosmagic Looking good!
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@pinhooves thanks.I made an obvious mistake with the necklace o-o
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@chaosmagic Not which I can see :3 it's a total cutie of a one ^^
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@chaosmagic Also, you don't have a link to all Chaos's art do you? ^^ I was just wondering.
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@mrdragon thanks and well I have several link to art from him. I should like make a folder or something where I put only pony art
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@chaosmagic You should make a folder for him indeed ^^ I'd like to see them all
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@mrdragon I have one but offline
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@chaosmagic You should upload it somewere :3
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@mrdragon like?
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@chaosmagic Likkeee?
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@mrdragon I dunno
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@chaosmagic like like? Or does somepony want a lick :3
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@mrdragon Oh hi*blush*
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@chaosmagic hello, goes cutsie?
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@mrdragon Rather sick and such but otherwise good. I keep fightinng untill better days
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@chaosmagic Hope you feel better soon. :)
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@chaosmagic yay..! *clops his hooves* glad to hear your a fighter now
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@mrdragon >clops................. not in public my dear sir!
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@lightningcrash Thanks :D
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@mrdragon I'm still a mage but I know what ya mena X3
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@purplephish20 no! bad pony!
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@chaosmagic did you ever get all of chaos pics in one place so I could see them? :3
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@purplephish20 I thought what he said was cute. Then you said this. Whyyy
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@mrdragon I still need to and got some new ones. http://s3.amazonaws.com/data.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzm1ug6IHS1rpl6q2o1_1280.jpg?AWSAccessKeyId=AKIAJ6IHWSU3BX3X7X3Q&Expires=1329848597&Signature=ffWtWFZzkZzRs5ac9oFhmiuSUpk%3D and http://s3.amazonaws.com/data.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzm1ug6IHS1rpl6q2o2_1280.jpg?AWSAccessKeyId=AKIAJ6IHWSU3BX3X7X3Q&Expires=1329848603&Signature=RPDZwx%2FzZgP9gpn%2FrgJvXsSSPXE%3D
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@chaosmagic they dun work :c
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@mrdragon oh too bad D: maybe cause too long and such well I will uppload them on my pg then.
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@chaosmagic yay ^~^ everypony is chaossexual
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@mrdragon yeah seems from some comments I got
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@chaosmagic :3 chaos is sexy pony
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@mrdragon well this sexy pony needs to clean himself.
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@chaosmagic ... can I help?
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@mrdragon how*blush and goes*
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@chaosmagic oh.. I'd find a way >:3
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@chaosmagic @mrdragon Hey there might be fillies on here. :o
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@firestormdangerdash they dun get to see anything else.
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@mrdragon (molestia is disappointed) I am okay with this.
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@firestormdangerdash what do you mean, molestia is already ahead of us
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@firestormdangerdash and what about colts?
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@mrdragon o/./o
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@chaosmagic *coughs* Erm.. hello >///<
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@mrdragon hallo http://twilight.ponychan.net/chan/art/src/133001844962.png this one works?
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@chaosmagic yep :3
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@mrdragon like it?
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@chaosmagic all of chaos art is awesome ^~^
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@mrdragon awwh hes just cute like that O=
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@chaosmagic indeed he is, you should of entered him in to that comp and got him on the episodes
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@mrdragon where O.o?
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@chaosmagic it was before season 2 started it was on eqd
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@mrdragon Never heard about it. http://dash.ponychan.net/chan/files/src/132960447295.png How he would look like if he was a bg pony
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@chaosmagic looks like he's already in ^~^
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@mrdragon scarf = horn, tail has no white because bg ponies should look generic, mane is different because hes manestylist. Pic is from last ep
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@chaosmagic chaos is best OS(apples) **coughs** yeah, looking good in the picture.
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@mrdragon how are ya lately and I'm at it to mak a folder for ponyoc related art on pb
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@chaosmagic eh.. could be better, I'm now in your zone of needing to get the hay away from here.. my family just took the cherries for the last time. Leading my hopes up for a decent career then dropping me in the, "nope just kidding" crap..but apart from that life goes on. At work for another hour or two, then home.
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@mrdragon Ohh that is bad*hug* Why are they mad at ya? Oh seeya then c:
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@chaosmagic they aren't mad at me, I am mad at them. This crap has happened a lot.. why I an surprised I have no idea..
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@mrdragon Why are ya mad?
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@chaosmagic because they got my hopes up for that course then noooope. I'll explain, my cousin told me of this course, said she would help me get on to it! Woo! 2 months later still be screwed around she turns around and says I need to go through an entire different company.. and they won't accept me.. how lovely..
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@mrdragon that sucks :C
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@chaosmagic I know hon, but Meh.. wasn't meant to be I suppose
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@mrdragon sadly =(
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@chaosmagic BTW, how are you? I've not asked hon, sorry.
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@mrdragon besides dizzy and my arms nd eyes hurting im good
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@chaosmagic you need a massage sweetie.
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@mrdragon maybe c:
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@mrdragon Rowr.
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@lightningcrash hello there
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@mrdragon I figured you were lurking. How are you?
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@lightningcrash apart from being on the verge of a stress and depression breakdown.. okay.. considering
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@mrdragon I'm sorry... there anything I can do to help?
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@lightningcrash https://m.google.com/app/plus/mp/293/#~loop:aid=z121ypiiutmkht2fe22syvjwiuf0h5dc5&view=activity hopefully that link works and you can see what's going on.
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@mrdragon I'm sorry, it isn't. If you'd like you can pm me?
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@lightningcrash long story short, all plans I've made are now in dust. I have no fallback and nothing were I live.. and I have no way to get to that which I love.. its destroying me..
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@mrdragon I... I'm sorry... You want to get to Oklahoma, don't you?
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@lightningcrash I just want to get away from here so I am no longer alone.. I've been alone all my life and it hurts..
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@mrdragon -pet- We're kindred spirits sir... just hold on. Hold on for the light, until dawn.
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@mrdragon Chris I'm here for you. *hugs* if you need anything or just somepony to vent or talk to... Just ask.
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@zach I've vented a lot on Google already.. I just need to keep my mind going
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@zach He needs a companion outside of the internet. Not just us. We're not enough... I'm sure he cares about us, but he needs physical friendship.
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@mrdragon well if you need anything just ask.., it's the least I can do
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@lightningcrash I know
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@mrdragon I'll fly to England to comfort you if that's what you need
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@mrdragon Man... I would totally take my savings and buy you a plane ticket.
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@lightningcrash I've last track of new dawns I have seen.. non have brought me anywere.. there is only one glimmer left.. one shred.. she's going on a two week road trip with her mother.. going to try and tell her about me.. us.. if it works, then I have a little hope and can try despite my lack of favour for getting a visa to the us.. but its all I have..
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@mrdragon Cling to it then. Hold on tight. And while you're there, know there are other motes of light. They may not be bright, but if you collect them, they'll keep you from total darkness.
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@lightningcrash plane ticket wouldn't get me far without the visa to stay..
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@lightningcrash Crash... We will make him happy even if it's the last thing I do in life.
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@mrdragon Right... We'll figure out something. There is a way. THere has to be.
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@lightningcrash there better be.. I'm losing my strength and fast..
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@mrdragon Chris, go google.
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@zach I'm on here now.. I'm not complicating things.. I'm stressed enough..
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@mrdragon *nuzzle* Let us be your strength. Just remember who you are. If you lose yourself, your courage soon will follow. Just hold on...
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@mrdragon ok then I'm gonna message you
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@lightningcrash I've been holding on for two months now.. putting on a fake smile but I can't fake it anymore..
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@mrdragon You don't need to fake it. You just need to survive.
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@mrdragon sent
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@lightningcrash that's what I'm saying this stress and depression has been going of for two months.. I can't take it much more.
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@mrdragon The best I can do for now is just be here... I'm sorry. I'd give you the $2000 I've got in savings if it'd help.
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@mrdragon you get my message
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@lightningcrash no it wouldn't, I don't deserve that, its wrong to take such things and I'd refuse.
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@mrdragon *hugs close*
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@mrdragon I really would love to give an input, but what's going on? I don't know
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@lightningcrash I just don't know anymore.. this work is also driving me insane.. 11 hours just doing nothing.. I have to stand it all and its adding to the stress as my mind is free to work its dole..
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@purplephish20 check the context
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@mrdragon I know... If anything, you could find a new job temporarily while you try to get your own business?
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@lightningcrash this is just a favour for a friend.. I thought get a little backpocket for some simple work.. next thing I know she's walked away and I'm having to do this crap so often.. I've had enough..
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@mrdragon The stupidity of some people... I really have no idea what to say or do anymore... I'm just... I don't know. I'm here for you is all I can say.
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@mrdragon so... College/work related learning related?
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@purplephish20 Work related future life relate
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@purplephish20 an it networking course that would of set me up for life and given me skills for a business I want to do.
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@purplephish20 and it was work training
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@lightningcrash I just.. don't know..
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@mrdragon CHRISTOPHER LISTEN TO ME.... A wise person always told me to keep my chin up and try agin and keep going... That was you... Take your own advice and show the world what you got
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@mrdragon ...Have you ever had a moment where there have been no thoughts in your mind? Nothing? Just meditation of sorts where you separate yourself completely from everything, nothing happening except your breathing. In... out...in... out... in... out...
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@mrdragon Crap.... That's exactly what I've been thinking about, partly to help get me out of this scuffle I'm stuck in now.... Do you have any similar choices available nearby?
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@zach I've been standing up for years and every time I get knocked back down. There is only so many times I am willing to get back up again..
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@lightningcrash I go to the woods but with work umi just don't have the time to do that..
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@purplephish20 non, that was a one off live on site.. all the others are to much travel for me.
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@lightningcrash yes hardly work but 11 hours a day is.. annoying
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@mrdragon Alright... well, I'll keep my phone running through the day while I can so we can talk. I don't give a crap about my teachers.
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@mrdragon there's got to be a college or something nearby right? Just to further your aspects?
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@purplephish20 all travel away, I live in the middle of the countryside. No money for a course as I am over 19 now, or the travel.
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@lightningcrash alright man.. thank you.
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@ponyray yes, sadly. Not after this week though.. I'm sick of being the puppet.
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@mrdragon You're very welcome. I /am/ going to lose phone connection my 6th period, but I'll be back after 50 minutes of that. 6th starts in... 1 hour 15 minutes.
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@lightningcrash ok, thanks again
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@mrdragon Just wondering, what city do you live in? A major, or somewhere more hidden away?
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@mrdragon Alright... let's try to get your mind off things. Do you read any fanfics?
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@purplephish20 as I said middle of the countryside. Hexham, 20 miles west of Newcastle and 30 miles east of Carlise. £8for a return ticket to Newcastle.. and a course.. I dread to think in it networking..
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@lightningcrash I've been unable to read for months.
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@mrdragon Ouch... have you had any free time to yourself?
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@lightningcrash non this whole week.. and I work tomorrow
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@ponyray it is, until you spend 20 years there.. its crap to live here.
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@mrdragon Sunday?
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@lightningcrash finally off, she can shove her *beep* grapes if she even tries it.
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@mrdragon For once, I agree. I wouldn't even pick up anything else for her. Do only what you have to at this point.
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@lightningcrash this is the last week I am doing, I've done this for a month and they still don't know what to pay me.. as far as j care they can take their money and never show their face again.
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@ponyray were do you live?
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@mrdragon Wow... So what's the next step then? I mean, you're prolly gonna get another temporary job, right? Something you'll enjoy.
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@lightningcrash I've been trying for a job for a year now..
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@ponyray bloody hell, thank Luna I am not alone here any longer.. we need to get better known. I thought I was alone up here.
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@mrdragon Oh... Man, that makes me feel bad about how easy I've gotten it. I got a free in to the restaurant my mom works at.
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@lightningcrash I'm British and I get treated like a criminal when applying for a job.
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@mrdragon look at how many times I've got knocked down.., I still go and so should you
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@ponyray what am I looking at, male, female? Age? Just so I know if its a idea to meetup in the future.
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@mrdragon That's wrong. It's just sick and wrong. *sigh* I'm going to government now. Mobile time. But I'll still be here (slower replies)
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@lightningcrash ok man.
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@zach I've lost track but mine are in the three digits now.
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@mrdragon Chris... I wanna... No that will make you uncomfortable.... I think you need one though
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@ponyray oddly enough I'm working tomorrow.
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@zach I'm fine at the moment.. I need to get back to sleep is what I need
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@mrdragon you know what I want to do though right
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@zach most likely not, but I don't need to know.
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@mrdragon yeah... Well I just want to help... You've helped me so much and now... I have nothing I can do for you
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