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Wednesday, 04-Apr-12 05:22:05 UTC from web
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Anyone here want to read a very sick (I don't mean cool) short story that I wrote? I need someone to read it and to call me sick, or I may not feel any batter any time soon :/
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@dlcentaur shoot
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@dlcentaur Sure.
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@yodelerty @alargesmallhorse WARNING EXTREME GRIMDARK PART 1[sp]V pbhyqa’g uryc ohg fzvyr nf gur ur ortna gb crry njnl zl fxva fybjyl. V pbhyq srry zl areirf naq unve sbyvpyrf grnevat njnl sebz zl rcvqrezvf, nf vg jnf evccrq njnl fybjyl sebz zl fbsg haqre-syrfu. Gur cnva jnf haoryvrinoyr, naq fb shysvyyvat. Svanyyl, V jnf trggvat gur chavfuzrag gung V ybatrq gb vasyvpg hcba zlfrys. Fbzrguvat nobhg zr, gubhtu, arire nyybjrq zr gb unez zlfrys gb n terngre rkgrag guna fpenccvat zl sbernez ercrngrqyl, znxvat zl fxva enj naq erq. Ab znggre ubj uneq V’q nggrzcg, V pbhyq arire ohvyq hc gur nhqnpvgl gb qenj oybbq sebz zlfrys.[/sp]
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@alargesmallhorse @yodelerty WARNING EXTREME GRIMDARK PART 2 (END) [sp]Nabgure jnir bs cnva fubg guebhtu zr nf zl pncgbe znqr nabgure zvabe vapvfvba orgjrra zl bhgre naq vaare ynlref bs fxva, nyybjvat uvz gb crry zl fxva njnl bapr zber. Zl grrgu jrer pynzcrq gvtug, tevaqvat vagb rnpu bgure. Ertneqyrff bs guvf, zl fzvyr jnf ab yrff n wblshy bar, vs qnex wbl ng gung. N srj qnlf orsber, V unq orra fb ybfg naq pbashfrq, jvfuvat naq ubcvat sbe fbzrguvat gb oernx zr njnl sebz zl rivy…jvfuvat naq ubcvat sbe zl fvaf gb or chavfurq. Cnva jnf gur bayl fhvgnoyr chavfuzrag sbe zl pevzrf, naq abj, V jnf erprvivat vg. V sryg arvgure frys cvgl abe frkhny cyrnfher, nyy V sryg jnf gur jbaqreshy, tybevbhf cnva. Nf zl pncgbe ortna gb evc gur fxva bss va ybatre fgevcf, V ynhturq va fubeg areibhf ohefgf, unys orpnhfr gur cnva jnf birejuryzvat naq unys orpnhfr V jnf rawblvat guvf fb zhpu. [/sp]
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@dlcentaur What was that even
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@yodelerty My thoughts...what I actually wished was happening to me... for a short while
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@dlcentaur I NEED MOAR OF THIS DELICIOUSNESS! http://ur1.ca/8wi7b
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@dlcentaur Wishing pain upon yourself is probably sign of a mental illness. Maybe you should go to a doctor? (Note: I am not a doctor)
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@yodelerty I don't know... this is not even close to characteristic of me. I felt that I had to write these thoughts to get them OUT of me. I don't like how I feel thinking these thoughts. I guess I just feel like I need pain to pay for my sins, which I know isn't true. I know Jesus died for my sins already...so why do I think these things? :S
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@alargesmallhorse Lol, I hope that you DON'T get anymore from me. I hate the Dark side of me. (They don't call me Dark/Light Centaur for nothing)
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@dlcentaur But the dark side pleases me so...
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@dlcentaur Perhaps you feel Jesus dying for your sins wasn't enough and you feel you need to be accountable for your own? (Note: I am not a priest and still not a doctor)
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@yodelerty LOL, the list of your lacking credentials just keeps growing. I know that Jesus covers my sins, I just keep on screwing up. And I'm just so sick of screwing up, asking for forgiveness, going on for a while, and sinning again.
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@alargesmallhorse You and a couple others too.... but it MUST go.
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@ponydude I wouldn't even know how to tell them. I think I do need to talk to them, but if I told them the full extent of my thoughts, they might seriously consider sending me to an asylum (that is a joke, but it's meant to be taken in a serious context)
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@dlcentaur light is no fun. buh-bye dark side.
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@dlcentaur I'm not really sure what you can do, then. You could make a killing in grimdark novel sales, I guess. (Note: I am not a priest, doctor, or publicist)
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@alargesmallhorse Trust me, Light is a million times better than Dark. I'm just not someone who could just give into my evil side. I would have been a murderer by now if I did that. No one should give into to their dark sides. The Light is all things good, awesome, and pure. There is nothing to hide in the Light, but in the dark, the lies are endless.
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@dlcentaur I refuse to believe this. I very much look forward to my dark side overcoming me.
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@dlcentaur no matter how many cookies the dark side says they have, it can never beat the power of light. DON'T GIVE IN TO THE COOKIES!
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@techdisk42 Light has muffins and cupcakes!
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@techdisk42 The dark side may have cookies, but the light side has a chocolate fountain complete with all things wonderful ;D
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@alargesmallhorse before I get worried, what exactly is it that your dark side says to do?
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@alargesmallhorse If you truly meant that, you wouldn't be on here. Someone would be dead (maybe even you). I have had thoughts of murder, suicide, and self torture, but I have never submitted to them, because I know they are evil. Ironic, though, that I'm a Christian and I have such a Dark side to me. I guess the old saying goes, the more potential of good you have, the more satan will try to stop you.
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@techdisk42 For sure!
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@techdisk42 cut ALL the people! Also, kill a person for every animal killed inhumanely and get enough blood to drink it. At first I was all "School shooting?" but I was all, "nah. too easy to be caught." I also plan on raping these bodies, but whether it is before or after is neither here nor there. http://ur1.ca/8wil4
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@dlcentaur typical christians thinking too highly of themselves.
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@alargesmallhorse *twitch*
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@alargesmallhorse Maybe for a lot of Christians you know. Not really any that I know think too highly of themselves. They are humble servants that share love and Godliness wherever they go ^-^
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@techdisk42 I admit my intentions and nothing is to be done? http://ur1.ca/8wiqr
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@crusader8 "soon" backwards is "noos" http://ur1.ca/8wiu5
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@dlcentaur what you said before sounds like me. I used to sometimes be talking to someone or sitting in class, then imagine what would happen if I killed them. Like somewhat vivid images. Pretty freaky. But knowing me, I wouldn't harm anything in reality.
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@dlcentaur That sounds like a nuisance.
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@alargesmallhorse I'm just happy the only thing connecting us is wireless radio, some copper, and maybe some fibre optic cable. And alot of distance.
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@renovatedkitchen Hmm, similar here. Mostly it was about inflicting pain on myself, though. I won't say that I didn't think about murder several times.
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@alargesmallhorse *freaked out twitch*
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@alargesmallhorse Meh, maybe to you. They are amazing people, and some of the best friends I've ever had...the only issue is none of my friends except for my best friend knows what it's like to think the dark thoughts that I do.
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@dlcentaur I would always have odd things happen to me. Had 3 dreams in sequence (felt like astral projections as i've done it before). They were crazy. It was about the world ending.
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@renovatedkitchen I have had 2 dreams about the world ending. You'll have to tell me more about them.
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@dlcentaur There is always a darker thought, and from the most unexpected of people.
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@dlcentaur Will do. As a prequel, let me tell you. I was pretty much supposed to be dead a while ago. Did stupid things, but either I would survive or in another case, time stopped [was able to see small particles twinkling in the air, thought about what to do, did it and time resumed]. Will write more. Gonna hop on the PC
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@renovatedkitchen @ponydude @crusader8 Yeah. But I'm not joking when I said I literally thought that I was going insane earlier today. I had reached a breaking point. I just got so overwhelmed by my laziness, sinfulness, and self-comfort...
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@dlcentaur Religion can make a great veil. I've dumped all my religious friends except one. I'll hold that he's probably been my best friend my entire life, so I've kind of gotten used to it. Christians are usually good people as long as they keep it to themselves.
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@dlcentaur That's me everyday.
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@alargesmallhorse The thing is, we want to spread our salvation, but we don't want to spread it by being all up in your face. We want to share the freedom we have experienced.
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@techdisk42 chill pill
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@dlcentaur I must go to bread, so please be kind and don't stare at my plot while I'm away.
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@dlcentaur I know what you mean. I sometimes feel like I'm gonna snap and do some things I would regret.
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@crusader8 Your what? xD
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@dlcentaur I just find it a damn shame that religious people don't realize that all religion has ever been is a way to explain that which has yet to be answered or explained at a simple enough level for them to understand.
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@ponydude @renovatedkitchen Kind of disturbingly gross (I'm one to say that, lol)...but Ok! That is true.
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@alargesmallhorse It's simple enough and it's not an attempt alone if it succeeds. God made everything. We screwed it up. He loves us still. He sent his son to die for us so that we could be forgiven and live with him forever. (to put it in very simple terms)
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@ponydude Agreed, I can see where this is going, and to be honest, I'm not in the mood for a debate right now.
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@ponydude He doesn't have a problem, he's just not too afraid to admit things.
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@alargesmallhorse It feels like a problem to me. Or, maybe it's more of an issue that need some serious dealing with (Sorry for the bad grammar)
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@dlcentaur Anyways, about what happened. Again, I've done astral projection 3 times with my control and this "dream" felt exactly the way I felt in the astral realm. I'm not making ANY of this up by the way. If theres a way I can prove it I will. Anyways, I close my eyes, and instantly feel like I'm going through a worm hole. I appear on a planet that I know is earth. I look to my left and see this woman in robes beside me looking forward and get a feeling she is guiding me. She's also not walking on the ground, but about a foot above it. I could even see my neighbor across the street. I see people walking outside looking up. I feel a lot of stress in the air. And then I woke up. This entire thing lasted a minute at most. Second time, Same thing happened. (Each session was exactly 7 days apart). Except now the world was much different. There were houses abandoned, some destroyed and I couldn't see anybody (or anypony). We were walking down a road with shops on either side and most...
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@renovatedkitchen Welcome to Revelation. That book in the Bible describes (rather abstractly) a lot of what you just said
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@dlcentaur God is a creation of man. god did not create man in god's image, it was merely used as a descriptive way of saying that we created god in ours.
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@dlcentaur Just chill out with it. We all got good and bad; it's a part of human nature.
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@alargesmallhorse I don't want any dark side. Even if I now I can not beat my dark side alone. The dark side will be there until my King takes me home.
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@dlcentaur -continued--> were looted. I got a feeling that we were attacked by an outside source (i.e. Aliens). Then I looked up to the woman and asked: Why am I seeing all this. She looked at me and said: Because you have to stop it. <-- This was the last one actually. Second one everything was beginning to be burned and destroyed. I couldn't see what was doing it. Just had feelings that I had to hide. Sorry about the wrong order. Dam, saying this gets me all teary for some reason (not in a sad way).
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@dlcentaur Alright, I'm gonna stop you right there and we're just gonna drop this whole thing alright? I [i]really[/i] don't want to get into another religious argument today.
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@dlcentaur Read a bit of it actually, should have continued.
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@renovatedkitchen dude. You seem to have a fanfic on your hands.
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@renovatedkitchen now get writing it!
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@techdisk42 I did start a while ago. Wrote 2 pages, then lost them. Too lazy to start again.
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@ponydude fair enough I suppose. Good luck in "fixing him"
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@techdisk42 Actually, now that you mention it, I cant draw/ make music, but I could write some pony stories to support the community
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@renovatedkitchen It's ok. In the Bible, a lot of what you describes. The end of the world will be a chaotic time that no one can stop. It will happen in God's timing. The only thing we can do is MAYBE prepare physically and DEFINITELY to prepare Spiritually. There are several reasons you might have felt anxious. 1. Are you a Christian? if the end of the world comes (if you survive the chaos described in Revelations) and you don't have Jesus as your personal savior, it's game over.
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@dlcentaur I am a Christian, don't take the "religion" seriously, but fully believe in God, Jesus and all them guys. Just found it strange about that. Not to mention my near death experiences where time stopped. I honest to God cant explain those.
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@renovatedkitchen I can, in a way, but not to the extent that you tell me. A human, in an intense situation, can seemingly slow down reality for a short period of time.
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@dlcentaur Are you saying we have time control?
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@alargesmallhorse I wish... but no. The human mind can speed up its self, or seemingly slow down everything else to the point of where everything slows down. This is very rare, however.
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@dlcentaur I had an experience like that once, when I dropped a full glass. Saw reality slow down and witnessed the cracking of the glass from the base to the tip, and the slow explosion outwards with the liquids splashing over. ...It was really cool, kind of trippy, and never happened again. :/
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@dlcentaur I know what you mean. That's happened a bunch to me. But this time, I was going flat out on a (think it was 240cc) pocketbike and it read about 80mph. On my street theres a turn and a car was parked right on it. As I was making the turn, another car came around the corner giving me nowhere to go. Thats when time stopped. I mean stopped. I don't know how to describe it, but it looked like there were a few sparkles in the air slowly moving. I looked around, thought it was cool, then looked at the car, turned the wheel so I was aiming to a sliver of a spot about 3 feet wide. I was like that for about 10-20 seconds. Then it resumed, I passed the guy and was alive.
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@dlcentaur so... we have time control.
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@forestrain I had something similar to that, only when I did what did, my jaw dropped. I had something in my hands and I was just flipping it around. I accidentally let go of it while it was behind my back, so I had NO idea where it was. Everything slowed down for like a moment, and then I moved like lightning and caught it perfectly...behind my back xDDD
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@alargesmallhorse Adrenaline helps I guess. Is that your drawn apple bloom btw?
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@renovatedkitchen My avatar?
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@renovatedkitchen That's fricking crazy dude!!
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@alargesmallhorse Pretty much ;P
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@dlcentaur I know. I could never explain it. Like I said before. I'm not lying about any of it because I take those kinds of things seriously. If theres anyway I could prove it I would love to.
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@renovatedkitchen No, sir, it is not. http://thisapplebloom.tumblr.com/post/20324795747/mopes-around
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@alargesmallhorse Ah, kk. Just wondering cause It's different then the usual.
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@renovatedkitchen It's adorable and sad and I couldn't resist because it is so adorable and sad.
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@alargesmallhorse It is adorable. didn't mean different in a bad way at all.
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@renovatedkitchen different from MY regular?
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@alargesmallhorse Think I joined after you changed it. Don't recall the regular.
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@renovatedkitchen Usually silly/stupid. I'm not usually one for sympathy.
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