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  1. I find it oddly thrilling to feel so low. It's like I'm high on sorrow

    Sunday, 06-May-12 03:11:34 UTC from MuSTArDroid
    1. @pony story of my life

      Sunday, 06-May-12 03:12:33 UTC from web
      1. @actualcannibalabigpony you get that way too? I remember when I experience drug-induced suicidal ideation.. this feels similar except I don't want to die

        Sunday, 06-May-12 03:15:02 UTC from MuSTArDroid
        1. @pony What? I just like feeling miserable.

          Sunday, 06-May-12 03:16:42 UTC from web
          1. @actualcannibalabigpony yeah me too.. I mean a certain kind of miserable at least.. it only happens on occasion.. when it does happen it makes me think that I must be hiding something more painful beneath the misery.. maybe guilt

            Sunday, 06-May-12 03:20:01 UTC from MuSTArDroid
            1. @pony Whaaaaat?

              Sunday, 06-May-12 03:22:12 UTC from web
              1. @actualcannibalabigpony meh.

                Sunday, 06-May-12 03:25:55 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                1. @pony You sound like you're trying to conceal you being severely beaten as a child or something.

                  Sunday, 06-May-12 03:28:38 UTC from web
                  1. @actualcannibalabigpony if only.. xp I'm sorry I'm so cryptic. I really would like to discuss it, but I can't

                    Sunday, 06-May-12 03:32:17 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                    1. @pony Now i'm interested.

                      Sunday, 06-May-12 03:33:29 UTC from web
                      1. @actualcannibalabigpony I can only think of one person I might discuss it with, unless somepony else shares my particular challenges like I believe he does. It's something I'm only comfortable divulging to somepony who has experience with what I'm going through or else if I had /complete/ assurance of anonymity. It's times like this that I really miss anontalk.se

                        Sunday, 06-May-12 03:39:43 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                        1. @pony Well whatever you feel safe with. I'm just saying that I am always here to listen to the most personal things about people's pasts.

                          Sunday, 06-May-12 03:42:54 UTC from web
                          1. @actualcannibalabigpony that's admirable, and I'm grateful you and others here are so willing to help a strange pony like me out.

                            Sunday, 06-May-12 03:45:26 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                            1. @pony I said it as a joke, but I guess it's also true. keep on feeling miserable.

                              Sunday, 06-May-12 03:45:57 UTC from web
                              1. @actualcannibalabigpony haha! Thanks. :')

                                Sunday, 06-May-12 03:53:21 UTC from MuSTArDroid
    2. @thatonepony uuhuh-huh!

      Sunday, 06-May-12 03:12:50 UTC from MuSTArDroid
    3. @pony *hugs more*

      Sunday, 06-May-12 03:15:55 UTC from web
      1. @toksyuryel !hug

        Sunday, 06-May-12 03:17:09 UTC from MuSTArDroid