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Friday, 22-Jun-12 23:06:01 UTC from web
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@redenchilada whyt?
Friday, 22-Jun-12 23:06:29 UTC from web -
@redenchilada old
Friday, 22-Jun-12 23:06:40 UTC from web -
@redenchilada wat
Friday, 22-Jun-12 23:06:52 UTC from web -
@redenchilada This picture is my life
Friday, 22-Jun-12 23:08:47 UTC from web-
@ceruleanspark You eat Xboxen?
Friday, 22-Jun-12 23:11:55 UTC from web-
@bitshift I don't know what's going on anymore
Friday, 22-Jun-12 23:12:53 UTC from web-
@ceruleanspark I'm not at all sure, either.
Friday, 22-Jun-12 23:14:32 UTC from web
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@redenchilada Interesting... Makes me want to play Vore Tournament again...
Friday, 22-Jun-12 23:10:34 UTC from web-
@omni and that is?
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@derpyshy A furry vore shooter. You play a vixen and have to eat other vixen to kill them and receive points. I personally don't like it much, but one of my personality does =/
Friday, 22-Jun-12 23:14:15 UTC from web-
@omni ... one of your personality does... but you don't?
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Friday, 22-Jun-12 23:16:19 UTC from web
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@omni how is that possible? O.o if your personality likes it... doesn't that mean YOU like it?
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@derpyshy No. There is "me", which is one personality, then there are Omni (I always steal her nickname online, but she doesn't mind), Aeterna, Tresto, Mura, Krieg and Zankoku (temporary name) who all are one personality each. Zankoku can dream of murder in detail and enjoy it completely, but such details will make me feel terribly, terribly sick. Normally only one is awake at a time and keeps their thoughts to themselves, so it mostly goes well, but if, for example, he leaks his thoughts and I get them it can go terribly wrong =/
Friday, 22-Jun-12 23:21:11 UTC from web-
@omni Tulpae? That's... A LOT of tulpae...
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Friday, 22-Jun-12 23:24:22 UTC from web
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@omni so, you've had them, how long?
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@derpyshy I started feeling this... colour (if I recall correctly, blue) around the age of 9. The colour felt like an emotion, but more than just that. Over the years I acquired a few more colours, but I just considered them emotions until I met my owner online (we weren't a couple back then) and she talked to me about her personalities. Because of all that, I decided to try to talk to them and give them names, and it all started making more and more sense over the years. I think Aeterna (sadness) was the first I acquired, together with Omni (happiness) whom I carried with me since... as long as I know. I got Tresto (perversion) later, as a result of sexual abuse (I lost all lust and can't take anything now anymore) and later Krieg (protector/hate back then, his rule is different now) due to more bullying. In the last two years I've acquired Mura, who took Krieg's role as protector after Krieg became weaker and then Zankoku, who is pure hate and also my protector now.
Friday, 22-Jun-12 23:39:48 UTC from web-
@omni I don't know how all of you managed this, but apparently I feel safe enough here to mention all of this... Thank you for that, all of you, really
Friday, 22-Jun-12 23:44:02 UTC from web-
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@derpyshy #hugs Yeah, this place feels like a home... The only place safer than here is when being with my owner o,o
Friday, 22-Jun-12 23:47:52 UTC from web
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@omni *hug*
Friday, 22-Jun-12 23:48:11 UTC from web-
@toksyuryel #hugs o,o
Friday, 22-Jun-12 23:50:00 UTC from web
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@omni Ah... That DOES sound a lot like you made tulpae unintentionally... you had the "colors", and then you just kept thinking about them. Is it talking tulpae, or just you thinking?
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@derpyshy They can take over completely and control my body and speech (which Tresto, for example, sometimes uses so I can rest when I'm panicking too much, but it doesn't always work).
Friday, 22-Jun-12 23:46:51 UTC from web-
@omni That sounds very serious D: is it a disorder you have, or is it just something that happened?
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@derpyshy Then (generally) don't abuse it, so it's not a problem, really. (With the exception of Zankoku once abusing it by taking over and trying to kill my owner, but that luckily ended up alright...)
Friday, 22-Jun-12 23:52:38 UTC from web-
Friday, 22-Jun-12 23:54:13 UTC from web
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@omni D:
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