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  1. Who would have guessed that even after almost a year it would still be very hard to not turn back to drugs :(

    Wednesday, 17-Oct-12 07:44:03 UTC from MuSTArDroid
    1. @renovatedkitchen that feel.. I'm still struggling with my compulsion to use porn and whatnot. xP

      Wednesday, 17-Oct-12 07:57:19 UTC from web
      1. @pony its honestly so hard not to. I can get the things I want from people I work with too. So it's always on the tip of my tongue to ask them to grab some for me.

        Wednesday, 17-Oct-12 07:59:11 UTC from MuSTArDroid
        1. @renovatedkitchen yeah. I think that's why finding and stengthening others friendships is really important. That's part of my problem too sometimes xD I love my hornball friends, but I lurk a little too much with them online. lol (no offense meant to hornballs of course.)

          Wednesday, 17-Oct-12 08:05:13 UTC from web
          1. @pony @dlcentaur # xD

            Wednesday, 17-Oct-12 08:19:02 UTC from web
            1. @minti @dlcentaur #! Feels good to have friends!

              Wednesday, 17-Oct-12 08:20:24 UTC from web
              1. @pony Yep. :3

                Wednesday, 17-Oct-12 08:24:20 UTC from web
          2. @pony I put too much faith in others. I'm always here for me, so I have to rely on myself

            Wednesday, 17-Oct-12 08:35:16 UTC from MuSTArDroid
        2. @renovatedkitchen Well, if you're trying to quit smoking too. You need a harmless thing to replace them with, I think.

          Wednesday, 17-Oct-12 08:07:52 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
          1. @ceruleanspark @renovatedkitchen @pony # I'm struggling with refraining from Porn as well. Even being able to say this is unbelievable. This is something I've never really told anyone. Yet, I care enough about you guys and know you guys care enough about me to help each other through our struggles.

            Wednesday, 17-Oct-12 08:16:30 UTC from web
            1. @dlcentaur It seems like a particularly difficult addiction to overcome, as your brain generates the chemicals you're addicted to internally, so you can't even really stop "using" them.

              Wednesday, 17-Oct-12 08:26:07 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
            2. @dlcentaur for me it was the harsher drugs. They are so amazing for clearing your mind and what not, but I can't go back to them

              Wednesday, 17-Oct-12 08:38:18 UTC from MuSTArDroid
              1. @renovatedkitchen Good. I'm proud of you for fighting your addiction. I really am, bro. :)

                Wednesday, 17-Oct-12 08:39:32 UTC from web
                1. @dlcentaur I feel like I need to say this: I may not be able to congradulate and be proud to each person individually, but I am extremely proud of anyone at all that's fighting any sort of addiction. I'm kind of going through one myself that I'd not like to talk about, it's hard but the people I talk to make it easy (and sometimes hard..) xD

                  Wednesday, 17-Oct-12 08:42:43 UTC from web
                  1. @minti Way to go! Just keep struggling for what's right. :3

                    Wednesday, 17-Oct-12 08:45:33 UTC from web
                2. @dlcentaur its been pretty very hard. Cat tranquilizer works wonders on humans

                  Wednesday, 17-Oct-12 08:50:14 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                  1. @renovatedkitchen I bet...

                    Wednesday, 17-Oct-12 09:06:29 UTC from web
          2. @ceruleanspark that will be a tough thing to find. Although borderlands has been keeping me occupied, it doesn't take my mind off of what is all happening around me and all the background stress I have. Gaming for too long gets me agitated because I can't stop thinking about everything else and it becomes an issue

            Wednesday, 17-Oct-12 08:37:18 UTC from MuSTArDroid