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Tuesday, 19-Mar-13 21:22:54 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen ._. what's wrong?
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@rarity lots of things. I slept through my alarm again.
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@renovatedkitchen Do you want to talk about it?
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@rarity don't know if I should. Not sure if I am going to go mental or if I'm gonna pull through the day
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@renovatedkitchen You can do it. You're strong.
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@rarity I guess. I've snapped a couple times at work. Like if someone gives me crap for something stupid I throw insults at them and whatnot.
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@renovatedkitchen that's better than internalizing and self loathing.
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@rarity yeah. Still though. I'm grapesed at my self too. A lot
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@renovatedkitchen anything I can do to help?
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@rarity I'll be alright I hope. Thank you though
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@renovatedkitchen I'll keep talking still<3
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@rarity okay <3 I will be kinda slow at replying though because I'm at work still though
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@renovatedkitchen that's fine :3 I'm cleaning anyway, so it kinda works out.
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@rarity that it does. How's cleaning going?
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@renovatedkitchen terribly, I wish I was sleeping.
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@rarity me too. These next few nights I'm gonna try to sleep more. Won't be as social though because of that
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@renovatedkitchen as long as you feel better I don't mind.
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@rarity thanks. I'll probably disappear later today. Like in 2 hours to do homework
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@renovatedkitchen alright! You can do it no problem.
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@renovatedkitchen homework of what?
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@rarity I really do hope so.
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@renovatedkitchen I say you can! :3
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@rarity but to say something and to actually be able to do is another thing.
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@renovatedkitchen I say I believe in you, then?
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@rarity believing in me can be a bad decision though :/
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@renovatedkitchen Hon, even if you're a sinking, I'm going down with the ship. so don't even try that :P
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@snowcone ponies.
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@rarity thanks hon. <3. I just wish life was more tolerable.
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@renovatedkitchen I'm trying my best to make it so. :3
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@rarity and you do help. My brain still manages to make it impossible some days. It's probably because I've missed school so it insists on punishing me. It also makes things bad when I'm not doing homework or when I'm trying to relax and stuff
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@renovatedkitchen never feel bad for relaxing, if it's needed.
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@snowcone Is someone trying to play shipper?
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@snowcone That's legit :)
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@snowcone So the cutie mark you earned back then hardly applies now? xD
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@rarity it's more of a subconscious thing. I can't stop hating or hurting myself because I don't always consciously do it
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@snowcone It's not that big a deal, it's just... We're not cartoon characters, or just words on the internet. We're real people, and weather or not we are "a thing" has nothing to do with fulfilling your fantasy.
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@renovatedkitchen ah :c
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@rarity Yeah. It sucks. Cant do anything other than hope that it stops
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@renovatedkitchen it will<3
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@rarity Im doubtful on that. I mean, its always been like that since I was young
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