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why do these things never happen to me? http://9gag.com/gag/axNzAqY
Friday, 18-Oct-13 02:48:30 UTC from web-
Friday, 18-Oct-13 02:50:17 UTC from web
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@awlderpy Ooh, that avatar!
Friday, 18-Oct-13 02:51:40 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Friday, 18-Oct-13 02:54:19 UTC from web
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@awlderpy Oh dear. (And you may)
Friday, 18-Oct-13 02:54:50 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Good! If you wish you may call me Will. Apparently this avatar is work done for a tumblr blog, humanmakerlyra.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 02:58:08 UTC from web-
@awlderpy That sounds chilling. I bet it's via alchemy.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 02:58:48 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Oh, reading through it a little and I'm getting a different feeling. This may be my favourite Lyra now.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:02:25 UTC from web-
@awlderpy I may have to look it up. I'm not following nearly enough ask blogs.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:03:43 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:05:53 UTC from web
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@awlderpy I can tell from your avatar. Very nice.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:07:12 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Yeah, I had just thought to check it out and realised hey, I do have a tumblr after all.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:09:10 UTC from web-
@awlderpy Yeah, one that I follow. :P
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:09:55 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Oh yeah! I was trying to follow like everyone here and use it as a means of writing practises. I should get on that.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:14:58 UTC from web-
@awlderpy Couldn't hurt. Writing's good for the imagination.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:15:46 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty I have found it to be, when I could sit down and clear my head enough to give a go.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:17:37 UTC from web-
@awlderpy A clear head usually helps. Though it's so difficult to achieve that state of mind.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:19:16 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty For how much I've been awake as of late, surprisingly so. Silly things get stuck in your head and they just won't leave to save your life.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:21:19 UTC from web-
@awlderpy Oh boy do I ever know that feeling. Thoughts swimming around in my mind are the reason I've been so stressed and on-edge lately.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:22:57 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty That's pretty much what's been depriving me of sleep. Things going on don't help much but that really isn't anyone's problem in the end but mine.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:27:42 UTC from web-
@awlderpy You tried anything like meditation to help you sleep?
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:29:27 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty I have the last two nights and I managed to sleep last night, for a few hours, before waking up gasping for breath.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:31:14 UTC from web-
@awlderpy Oh dear. I wonder if there's a medical issue at play.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:32:32 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:34:39 UTC from web
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@awlderpy being out of breath sounds like an anxiety attack to me, at least it sounds like the ones I have.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:36:11 UTC from web-
@flamingpandaomg During sleep though? I had read a bit about apnea. It seems somewhat fitting but it isn't supposed to wake you up.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:37:29 UTC from web-
@awlderpy Sleep apnea can wake you up easily. My dad has it and it wakes him up all the time.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:38:09 UTC from web-
@flamingpandaomg Oh boy. I've had the problem before but it comes and goes.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:39:19 UTC from web-
@awlderpy as far as I know it doesn't have to be a common occurrence.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:40:50 UTC from web
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@awlderpy Might be a good idea. I'd check around on medical forums online as well. It won't be as effective but it'll provide you with free advice anyway.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:36:21 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty I had read a bit on sleeping conditions and it has at least served as a template but self-diagnosis doesn't help much to get what medications one needs. I'll be getting medical insurance soon, so that may help costs a bit.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:38:37 UTC from web-
@awlderpy Medical insurance is good. Recently being ineligible for my parent's insurance, I'm not a fan of paying for anti-depressants or any medication. Hopefully you can get the money soon.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:42:14 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty I hope you can find a way to get your medications as well, man. As long as they help.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:43:41 UTC from web-
@awlderpy I'm not really sure anymore, to be honest.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:47:46 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty I felt the same way about the Lithobid so I stopped taking it. Although now I'm less prone to violent mood swings I don't feel completely in control.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:51:41 UTC from web-
@awlderpy I might make a doctor's appointment for next month when my refills run out to reevaluate my situation with him.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:53:18 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty That would help find something else hopefully, if what you have now isn't working any more. At least you're not buggering off with doctors altogether either.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:57:40 UTC from web-
@awlderpy I've thought about doing that but it was probably just depressive rage convincing me it was a good idea.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 03:58:40 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Yes it was, as I'd been down that road once, closer to Brendon's age. It only makes things worse, of course you knew that already.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 04:00:37 UTC from web-
@awlderpy Of course. Doctors are one of the few people who can help in these cases. Them and the individual suffering.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 04:06:22 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Friday, 18-Oct-13 04:11:10 UTC from web
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@awlderpy That's true. And even though you've said you've made bad choices involving yourself, the fact that you're improving your situation really makes me want to listen to you. So I do.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 04:14:18 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Well sometimes it seems I serve a purpose by setting an example of what not to do but as long as it helps others, it's ok. What matters is survival, after all.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 04:17:49 UTC from web-
@awlderpy It's really living that's important. Not just surviving.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 04:20:03 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty That's a good way to put it, actually. Surviving doesn't mean you're living the way your gods intended you to. Living is the only way to ever be happy in life.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 04:22:10 UTC from web-
@awlderpy Exactly. I'm glad I was able to learn that. It's a struggle but I know I can do it.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 04:23:41 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty Now that's what I like to hear, Dane! Glad to see you saying something positive again, really really glad!
Friday, 18-Oct-13 04:25:26 UTC from web-
@awlderpy Thanks a ton, man. Of course I still have relationships I need to repair after my depression broke some of them. That will come in due time though. As long as I keep this attitude.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 04:27:15 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@yodelerty That's right, mending relationships takes time and care, and as long as you're patient it'll all pan out. Yes keep that attitude as long as you can, don't quite strangle it but don't let it go.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 04:29:14 UTC from web-
@awlderpy Hopefully I'll be able to be more patient now. With the help of all you guys anyway. I know I've said I want to leave but.. I really don't know where I'd be without you guys.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 04:32:36 UTC from web-
@yodelerty You said those things in a bad state of mind, you can be and are forgiven for those. We do what we can to help eachother because well, many of us have the same things going on in our heads and we can empathise. I'm finding it much easier to care about all of you guys.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 04:35:54 UTC from web
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@yodelerty It'll get exponentially better with time. As long as you keep fixing things you'll see yourself in better and better situations.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 04:30:46 UTC from web-
@nerthos That's what I'm hoping for.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 04:34:00 UTC from web
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Friday, 18-Oct-13 02:53:31 UTC from web
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@vt3c Well yes, I have a lot more perspective now than I did then. Generally, I'm a lot less stupid a person than I was.
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Friday, 18-Oct-13 04:16:27 UTC from web
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@vt3c I've been cracking smiles all day. I feel pretty good right now. Obviously I have you guys to thank for it.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 04:18:19 UTC from StatusNet iPhone -
Friday, 18-Oct-13 04:19:03 UTC from web
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@vt3c After being saved a few times from certain death I know better than to completely mistrust doctors; although being told I'll never run again makes me not completely trust them either.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 04:23:24 UTC from web -
@vt3c I was told that if I exerted my left side at all for half a year at least, I'd tear out my stitches and bleed to death. They were flat out wrong as I went back in the field within the week.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 04:27:17 UTC from web -
@vt3c The field was the only time in life I was truly truly happy. More so when I was away from base or camp, so it wasn't bad days. I still thought I knew better than anypony else though.
Friday, 18-Oct-13 04:30:06 UTC from web -
@vt3c I couldn't tell you. I suppose the threat of death isn't prominent as it was there (may or may not be true anymore) but too many variables.
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