Notices by darkarchivist, page 21

darkarchivist NewPatrol

@newpatrol well, i call it a blank slate personality, meaning i have no personality on my absolute own, left to myself and without memory, i am no one,memory of people that is, so i take from the essence of the emotions and personality of those around me, taking on whop they are as me temporarily. i've been around a lot of sad, and well,,, you all seem naturally happy for the most part.

darkarchivist NewPatrol

@newpatrol want an elaboration on the the whole, QUICK EVERYONE BE YOURSELF AND NORMAL thing i do when sad?

darkarchivist NewPatrol , Light

@newpatrol @ryanjjjj thanks. and be yourself

darkarchivist Light

@ryanjjjj no no no like... hold on i have it somewhere, cyza is on there too for some reason

darkarchivist NewPatrol

@newpatrol dropping.

darkarchivist NewPatrol

@newpatrol directly relating to dave making me at an all time highg before just...

darkarchivist NewPatrol

@newpatrol i made one recently showing a ine graph depicting levels of euphoria

darkarchivist NewPatrol

@newpatrol well i... i maake a lot of graphs because they just... come to me saying MAKE ME SAVE ME

darkarchivist RDN's Lucifer

@nerthos npt well. no comment, im saying too much as is

darkarchivist monsutaa kaado!

@mushi falling.

darkarchivist NewPatrol

@newpatrol i should have sseen it commming its my owwn fault. this is why the graphs aer there... the graphs are ALWAYS there

darkarchivist monsutaa kaado!

@mushi hello

darkarchivist RDN's Lucifer

@nerthos hrllo

darkarchivist NewPatrol

@newpatrol sad. dont waant to go into detail.

darkarchivist Eris

@neurario @snowcone o cool thanks ima check it out

darkarchivist Eris

@neurario is trackmania THAT game your playing??

darkarchivist Sean

@boltaction see ya fwend

darkarchivist That wierd guy next door

@renovatedkitchen >^-^<

darkarchivist That wierd guy next door

@renovatedkitchen i dont remember what its like so i dont really have an opinion on it.

darkarchivist That wierd guy next door

@renovatedkitchen in a few years. why?

darkarchivist That wierd guy next door

@renovatedkitchen but thats ok because i dont want that

darkarchivist That wierd guy next door

@renovatedkitchen i couldn't because children cant get that due to the fact that their eyes aren't fully developed

darkarchivist That wierd guy next door

@renovatedkitchen if they had leftme alone when i was 9 then my vision would probably have adapted by now.

darkarchivist That wierd guy next door

@renovatedkitchen without my glasses i can see about 3 inches clearly. it doesnt help that they force the glases on me, they're making my eyes dependent on the glasses and breaking down. in 3 years or so, i will be fully blind. i dont care though, because no one listens to me, because im a kid and "don't know anything"

darkarchivist That wierd guy next door

@renovatedkitchen i have a really bad problem with holding in knowledge and technique. i can only barely learn beyond the basics. on my own i have coded things and become educated to an extent and learned to love life. i have exceeded the restraints merely because there are no restraints, only people who don't belive in their own ability and importance