Conversation
Notices
-
Look! I'm NOT dead, guys! http://deadmadness665.deviantart.com/ I swear i'm not yanking your chains or anything! Just.. please look at my art. ;-; (X3)
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 00:55:43 UTC from web-
@deadmadness665 Oh, so you didn't link us to your porn tabs?
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 00:56:58 UTC from web-
@metaltao Pssh. I won't be doing anything like that any time soon.. My happiness kinda died, but what eva! Fake happiness is better than being depressed so.. HIYA!!!
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 00:59:56 UTC from web-
@deadmadness665 No it is not. It is fake, it builds the deluge that will engulf you. You have to face it before it grows to strong to handle until you spasm from denial and laugh at things you see for the colour. I am here to help you, What do you need? Videos, stats, advice? I am worried about you dude, that comment is not one made by a man who is ok.
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:02:32 UTC from web-
@metaltao I don't know man.. I don't think anyone can really help me with this..
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:03:58 UTC from web-
@deadmadness665 You are saying that as if none of us have known this. Tell me, what is on your mind right now?
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:04:28 UTC from web-
@metaltao I just want my pain to stop... God.. Ok, before I spill my sorrow all over this site and ruin any good moods that may have exsisted: Are you sure you want me to?
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:06:14 UTC from web-
@deadmadness665 Just do so, it is a public forum. I want to hear it.
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:08:48 UTC from web-
@metaltao Alright.. Well, my girlfriend of nearly a year, my "first" for a lot of things, someone who I thought was my best friend... dumped me... Just left me with my heart in pieces and swears she never want me back.. I just...
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:11:42 UTC from web-
@deadmadness665 I don't even know..
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:11:57 UTC from web -
@deadmadness665 Hey man, I'm sorry to hear that. Don't worry, if you want you can talk about it.
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:13:25 UTC from web-
@awlditzy That is kind of the reason he is talking about it. Do you thin you could help out?
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:15:07 UTC from web -
@awlditzy I would love to have any help you guys can give me. Thank you, you're amazing guys. :) @metaltao
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:15:55 UTC from web
-
-
@deadmadness665 Well, papayas dude. Let it be, it won't be your last love. But, I may need to know more. What did she say was the reason.
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:15:43 UTC from web-
@metaltao She didn't. She just said she was "through."
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:17:12 UTC from web
-
-
-
-
@deadmadness665 Alright, I'm gonna tell you a thing or two about depression (speaking from experience). Give or take approximately 1 in 9 people will suffer from depression at some point in their life, so the first thing you should know is that what you're feeling is very normal. Depression can be healthy too, as it distracts from the naivety of boundless joy. But obviously being perpetually depressed isn't a good thing, and I know there are times where you're going to feel like no one understands and there's no hope left, but believe me when I say the worst thing you can do is not tell anyone about it. I am speaking from personal experience when I say that you can only internalize so much, so if you need to let something out there are listening ears here who will happily oblige.
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:16:02 UTC from web-
@northernnarwhal You guys are the best. I honestly don't know where to start...
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:19:03 UTC from web-
@deadmadness665 I try anyway. I remember when I broke up with my last girlfriend, we had both agreed the relationship wasn't working out but it still hurt. A lot. I was angry, confused, and felt cheated. I'll be completely honest and say I went home and cried a lot, smoked an entire pack of cigarettes then cried some more. I isolated myself from my close friends for a while before I even tried to work my way back to reality. But I began to realize that there are still people who care about me, people who value me as a human being with his own understanding and experience of suffering. I'm a very emotional person, and I don't always take things the greatest way, but it's through support and the relationships I've built that I'm still here.
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:25:26 UTC from web-
@northernnarwhal Man, you sound way too much like me. (except I can't take myself away her. I have to face her a school every day. And I don't smoke. Haha)
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:27:01 UTC from web-
@deadmadness665 Don't smoke, it's a bad habit and quitting is hard. I still see my ex all the time around school and also because we have a lot of mutual friends, but we've since worked out everything as friends. We still smile and talk, but things will never be the same.
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:29:02 UTC from web
-
-
@northernnarwhal I pretty much did the same thing when Jasmine left me, replace some of the crying with a barfight and a lot of beating the cherries out of my house.
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:28:39 UTC from web-
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:29:01 UTC from web
-
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:29:31 UTC from web
-
@awlditzy I imagine so. Never had the experience, myself. Couple scuffles in high school, outside of that very few people want to grapes with me, or I found a controlled environment (like karate class or LARP).
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:30:27 UTC from web-
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:31:41 UTC from web
-
-
-
-
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:30:33 UTC from web
-
@northernnarwhal Better that than risk jail time over something stupid.
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:32:08 UTC from web
-
-
-
-
-
@northernnarwhal I really want to say something here.
Saturday, 27-Sep-14 01:20:52 UTC from web
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
