Omni (omni)'s status on Sunday, 17-Jun-12 21:09:35 UTC
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@ceruleanspark Well, remember how I was going to my owner where we would do something to help me become somewhat more stable, at least? Well, I was too scared of even the idea for anything to be possible at all. I also had one of my worst attacks yet, for seemingly no reason. We were just sitting behind her PC like we do a lot and suddenly everything became too much. Every light, sound, touch. Just, everything. It wasn't loud or bright, and I realized it was not, but it felt like it very much. I ended up having to make myself small blocking off light and holding my ears closed as much as possible for it to be even the slightest bit less terrible (though it still wasn't bearable). I pretty much panicked until I wasted all my energy, and at 8PM I felt as tired as I would normally feel around 12PM or even 1AM. It's just... I can see myself getting less and less stable and it's really, really starting to scare me because whatever I try, I can't see any improvement only regression...
