Pony (pony)'s status on Sunday, 24-Jun-12 14:21:13 UTC
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@hakupony I've read about the 5 stages of mourning. I feel like I'm somewhere within stages 2-4. When my mental bargaining efforts fail I feel anger or depression. The thing is, I [i]could[/i] fulfill my fantasies, but the price is far too high. I dread the possibility, even the likelihood, that I might eventually choose to disregard the consequences and seek fulfillment. Anger leads me in this direction, which I often find preferable to depression. Maybe if i could cope with the depression better i'd be able to make it through to acceptance.
