That wierd guy next door (maverick)'s status on Sunday, 30-Sep-12 09:05:52 UTC
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@minti I'm sorry to hear about your mother *hugs*. I was the same too. When I heard my aunt passed away, I laughed. Anything serious, and I would smile/laugh. Of course I would feel pain on the inside, but I never let it show. Being smiley and constantly happy has never gotten me anywhere or through anything. To me, it seems its almost done more bad than good. Once I realized and accepted that, I turned the happy me off. If no one would appreciate it, then they could get the mean side of me and enjoy it all they like. I'm in such an pickle. I haven't stopped feeling this way for over 6 hours and have work soon. I'm just such a mess.
