Crusader 8 (princelypublictimeline)'s status on Thursday, 13-Feb-14 02:09:43 UTC
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@djhedgehog I keep losing the local $1000 karaoke contest, every year, each year for dumber reasons. I am tired of losing to people clearly worse than myself, and even the judges told me I should've won but the bar was forcing them to use a machine to gauge applause loudness and have that count as half the score. So the people that won did so because they had friends walk up next to the machine and shout right as their song would end. I'm sick of losing, there is no point to being good or talented at anything if it is worthless, and it is worse when people try to be like "well at least you have us" and I have to go "you guys dont pay my bills, no amount of your sympathy will clear my debt" then they thinnk I'm an ass. But they don't understand; they've never been in the debt I'm in, they don't know hat it's like to always lose, or be forgotten or dismissed.
