Cerulean Spark (ceruleanspark)'s status on Friday, 13-Jun-14 15:42:38 UTC
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@mushi Nothing really happened. I just feel emotionally dead, and as though everything is a huge effort which is ultimately futile. I don't feel or enjoy anything anymore. Very minor slights balloon in my mind into a big deal and I become convinced all my friends more or less (depending on the person) secretly hate me. They're right to do so, of course, as even I hate me, but I honestly can't work up any feelings about that one way or another. I just don't care about anything anymore.