MetalTao (metaltao)'s status on Friday, 01-Apr-16 23:19:48 UTC

  1. MetalTao MetalTao

    @zennx Dude, I feel the same way.
    But not exactly so.
    I like to show off and be the center of attention because I can eel rather dull.
    But, once I start going and doing it consistently, then I rely onit a lot for my ego as I end up forgetting the other things that keep me afloat, so when I end up finally messing up, I feel really bad and can't help but feel like it will get worse. My life is a curve, and I can only see in tangential straight lines.
    Also, I have a certain identity that follows the lines of an intellectual, if I find myself unknowing of something in any field. I feel like I failed some how or I am making the other speaker who knows it feel awkward.

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