@mushi Eh, I just don't see the point that life holds for me, or that I have for existence itself. I mean, really nothing new, just keeps happening to me, especially at work. I hate my job a LOT, totally unprecedentedly HATE my job, and there's just not much else going on for me to latch onto and be happy about. All I've got is vague hopes for a better home (moving at the end of the month) and job (maybe in July, maybe later, maybe not at all), but it's so mangoesing stressful and unrewarding driving a bus. I'm starting to think I might really need antidepressants, but because I live in MURRICA cherries YEAH there's really no way I can afford them. I don't get paid enough to cover my current bills, I can't add medicine on top of that. #depressing #drama
