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I think it says a lot about me that I can't even decide which way would be the best way to end my life. Pills? I've got two months worth of high strength antidepressants. I imagine that that much neurotransmitter surpressant would do me no good at all, but it's too slow. Someone could interfere. Slit my wrists? I've got the knife right here. I was gonna do it yesterday but then I chickened out. Jump off/under something? It doesn't seem fair to whoever has to clean up, or the driver of whatever vehicle I use. Hanging? My office has a nice oak beam, but I'd have to buy a rope and I'm kiwity at tying knots. I can't get a gun, and modern cars are too safe for me to just run mine into something. Self immolation appeals to me on an intellectual level but I bet it hurts like a mangoes. Suffocation? It's thorough and comparatively painless, but what could I actually do it with? My car is too environmentally friendly to gas me and my cooker is electric.
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@ceruleanspark Your perception of suicide is flawed. Most who commit suicide do not think about committing suicide, they just do it. No rhyme or reason to it, it's just done. You've also hesitated at the perfect moment to commit suicide, that shows me you still have the will to live even if it is relatively low. I believe you need to instead ask yourself this question: Is it worth it? It might end any pain that is, at best, TEMPORARY, but it also ends your consciousness, your intelligence, your BEING. You know what happens after that last breath? Neither do i, and quite frankly it scares the hell out of me what could be after. It could be heaven, it could be damnation.... it could be nothing.... my existence fading? no thanks. Take into consideration these words and the joyous moments you'd lose all because of some issues that have the potential to be resolved. Life is how YOU make it. Take the bigger step and live... do it for the Mane6... do it for Equestria.
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@rotation It's funny because she was actually calling me when you sent that.
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@ceruleanspark Did you speak to her?
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@noizybrony Wow. Congratulations! I really enjoyed listening to your song. The echo throughout it made me feel like I was in a big room or a cave whilst listening to it. :3
Tuesday, 11-Oct-11 02:28:45 UTC from web-
@noizybrony Wow... And for a single night, it turned out quite good/great! I hope to hear more from you! :3
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@herbalgreen heh, again, thank you. There'll definitely be more in the future. CONFOUDTHESEPONIES<3 :D
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@noizybrony No problemo! :3 I'll be looking forward to it! And yes, Ponies make our lives better each and every day. :3
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@metal i've heard and seen worse.
Tuesday, 11-Oct-11 02:42:09 UTC from web -
@eqdpony thanks for featuring my mix, you guys! <3
Tuesday, 11-Oct-11 02:38:30 UTC from web -
Some content of mine got featured on !eqdaily for the one-year anniversary post! go check it out! :D http://www.equestriadaily.com/2011/10/one-year-anniversary-celebration-time.html (thank you EQD team<3)
Tuesday, 11-Oct-11 02:13:54 UTC from web -
Happy Ponyversary, everyone! (mein contribution!) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=48O00iscxKU
Monday, 10-Oct-11 20:22:18 UTC from web- Milo likes this.
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Aaaand blocking everyone ever clearly isn't a valid solution. So instead I'll log out.
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@abigpony yowordupmurdock (and we really don't talk enough about ponies here)
Thursday, 06-Oct-11 01:09:05 UTC from web-
@thatonehuman Berry Punch!
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@thatonehuman Hey! Just because I drink a lot when I drink doesn't mean -- wait, nevermind, that's exactly what it means. I also like Caramel. :3
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@thatonehuman Actually, the only thing I tend to lose when I'm drinking is money and memory.
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yoyoyo, pixar be revolutionary, dem MACS, i don' use em.. but y'know, gotta respect.... R.I.P. to mah mangoes Steve Jobs, restin' up wit dat Apple II. 1955 - 2011 <3
Thursday, 06-Oct-11 01:06:28 UTC from web- Scribus likes this.
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@abigpony THE DARK NIGHT. Jk. SJ r.i.p.
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Hey guys. sup?
Wednesday, 05-Oct-11 01:06:34 UTC from web-
@noizybrony Awesome though that things are coming along swimmingly too man. ^^
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@jinny Ah i see i see, and yeah man. kiwi's so cash! Hopefully it becomes much much more between me and EQD (<3), but for now i celebrate this victory. Anyways what got you into working for das capitalist fatcats anyways?
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@noizybrony Ah just necessity. haha. Yeah man, celebrate you did some rad stuff. I know you'll be getting more praise in the future too. ^^
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Have some ponies. I draw those sometimes, right? http://fav.me/d4bsk9f
Tuesday, 04-Oct-11 15:25:46 UTC from web-
@broniebrown But the rest of the picture looks really good! Just to put it... into perspective. !YEAAAAHHHHH
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@gherkin Hehe. Drawing in perspective is a hell of a job. The result might be worth the effort. I expect that my picture (when finished) will be in another Drawfriend on Equestria Daily.
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@broniebrown Here's hoping! :D
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holygod! MY REMIX GOT POSTED ON EQD. http://www.equestriadaily.com/2011/10/music-fluttershy-dislogic-sophisticated.html
Monday, 03-Oct-11 05:15:32 UTC from web-
@noizybrony great remix ^^
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@lyokotravels thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou:D:D:D
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Morning everypony! How are you all? sup?
Sunday, 02-Oct-11 14:48:52 UTC from web-
@noizybrony Lol, Cloudsdale is over used.
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@empressmilette i heeeaaard dat. B^(
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@noizybrony eeyup.
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Song for discord http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nxZIRD9tVd0
Sunday, 02-Oct-11 03:12:01 UTC from web -
"Horatio! The Carouselle Boutique is on fire! All of Rarity's dresses burn into ashes. We have to get there as quickly as possible!" - "Well... 8-| Then we'll see some hot coiture." YEAAAAAAAH !csi
Saturday, 01-Oct-11 11:16:25 UTC from Choqok -
Actually unscrew it. "!Horatio, someone murdered this badly-dressed accountant!" "Well, I guess there's... B-|... no accounting for taste." !YEAAAAHHHHH
Thursday, 29-Sep-11 16:17:09 UTC from web-
@colfax But I like you!
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@thelastgherkin Bollocks.
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@colfax But I do like you. You crack wise and don't afraid of anything.
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working on game score http://youtu.be/IWWsSAgqaoE
Thursday, 29-Sep-11 16:05:47 UTC from web -
hey everypony. sup?
Thursday, 29-Sep-11 15:59:17 UTC from web -
-shameless- self advertising? Why certainly! (my submission for RWIV. becauseican) http://youtu.be/2iAo0C1Z_UE
Tuesday, 27-Sep-11 16:45:57 UTC from web -
@thelastgherkin look what I've found on flickr http://is.gd/ZGExuE
Tuesday, 27-Sep-11 14:02:03 UTC from Choqok-
@thelastgherkin So... 8-| You have no money for shipping some giraffes. YEAAAAH !csi #girafferotica
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@broniebrown @thelastgherkin sorry for the really bad pun
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@broniebrown Groan.
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hey everypony. sup?
Monday, 26-Sep-11 12:58:41 UTC from web -
Hey everypony. Just -shamelessly- advertising my submission for Remix War IV. hope all of you enjoy. :D http://youtu.be/2iAo0C1Z_UE
Monday, 26-Sep-11 10:42:04 UTC from web -
Okay guys. so i need some opinions. Do you think a PMV would fit with this? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZGMDBppWBOo&feature=related
Friday, 23-Sep-11 21:14:22 UTC from web-
@noizybrony i'm going to set it to pinkie pie
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hey guys. sup?
Friday, 23-Sep-11 20:48:47 UTC from web-
@celestiaforequestria lol i could tell. s'cool :P
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@noizybrony Well, back to eating the milk o chocolate
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@celestiaforequestria awesome. have fun with that.
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Okay guys. so i need some opinions. Do you think a PMV would fit with this? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZGMDBppWBOo&feature=related
Friday, 23-Sep-11 20:56:35 UTC from web -
I need art of Gherkin as a sea-pony being caught by Cerulean with a fishing line.
Thursday, 22-Sep-11 13:00:51 UTC from TTYtter- Scribus and Barton Flank like this.
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@thelastgherkin I forgot to take a picture of it.
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@carcino That's OK, I believe you. Now, do I change my name to BigPapaPickle...?
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@thelastgherkin if you want
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My mother is now sitting and watching the TV whilst brushing her very own Pinkie Pie.
Thursday, 22-Sep-11 19:29:20 UTC from web-
@noizybrony Nothing creepy about it. She never got to play with girly toys as a kid, and it was her birthday, so I thought I'd treat her to one.
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@ceruleanspark i suppoooose that's understandable..
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@noizybrony She says she can't express how comforting she finds your approval.
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@greydragon412 yesss
Thursday, 22-Sep-11 19:27:02 UTC from web-
@greydragon412 It's regarded as Post-Punk (or even pre-goth). I'd say it's pretty ahead of it's time. Good music to trip to. lol. I hope you have good luck with that sketch, and indeed NOONEISSAFE.
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@greydragon412 Yeah, sure i have. >x>"
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@greydragon412 everyone! <x<" >x>" *lollyingapplejack*
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@greydragon412 also everyone's drawin' berry punch all drunkard out recently, but still cool nonetheless. (also lolgayshippingeverywhere)
Thursday, 22-Sep-11 19:19:17 UTC from web-
@greydragon412 on gay shipping note: big mac x caramel. lulz
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Hi everypony. sup?
Wednesday, 21-Sep-11 19:48:54 UTC from web-
@noizybrony I wish I could, but I can't really speak it well, and I'm having problems going through the presentation to myself here.
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@flaxx don't worry, you're still swaggin anyways. *rolls up a joint usin DOLLAH BILLS AS BLUNTPAPER* yep. B^P
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@noizybrony Heh, thanks. Guess I'll just do a regular presentation.
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