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Wednesday, 09-May-12 06:24:46 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen alright. messin around on the acoustic. you?
Wednesday, 09-May-12 06:26:30 UTC from web-
@actualcannibalabigpony doing well. Messing arround with nothing. Trying to keep myself from sleep
Wednesday, 09-May-12 06:28:36 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen you should do stuff to keep you up then
Wednesday, 09-May-12 06:33:29 UTC from web-
@actualcannibalabigpony Imagining im singing Seperate Ways - Journey at a concert.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 06:35:42 UTC from web -
@actualcannibalabigpony Also got two monsters
Wednesday, 09-May-12 06:35:53 UTC from web-
@renovatedkitchen That just means you'll crash afterwards. Also, that song is magnificent!
Wednesday, 09-May-12 06:36:45 UTC from web-
@actualcannibalabigpony Nah. Ill just buy them constantly while at work. It takes at least two for me to feel anything anyways. I know eh? They manage to take epic to an entirely new level!
Wednesday, 09-May-12 06:47:15 UTC from web-
@renovatedkitchen Those things ruin ya internally
Wednesday, 09-May-12 06:49:08 UTC from web-
@actualcannibalabigpony Meh. Probably the least of my worries health wise. I will probably regret them later. Had 6 in half an hour once.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 06:50:16 UTC from web-
@renovatedkitchen that sounds rough on the innards. There'll come a day where you will regret all those.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 06:51:41 UTC from web-
@actualcannibalabigpony Oh, I know. There are many choices I wish I could take back sometimes. It was to prove that they wouldnt kill me. Long story short, I WONT be doing it again.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 06:56:52 UTC from web-
@renovatedkitchen you probably will
Wednesday, 09-May-12 06:59:38 UTC from web-
@actualcannibalabigpony Oh, no. I wont because Monster is the last brand of energy drink I can drink without bursting into puking. I managed to abuse all the other brands. Have to take it slow now.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:01:46 UTC from web
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@renovatedkitchen >Prove that they can't kill you >Probably one of the most stupid thing I've read in my life.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:00:47 UTC from web-
@nerthos It was for science. Needless to say. Low time in my life. All was going down hill from that time in my life.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:03:04 UTC from web-
@renovatedkitchen That no excuse. When you want to try how lethal something is, you don't use yourself as a test subject. Suicide is only justified when you're going to die anyway in a short time with more suffering, be it a terminal disease or a lethal wound. "Everything's bad in my life" is never an excuse. You fix your life by sheer will and resolution, or you are unworthy.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:06:33 UTC from web-
@nerthos Well, after a while of it dragging along the bottom moments, I decided to dedicate my life entirely to try and help others. Dont want to see others go through what I've been.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:08:38 UTC from web-
@renovatedkitchen Though I don't see it as a really good idea, it's better than nothing, so carry on.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:09:51 UTC from web-
@nerthos Well, Ive actually always valued others lives over my own since I can remember. Just figured I might as well help as many people as I can.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:12:05 UTC from web-
@renovatedkitchen If you want to value others over yourself, do it, but based on capabilities or something like that. Not everyone is over you. Lots are lesser than you.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:13:29 UTC from web-
@nerthos You see, I don't see it that way. I'm too soft to accept that I deserve a life over someone else. If I can give someone else a second chance in their life, I would give it.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:16:44 UTC from web-
@renovatedkitchen Sooner or later you'll crash into reality, and it'll be worse than anything you have lived.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:17:37 UTC from web
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@nerthos Everything was horrible in my life for such a long time it took a toll on me mentally.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:10:15 UTC from web-
@renovatedkitchen Since it is possible to force a change in perception to your own mind, things cannot really be "too bad"
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:12:31 UTC from web-
@nerthos I tend to take emotions very seriously and even the smallest thing has a large effect on me. So everything that was happening was infinitely multiplied.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:14:48 UTC from web-
@renovatedkitchen Just reorganize your mind. Fix that and you'll be fine.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:17:01 UTC from web-
@nerthos Thats the thing. I can never get some of my memories to fade. Reality does suck, doesnt it.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:20:10 UTC from web-
@renovatedkitchen Not really. Reality is easy, kind of a playground, if you just manage to gather the strenght and resolution to climb a little. There are few real problems in our lives, like time and mortality. But the rest is pretty simple to deal with.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:22:55 UTC from web-
@nerthos Yes, but what I feel is the need to help others when they feel as though they have nothing going for them. Ive always been like that. I will cower sometimes, but If I or someone is in danger, I become the ruthless one. Always happens.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:26:00 UTC from web-
@renovatedkitchen I feel like the only way t really help is to overcome and surpass them, and when they fall into those holes of depression, show them how goods things are if they just follow my advice.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:27:47 UTC from web-
@nerthos Im not one to give advice as I know that everyone has their own way of solving their problems, but I love showing them what they are missing in life if they choose to continue with that route.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:30:40 UTC from web-
@renovatedkitchen I just give solutions. Things proven to work. If people choose not to hear what I say and ignore that solutions, then I'm not responsible for their lifes going downhill. My apprentice is an example of that. When I met her she was basically afraid of everything. It's been... two years? And now the world it's basically her toy.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:35:00 UTC from web-
@nerthos I know what you mean. But doesnt it make you happy to bring someone out of the rut?
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:38:06 UTC from web-
@renovatedkitchen To be honest, for me it's just the usual. I'm ok with things either way. Few are useful/interesting/whatever enough to actually try to fix them aganist their will. I'mm happy either way, because if they hear what I say and fix their problems, I can say "see? I told you", but if they ignore me and fall into a pot of filth, I can still say "see? I told you" It's mostly about being right.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:41:09 UTC from web-
@nerthos See I cant do that. If I let them fall through, I would hate myself for a very long time. I try my best to take their burden off their shoulders, sorta to speak.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:45:29 UTC from web-
@renovatedkitchen Then you just waste yourself, one who is able to actually contribute with something, just to save someone who can't even save himself. It's like giving away a lamborghini to retain a scooter.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:47:27 UTC from web-
@nerthos But who knows if theres something special with that scooter.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:51:47 UTC from web-
@renovatedkitchen Even if it's twice as good as a normal scooter, it's still a scooter, and the car is worth 15 times more.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 07:53:55 UTC from web-
@nerthos ya. But you don't know the potential of the scooter until you give it a try. It's honestly just the way I am. Normally I'm fine, just recently I've been in the rut.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:04:56 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Yeah, but as I said, it's still not as good as the sports car.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:09:32 UTC from web-
@nerthos sure, but you never mentioned the condition of the sports car. Honestly, I always like to give people a second chance. How
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:12:34 UTC from StatusNet iPhone -
@nerthos *how would you feel if you had lost hope for everything and all your friends, but then someone came to you're side and supported you.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:13:37 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen I just wouldn't. I might lose hope in everyone, but that won't be hard for me. I only bet for one to be better than the rest. Asides from her, there's noone I have high hopes on, and even if she fails, I'm still here, with all my knowledge and power, to say it that way, so I'm sure I'll prevail. It's the best thing about the paladin way. I'm basically a tower of ego and resolution.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:16:49 UTC from web-
@nerthos isn't it nice to have someone to tell your troubles to?
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:18:20 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Well, I can live with that. When I have a /real/ problem I handle it myself. No need to get others into it, and doing so could prove consequential.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:22:02 UTC from web-
@nerthos Am I the only one thinking about Final Fantasy 8 when hearing that statement?
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:23:07 UTC from web-
@hakupony i stopped playing FF around 3 tbh
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:24:08 UTC from web-
@agubi I started with 9, but plyed the old ones later. I liked 1,2,6,7 and 9. 8 and 9 are okay, but they had some serious weak spots.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:27:32 UTC from web-
@hakupony I started with 9 too. And it has remained my favorite FF game. Yet, I do like the older ones much more than 7, 8, 10, or 12. XIII-2 fixed XIII for me actually. They definitely redeemed themselves with XIII-2. It wasn't exactly ground-shattering, but it definitely was very likable imo.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:31:30 UTC from web-
@alptraummond XIII-2 I do not own. XIII was a good movie. I can't decite for my favourite: Seven has the most interesting storyline, 9 the most intriguing character (and een the best Romance: seiner x Beatrix), 6 has the best villain and the best pace in storytelling.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:34:18 UTC from web-
@hakupony VII had the best character: Yuffie.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:35:21 UTC from web-
@nerthos No character will ever be better for me as Vivi and Steiner.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:36:56 UTC from web-
@hakupony Then I guess I'll have to steal your materia.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:37:31 UTC from web-
@nerthos You... you... guuuuuy! (I only played it on german and I hope my translation is okay)
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:38:26 UTC from web-
@hakupony I barely remember the dialogues xD I'll have to download it and replay some day.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:39:38 UTC from web-
@nerthos I just remember the scene when Steiner yelled at Zidane: "Du Keeerl!" Which is the dorkiest insult ever :)
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:42:02 UTC from web
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@hakupony IDK. I never played it.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:25:03 UTC from web-
@nerthos The main character, Squall, has the same attitute with people messing with his affairs. He's also the most grumpy main character of Final Fantasy...
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:26:08 UTC from web-
@hakupony Oh well. If you have a real problem and you let people know and mess with it, then you're vulnerable to them. It's like giving them root access.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:29:44 UTC from web-
@nerthos You could also use their strength to help you where you lack the strength to help yourself. As long as you get back on your own feet, there is nothing wrong with that.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:32:00 UTC from web-
@hakupony I can't allow myself to lack the strenght. If I lack the strenght to help myself, how can I claim to be superior than others? Arrogance only works if you're good enough to back your words.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:33:56 UTC from web
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@nerthos well like I said. I don like to give advice, but rather just be there for the moral support, share love and try to take the burden off of them.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:23:43 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Moral support is like trying to fight cancer with aspirines.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:24:39 UTC from web-
@nerthos well I find being there for some one and listening to them and sharing their emotions helps clear things.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:00:22 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Not as much as dealing with it, and using that makes you dependant of others.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:01:21 UTC from web-
@nerthos surely there is a difference between becoming dependent on someone and a close friend that you can share everything with.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:08:35 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen If you fix your problems by talking with people about them, you won't be able to fix them without people around.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:09:57 UTC from web-
@nerthos sure you will. Because then its you that is coming up with the solution rather than listening to others advice.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:11:48 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen The best course of action would be to fix it secretly without intervention.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:12:43 UTC from web-
@nerthos I would have to say it depends on the situation. (for the record, im not angering you or anything, am I? Just want to make sure I'm not)
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:18:46 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen It's hard to anger me.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:22:21 UTC from web-
@nerthos okay. Good ^_^. Felt like there was tension between us. I like hearing your views.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:23:50 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen I talk lots about superiority, righteousness, and perfection of mind. I would be an idiot if I were to get mad at people for stupid stuff.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:25:05 UTC from web-
@nerthos awesome ^_^. I do see what you mean though. And in the end I must say, wouldn't it come down to the situation? Surely it does vary by what method should be used depending on the situation and personality of the individual, no?
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:28:26 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Yes, it can be a bit context sensitive to say it that way; but I firmly believe that autosuficience is the bet way.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:30:32 UTC from web-
@nerthos this is how I tend to be personally, but I must admit, sometimes it would be so nice to have a good friend to share these things with. Like I said before, after collecting others burdens and pains, sometimes it pulls me down. Although I have pulled myself out of a bad bad time in my life.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:34:51 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen If you really need to, find one person who fits exactly what you need and you can trust. But just one, not more. You can't control more than one at such scale.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:36:24 UTC from web-
@nerthos oh, I know. I learned this the hard way. Personal feelings and emotions I take extremely seriously.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:38:37 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen They're not that important, but oh well.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:40:58 UTC from web-
@nerthos everyone's different I guess.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:43:06 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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@nerthos although I manage to cope with all my issues, I believe that to have that one person to talk to will give closure to all these things.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:39:44 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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@nerthos and seeing that I tend to be over sensitive, like I said, even small things make a big effect on my emotions.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:35:45 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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@nerthos Oh, and if that person fails, we have an agreement that I'll slap her senseless until she regains composture.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:19:20 UTC from web-
@nerthos ._. eep
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:19:54 UTC from web -
@nerthos lol. I guess that's not bad. Lol
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:21:29 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen When you're after something really great, sacrifices like that one are needed.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:24:14 UTC from web-
@nerthos mind clarifying that? Sleepless.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:26:09 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen Apotheosis. The ultimate quest. The reward is so great that nothing else matters. Happiness or pain are nothing when compared to it. If something is needed to prevail, then it's done. If one of us steps out of the way and suffers a breakdown, then so be it, but it's required to work even under those circumstances.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 13:28:53 UTC from web-
@nerthos oh, I meant in what that was in reference to, if you don't mind.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:05:51 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:06:49 UTC from web
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@nerthos like when you say "when you are after something that great, sacrifices are needed" what is that directed towards?
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:10:29 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@renovatedkitchen It means that you can't just do or stop doing stuff because it'll make you happy or something.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:11:58 UTC from web-
@nerthos but I don't start and stop. I always try to be a friendly and caring neighbor. I will even worry for people I don't know.
Wednesday, 09-May-12 16:16:38 UTC from StatusNet iPhone
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