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Meh, adult life problems. I've been trying to cope with my anxiety about a woman liking me whom I have no interest with, and how I've felt pressured and uncomfortable around her since she was dumped by her boyfriend. I typically cope with such anxiety and stress by talking with others whom I assume keep the subject matter in confidence. It then turns out they do not, and then I get angry texts from said lady. I think that she thinks I'm just going around "bragging" about it or something as if it were cool, when I'm actually terrified when interacting with ladies who are flirtatious, intentional (or in her case as I found out) unintentional. This isn't the first time I've been entangled in this nature of misunderstandings, and it only further convinces me to close up and keep out of social circles.
Monday, 17-Sep-12 02:02:00 UTC from web-
@crusader8 Lock the doors, bar the windows, smash all your phones, put on the blinds, turn off your computer and stay in your house for a month or so without anyone and then people would forget you then you can come out anew.
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@crusader8 be alone, that is not as bad as it sounds like
Monday, 17-Sep-12 02:04:28 UTC from web-
Monday, 17-Sep-12 02:04:48 UTC from web
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@nixter indeed i've been doing it for 21 years
Monday, 17-Sep-12 02:06:13 UTC from web-
Monday, 17-Sep-12 02:07:29 UTC from web
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Monday, 17-Sep-12 02:10:38 UTC from web
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@nixter sounds like a plan
Monday, 17-Sep-12 02:05:55 UTC from web-
Monday, 17-Sep-12 02:06:33 UTC from web
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Monday, 17-Sep-12 02:06:41 UTC from web
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@mushi this is officially the new pic for "Forever alone" http://ur1.ca/a9ljf
Monday, 17-Sep-12 02:07:33 UTC from web-
@crusader8 indeed, my orkut name was Rodolforever alone ( orkut was rather popular here)
Monday, 17-Sep-12 02:08:45 UTC from web-
@mushi I just wish this girl actually approached me in any way other than confrontational. Now I feel like S*perman 64 about something that in all honesty is my fault because I've just been trying to cope with problems I have difficulties in trying to open up on.
Monday, 17-Sep-12 02:11:14 UTC from web-
@crusader8 well, i literaly can only wish you a good luck
Monday, 17-Sep-12 02:12:27 UTC from web-
@mushi 1. don't wish. 2. No such thing as luck. Only probabilities which are immediately immeasurable. 3. My chess brain tells me my next possible moves followed by her potential responses, and none of them look good sadly. the only way this will turn out well is if I get ballsy and dump on her all my problems which cause me to bottle up or manage my stress in ways harmful to others. But she doesn't deserve all that negativity. No one does for that matter.
Monday, 17-Sep-12 02:17:06 UTC from web-
@crusader8 well, in this case i wont say anythin
Monday, 17-Sep-12 02:18:00 UTC from web-
@mushi you JUST said "anythin" buahahahahaha
Monday, 17-Sep-12 02:18:37 UTC from web-
@crusader8 huehuehue
Monday, 17-Sep-12 02:18:53 UTC from web-
@mushi All in All, it's just another day of making me wish I wasn't trying at all to be friendly or social, for very often there is no reward and I just seem to cause more confusion, or in this case, anger. It's like High School again, except I can observe my own behavior and understand what I am doing this time around. Hopefully I can remove myself from the equation of the aforementioned context in a manner that doesn't leave any more scars than it already has.
Monday, 17-Sep-12 02:22:51 UTC from web
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