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    Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:23:36 UTC from web
    1. @abooky depression sucks

      Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:27:45 UTC from MuSTArDroid
      1. long time no see @renovatedkitchen :) How be ya?

        Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:28:32 UTC from web
        1. @whiterose better than I used to be. How are you

          Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:29:11 UTC from MuSTArDroid
          1. @renovatedkitchen I am good besides the episode yesterday where I thought I was re-going crazy lol

            Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:29:54 UTC from web
            1. @whiterose yeah. Going crazy sucks. I don't get bad episodes often now luckily

              Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:30:39 UTC from MuSTArDroid
          2. @renovatedkitchen I found out to not drink too much pop with caffeine in it... It was a great lesson, still recovering though.

            Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:30:54 UTC from web
            1. @whiterose I dunno what I would do caffeine. I just shut out feelings so that I don't become controlled by them

              Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:31:39 UTC from MuSTArDroid
              1. @renovatedkitchen what I would do WITHOUT caffeine

                Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:31:59 UTC from MuSTArDroid
              2. @renovatedkitchen feelings aren't good to shut out. It wasn't feelings, besides the increasing paranoia. The rest truthfully was voices and hallucinations.

                Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:33:21 UTC from web
                1. @whiterose yeah. I shut out feelings and I don't get that anymore. Plus I feel like I have more control over myself. Then again, my messed history probably worsened it a lot more. But still. Better now.

                  Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:36:02 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                  1. @renovatedkitchen sometimes, depending on the person, that is good. It may be the healthy thing for you to do for now. It won't be healthy forever though and some day you will outgrow the phase.

                    Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:37:19 UTC from web
                    1. @whiterose I'm sure I will. But underneath I'll always be the real me

                      Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:37:57 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                      1. @renovatedkitchen that is who you are, no one will change that and if they want to, they are not a true friend.

                        Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:39:12 UTC from web
                        1. @whiterose I know. And my search for a perfectly comparable friend continues

                          Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:39:53 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                          1. @renovatedkitchen I am sorry I am just online, but in some ways even that is good. Over the Internet it is much easier to be less of a judge. I am sure you know what I mean. I try to be friends with everyone but I still have the ones I feel I have nothing in common with.

                            Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:41:30 UTC from web
                            1. @whiterose true. I don't bother making not close friends. Either I have your full trust or not.

                              Thursday, 29-Nov-12 00:56:30 UTC from MuSTArDroid