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Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:23:36 UTC from web-
@abooky depression sucks
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long time no see @renovatedkitchen :) How be ya?
Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:28:32 UTC from web-
@whiterose better than I used to be. How are you
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@renovatedkitchen I am good besides the episode yesterday where I thought I was re-going crazy lol
Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:29:54 UTC from web-
@whiterose yeah. Going crazy sucks. I don't get bad episodes often now luckily
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@renovatedkitchen I found out to not drink too much pop with caffeine in it... It was a great lesson, still recovering though.
Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:30:54 UTC from web-
@whiterose I dunno what I would do caffeine. I just shut out feelings so that I don't become controlled by them
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@renovatedkitchen what I would do WITHOUT caffeine
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@renovatedkitchen feelings aren't good to shut out. It wasn't feelings, besides the increasing paranoia. The rest truthfully was voices and hallucinations.
Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:33:21 UTC from web-
@whiterose yeah. I shut out feelings and I don't get that anymore. Plus I feel like I have more control over myself. Then again, my messed history probably worsened it a lot more. But still. Better now.
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@renovatedkitchen sometimes, depending on the person, that is good. It may be the healthy thing for you to do for now. It won't be healthy forever though and some day you will outgrow the phase.
Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:37:19 UTC from web-
@whiterose I'm sure I will. But underneath I'll always be the real me
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@renovatedkitchen that is who you are, no one will change that and if they want to, they are not a true friend.
Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:39:12 UTC from web-
@whiterose I know. And my search for a perfectly comparable friend continues
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@renovatedkitchen I am sorry I am just online, but in some ways even that is good. Over the Internet it is much easier to be less of a judge. I am sure you know what I mean. I try to be friends with everyone but I still have the ones I feel I have nothing in common with.
Wednesday, 28-Nov-12 23:41:30 UTC from web-
@whiterose true. I don't bother making not close friends. Either I have your full trust or not.
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