Replies to yuri, page 14

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri I said it earlier. A security mechanism to be able to retain some degree of tought, to control that existance.

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri Nothing.

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri For some goals you can't just put a "what after?" because there's nothing after.

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri I understand senitence as being able to think and/or feel.

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri None, in fact. But my ego is great enough to crave for whatever is higher than what I have, and absolute is the limit.

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri No. There can be in one plane at the same time one absolute being, for two would neglect each other's omnipotence. Being like that is not being alive, is being everything. No feel, no need, nothing, just raw power. It's not a goal to enjoy, it's just something to search for. Though a "security measure" could be mounted in the process of creating one such being, a "backup" of one's senitence, directly linked to the greater being, able to control it to some degree, like a leech taping into that power and directing it.

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri What I want is not even life. Is not being a senitent being, but the will of the existence itself. Something like the Lord over Nightmares of Slayers. A being so great that does nothing. It's very nature exceeds what can be measured. It does not want or thrive, but it's will is absolute.

Jordan Cameron yuri

@yuri Good lad

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri None, in fact. All would be fulfilled. Since I would be able to see every possibility, there would be nothing to search for. Maybe, as I said, a new game +. Some want to have a good life, some want to destroy, and some, like me, live and thrive only to reach that point over everything else, to sit on the throne even if there's nothing under it. I'm already used to be bored of things, of seeing the flaws. Nothing will change for me, but the power to impose whatever I want over existance. Not that I think I would retain the same concept of "like" at that point, of course.

Jordan Cameron yuri

@yuri You should go finish watching it. Seriously. Right now. You! Go! XD

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri Exactly. But whitout a higher power, what's the point of increasing yours? It's like weak bosses on a RPG, you just stop grinding. If there's a higher power, you become more even if it's just to surpass it.

Jordan Cameron yuri

@yuri Yes! Another TTG: fan >3

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri To archieve all possible goals, yes.

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri For me, it's not "fight the power" it's more like "assimilate and devour it" "become the power"

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri You mean, aside from being able to have and do whatever you like? Create and destroy universes with a tought? Making the existence to your tastes?

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri Yeah, it is. But as one develops a higher understanding, so, too, it's goals change slightly. Absolute knowledge equals absolute power.

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri I know what you mean. But when you know everything, you have long abandoned the senitence at human level. You are far past that point. You can just ignore time, and enjoy eternally that moment of comprehension, enlightening, and goals reached, or just neglect your senitence and revert to a simpler existence, something of a "new game +"

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri It's almost impossible to do, of course, but if I die questing for something like that, I can't blame myself for being easy on myself and letting it happen.

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri Yup, of course. To each his own. I just want to reach a point where I can sit and watch everything. A god is basically the existance itself, so it can watch every possibility at the same time inside itself. The ultimate knowledge. Lose all sense of time, just to see everything in the same eternal moment.

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri Oh, well. Here we fall into a field governed by point of view. For me, a happy mortal live is not a goal worth searching. Maybe someday you'll reach a point of control over yourself where you can actively choose what you like, and you can actually fool your mind and induce a state of happyness and euphoria, feel always good and merry. Feel whole. But that server no purpose. Eventually you'll die, and that's it. Nothing will remain. And even if you leave something behind, you won't be able to see it. I choose to reject all that, and quest for an existance nearing the absolute. Trying to reach the maximum, the divine. Even if I fail, I would have acomplished more than most other mortals. Any semi-senitent being can reach happyness, almost none can reach apotheosis.

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri What would you archieve with a short lifespan?

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri From my point of view, living in misery is better than dying happy, as long as there's a real difference in lifespan. I would choose an eternity of "bad" life over 10 years of "good" one.

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri Anything that helps advancement and survival.

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri Yup, of course. You'll never hear me complain about ego.

RDN's Lucifer yuri

@yuri Bolivar had some good things, yes. Some though, don't like him because of his ego.