Notices by Someone Probably (elli), page 46
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@awlelwa "set" and "scheduled" are pretty strong words.
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@awlelwa Work just gives me everything I need in life. Something to do, money, social interaction with people I don't hate, I mean why would I want to be anywhere else?
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@awlelwa I'm an obsessive workaholic
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I actually talk to my carpet machine a lot. People make fun of me for it.
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@awlelwa daily
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Wait what did I just walk in on
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@sprocket I've briefly looked into the Blender Game Engine but never really used it. It seems highly intuitive though.
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@thelastgherkin You met Mushi?
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@redenchilada don't get used to it
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@northernnarwhal it's like a ships crew weathering a great storm. We went through hell, but we went through it together and came out victorious on the other side
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@northernnarwhal it's an odd combination for sure
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Today was the most stressful, exhausting, and overall best workday of my life
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@tawla I worry too much about too little
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@tawla that does make sense. I guess I need to just settle down and let it happen.
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@tawla I guess it's just that, the way I act is different, the things I do are different, hell, the person who I considered the most important person in my life a month ago has suddenly been replaced by someone completely different
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@tawla I only fear that I turn into something that none of my old friends like anymore
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@tawla kudos for saying exactly what I needed to hear
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@tawla I guess I just needed to calm down and think for a minute. Thanks.
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@tawla I get that. That's life. It'll suck and be stressful as hell, and when I get through it I won't be the same, but maybe for the better.
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@tawla yeah basically. It just feels like literally everything has changed over the past month, I don't even feel like the same person anymore
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@northernnarwhal sorry I missed this. Yeah I'm pretty sure that's what's going on, probably for the reason I told awl
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@tawla to be a bit rational for a sec, I'm fairly sure the way I'm feeling right now is a natural bi product of every aspect of my life changing over the past month at an alarming pace
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@tawla I wouldn't say I'm being rational so much as being very careful of what I say.
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@tawla It's not your fault, it's just the conundrum of my current state of mind. Literally anything anyone could say would make it worse.
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@tawla Honestly I shouldn't have even come on here tonight. Someone like me right now has no place here\
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@tawla You ask that so much that I often wonder just how serious you are
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@tawla Hell, me having the power to ban people on this website is probably too much.
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@northernnarwhal I don't know. I don't know what it is. It's just that, things I used to not mind, hell, things I used to enjoy, just infuriate me now.
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@tawla I don't feel like any of them deserve it, I've just developed this mindset where I wish the sun would go ahead and super nova already
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@scribus Probably
