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My brother and sister died in a house fire.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 08:56:58 UTC from web-
@optimus Oh man, you have my condolences
Monday, 31-Oct-11 08:59:29 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos It happened 12 years ago.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:00:20 UTC from web-
@optimus Still, it's a bad thing.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:01:29 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos Yes, my hands got badly burned during it and now they are quite hard to use.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:03:07 UTC from web-
@optimus Im not trying to offend you....but are you trollin?
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:04:37 UTC from web-
@taskmaster I am not, My mother was just crying about it yesterday, because it happened 12 years ago yesterday.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:05:52 UTC from web-
@optimus *bows head* im sorry.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:07:00 UTC from web-
@taskmaster It is fine, I just wish I was older when it happened so I could have done something about it.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:08:40 UTC from web-
@optimus Optimus dont live in regret. Once its done its done.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:09:49 UTC from web-
@taskmaster Yes, I know, I already walked down that path, The person who did it is now in prison, I would have preferred him getting the death penalty, a Public one.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:11:43 UTC from web-
@optimus In my personal opinion. I rather go to sleep knowing they are gunna have NO LIFE in jail.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:13:51 UTC from web-
@taskmaster Yes, I would have made him burn, made him suffer.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:14:48 UTC from web-
@optimus But then you would be like him. Your better than that.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:16:24 UTC from web-
@taskmaster Perhaps, but we all have our times of darkness, I would have just fallen a little farther then some.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:17:46 UTC from web-
@optimus Its completely understandable to hate someone that much.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:18:51 UTC from web-
@taskmaster It is not just hate, I could never truly hate someone, I have a very passionate dislike towards this person, And I want him to suffer for it is all.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:20:45 UTC from web-
@optimus a firecracker is to be put in his mouth once every hour.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:23:16 UTC from web-
@taskmaster I can think of a more gruesome punishment, But I do not think anyone would appreciate it if I went into detail.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:24:18 UTC from web-
@optimus Best torture? electrodes directly into his nerves. The most pure and intense pain induced by electric signals.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:26:31 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos I would rather go a little more physical with him, make him suffer with my own hands.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:28:22 UTC from web-
@optimus Bah, you could never inflict the same amount of pain, less without killing him.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:29:56 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos I would start by trying to mentally break him.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:31:16 UTC from web-
@optimus I don't think that could be done.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:32:00 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos Hes weak, old, and scared and think it could be done, with enough time.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:33:15 UTC from web-
@optimus If he's weak and old then there's no honor in confronting him.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:35:56 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos Yes but seeing his face when he found out who I was would be, Oh so satisfying, knowing that the last child he let live was the one to take him from this world, I would make him be for his forgiveness which I would swiftly deny him.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:38:30 UTC from web-
@optimus He would feel like king arthur.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:41:56 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos It is hard to think, that the one person you hate the most, the one you do not wish to be, is the one you are becoming most like.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:43:34 UTC from web-
@optimus That's what idealism is for. Becoming able to execute vengance without any further corruption.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:46:52 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos Yes, but then idealism itself corrupts and becomes realism and it boils in my belly to think about this.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:48:50 UTC from web-
@optimus Honour prevents it.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:49:53 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos I do not have that much honor, I am not a very honorable person.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:51:08 UTC from web-
@optimus For me honour is the most important thing a man can have.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:51:55 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos Then what is a man without honor?
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:53:12 UTC from web-
@optimus Merely a worthless animal.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:54:12 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos A man could be destroyed, toyed with mentally, Family half dead, but without his honor he is just an animal?
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:55:54 UTC from web-
@optimus Yes. Honour is what prevents a man from doing evil.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:56:42 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos Evil and good are different depending on the person perspective, What you see to be evil could be righteous to another person.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:58:57 UTC from web-
@optimus Evil is actually simple. Traitorious deeds, backstabbing, sadism.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:01:54 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos What about the person doing these deed, does he know what he does is evil or is he just mislead or misinformed, perhaps he sees himself doing a good deed.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:03:47 UTC from web-
@optimus Misguiding and ignorance are not excuses.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:04:43 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos But ignorance is an everyday thing, Perhaps I just need to rethink the things I say and do.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:07:25 UTC from web-
@optimus Ignorance is one of the things i'm more afraid of. Ignorance can be found in every foul deed, war and massacre in history.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:08:43 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos It is because it is so abundant, it almost sickens me to think about it.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:09:37 UTC from web-
@optimus Without it the world would run smoothly, but at the same time, without it we would all be gods, and the concept of omnipotence would be neglected.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:10:43 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos Yes but think about it, no more wars, death, perhaps maybe a little verbal violence, wouldn't that be worth the cost?
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:12:20 UTC from web-
@optimus We're on phylosophy now. Without ignorance the knowledge would be absolute. Absolute knowledge means godhood. And in a field of gods there's no concept of death, violence or war. Absolute beings don't even have those needs, for they are complete. But with more than one absolute entity, there would be no true absolute, because each omnipotence would neglect the other. That means, an static and incomplete universe for eternity.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:19:56 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos So omnipotence would become circular logic and soon crumble in upon itself?
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:21:33 UTC from web-
@optimus Yes. A omnipotent being in theory could destroy another one, but that second one should be able to whitstand it. And that would mean the end of existence. Of course my ego isn't great enough to think i completely understand godlike beings within a mortal form. That would be simply stupid.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:24:02 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos I see, it is the kind of thing that is difficult to comprehend at times.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:26:32 UTC from web-
@optimus It's the kind of thing we as humans and ponies aren't meant to comprehend. They're advanced abstract concepts, and as such we aren't able to try them. And it would be unwise to do it nonetheless.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:30:36 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos Probably would just die in the process.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:32:19 UTC from web-
@optimus We would probably erase existence in the process, not just kill ourselves.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:32:55 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos Odd, it is disturbing to think about.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:34:58 UTC from web-
@optimus But it's still awesome. I've spent the three last years of my life inmersed in phylosophy and theology, studying the concept and nature of gods as far as i can comprehend, for it's the only thing i think it's worth a lifetime of pursuit.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:37:10 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos Yes, sounds as if you have quite the fulfilling life while I sit here and stew in my own anger.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:38:37 UTC from web-
@optimus Do not fool yourself thinking i had a easy life. I just choose knowledge and power over emotion and happyness. It's a bit difficult to psychologically kill yourself to be able to rebuild your mind at will, but it's worth it.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:40:47 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos So you would rather have all the knowledge this world can give other then being happy?
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:42:37 UTC from web-
@optimus Of course. I have no doubt about it. Happyness is overrated. And with all the knowledge, kiwi, i could just create happyness out of thing air and sell it like fresh bread.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:44:46 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos *thin
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:44:57 UTC from web -
@overlordnerthos I am a puppet to my emotions always having to do things to make myself happy.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:46:23 UTC from web-
@optimus That's exactly why i choose to throw them to a fire.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:47:21 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos Ironic that a fire started my strongest emotion, anger.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:48:17 UTC from web-
@optimus Just use it to force yourself to a breakdown and then reconfigure your psyche to be more efficient.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:49:23 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos Emotions are far too strong to be so easily pushed down, suppressed then, broken.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:51:38 UTC from web-
@optimus I wouldn't be telling you to do something i wasn't able to do myself.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:53:23 UTC from web -
@optimus It's not about supressing it, it's about fueling it until it kills itself.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:53:51 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos Perhaps I should try it.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:54:52 UTC from web-
@optimus Still you need to be sure you can retain a degree of rational reasoning. If you don't, you'll simply end in a mental institution xD
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:56:14 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos That would not be, pleasurable.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:58:21 UTC from web-
@optimus It's like overclock. If you do it right, your pc runs faster. If you do it wrong, your pc dies.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 10:59:33 UTC from web-
@overlordnerthos I see, it could have dire consequences just attempting it.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 11:00:42 UTC from web
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@optimus No exaggeration, the rest of his short life would have been like something out of a horror movie... And he would be in fear...
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:25:26 UTC from web-
@purplephish20 My mother went to go see him the other day, Because he is my father.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:26:52 UTC from web-
@optimus ..... Dude... Tell us the whole story before people start forming opinions... That was quite an important detail you missed
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:28:12 UTC from web-
@purplephish20 His name is Richard, he killed my brother and sister, just so happens to be my father, He killed them because my mother and him got into in argument and thought the only solution was to burn down a house.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:30:08 UTC from web
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@optimus man, I'm so sorry about that, I really am. I know after 12 years things should be different but... I must be terrible, all my condolences
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:10:27 UTC from web-
@purplephish20 Thank you, It is fine.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:12:50 UTC from web
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@purplephish20 Yes but it is a good thing he is in prison, Because he is safe, from me.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:13:44 UTC from web -
@purplephish20 I'm an idealist. I think i can be over others only if i maintain a strict honour code.
Monday, 31-Oct-11 09:43:25 UTC from web
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