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  1. Omni Omni

    I guess I should tell all of you (or at least the ones that care) that I'm going to my owner tomorrow and will try my best to still be online every now and then the coming week but can't promise anything

    Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:13:04 UTC from Choqok
    1. Techdisk Techdisk

      @omni ... Owner?

      Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:13:41 UTC from web
      1. Omni Omni

        @techdisk42 Yeah, I'm a pet. Could switch every instance of "owner" with "partner" if that's easier for you

        Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:15:15 UTC from Choqok
        1. Techdisk Techdisk

          @omni That would make more sense. Lol :P

          Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:16:20 UTC from web
        2. Rarity Rarity

          @omni oh, that's cute!

          Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:17:19 UTC from web
          1. Omni Omni

            @rarity And I will never understand why everybody keeps saying everything I do is cute / I am cute, but oh well, it's not important anyway, as long as she is happy to have me x.x

            Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:22:37 UTC from Choqok
            1. Rarity Rarity

              @omni I've just always found owner/pet relationships absolutely precious, so I can't help but gush.

              Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:25:16 UTC from web
              1. Omni Omni

                @rarity It has its interesting sides, I agree. I personally choose this because I need someone to watch over me as I cannot trust myself and she's the only one I trust really well. As someone who has been through some trust-abuse it feels great to give her complete control over me and knowing that she won't abuse it, that I'm safe...

                Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:33:57 UTC from Choqok
                1. Rarity Rarity

                  @omni That's just so sweet!

                  Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:36:33 UTC from web
                  1. Omni Omni

                    @rarity Sweet? Perhaps. It's just the only kind of relationship I can really be in. I am literally too broken to take care of myself well and therefore literally can't be equal or above my partner

                    Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:40:45 UTC from Choqok
                    1. Rarity Rarity

                      @omni That someone could put their trust so fully into someone else is beautiful to me.

                      Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:43:18 UTC from web
                      1. Omni Omni

                        @rarity I find it beautiful that I can trust her completely. I love the fact that I can even share a bed with her, knowing that I'm safe and she won't abuse me in any way, not even when asleep. It's just a great feeling, especially after the things that those I trusted most and considered my friends did to me ._.

                        Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:51:45 UTC from Choqok
                        1. Rarity Rarity

                          @omni I'm glad that you have someone you can trust, it sounds like what you need.

                          Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:53:46 UTC from web
                          1. Omni Omni

                            @rarity I really need that, yes. I don't know if I deserve her, though.

                            Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:55:32 UTC from Choqok
                            1. Rarity Rarity

                              @omni I don't know you all too well, but as far as I can tell there's nothing about you that doesn't deserve a loving companion.

                              Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:56:57 UTC from web
                              1. Omni Omni

                                @rarity Even someone who cares about me and has the patience to put up with all my bad sides? Who goes through the trouble of calming me down when I'm getting a panic attack even if it takes her an hour? Who accepts me as I am? I mean, I don't think I deserve to be completely alone, but I really wonder if I deserve someone as great as her, especially because there is little I can do to please her as I need much more care than I can give (even though I always try my best to keep her happy)

                                Thursday, 26-Apr-12 19:03:13 UTC from Choqok
                                1. Rarity Rarity

                                  @omni I can only give you this advice: Don't spend your time worrying if you deserve her or not. I've been in relationships where that was a factor, and doesn't help at all. In the end, it doesn't matter if you "deserve" her or not. She chooses to be with you, yes? She obviously finds you worth her time.

                                  Thursday, 26-Apr-12 19:06:10 UTC from web
                                  1. Omni Omni

                                    @rarity I suppose you've got a point. I really stress myself out too much over small stuff, something I should really stop doing x.x

                                    Thursday, 26-Apr-12 19:10:21 UTC from Choqok
                                    1. Rarity Rarity

                                      @omni If you let the small stuff get to you, then the big stuff just seems even worse. An important skill to have is to recognize when something bad isn't as bad as it seems, and simply isn't worth your time. More often than not you are bigger than your problems.

                                      Thursday, 26-Apr-12 19:15:17 UTC from web
                                      1. Omni Omni

                                        @rarity I guess I do let small stuff get to me too much, more often than not after a panic attack it always turns out whatever I panicked about wasn't worth panicking about at all. I really have a problem with "filtering" and "ignoring". My psychiatrist said I've got PDD-NOS but I still think it's my own fault, albeit I don't know how I can stop this from happening, because the more I try to ignore the worse it becomes and the more it hurts me x.x

                                        Thursday, 26-Apr-12 19:23:53 UTC from Choqok
                                        1. Rarity Rarity

                                          @omni I'm really quite sorry that you have to deal with all this..

                                          Thursday, 26-Apr-12 19:28:36 UTC from web
                                          1. Omni Omni

                                            @rarity Why? It's all my own fault. At least, most of it. I'm inferior anyway, it's not important. The only thing that matters is that I improve her life, how I'm doing is unimportant. Really, I don't mind it. Sure, it sucks at times, but just doing my best to keep her happy is worth it *smiles a bit* As long as she's fine, I'm fine

                                            Thursday, 26-Apr-12 19:34:10 UTC from Choqok
                              2. Omni Omni

                                @rarity You know, I'm just complaining about stupid things, I'm sorry for wasting your time like this x.x

                                Thursday, 26-Apr-12 19:05:03 UTC from Choqok
                                1. Rarity Rarity

                                  @omni Oh, don't worry about it. I'm always glad to help my fellow ponies.

                                  Thursday, 26-Apr-12 19:06:28 UTC from web
                                2. Rarity Rarity

                                  @omni even if I'm just providing a sympathetic ear.

                                  Thursday, 26-Apr-12 19:06:44 UTC from web
    2. Cerulean Lulamoon-Spark Cerulean Lulamoon-Spark

      @omni OK! Well, have a good time either way *hugs*

      Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:19:14 UTC from web
      1. Omni Omni

        @ceruleanspark # Thanks

        Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:22:46 UTC from Choqok
    3. Dylan O Dylan O

      @omni Well hope you two get along swimmingly

      Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:22:08 UTC from web
      1. Omni Omni

        @harpsichordart We do get along well in general. And, whenever we don't, it's mostly my fault anyway. I'm not such a great pet but I try my best (even though I have no clue why I'm saying these things now, being honest) x.x

        Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:24:09 UTC from Choqok
        1. Dylan O Dylan O

          @omni Well that's great! Though I don't think it's too healthy to place blame on yourself like that

          Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:26:14 UTC from web
          1. Omni Omni

            @harpsichordart I could care less about my own health, being honest. I don't exist for myself, I exist to serve the one I love

            Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:34:49 UTC from Choqok
    4. Scribble Scribble

      @omni How far away is your owner from you?

      Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:25:01 UTC from web
      1. Omni Omni

        @scribble About 1 hour and 15 minutes by car

        Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:26:02 UTC from Choqok
        1. Scribble Scribble

          @omni Ahh. I'd say I'm pretty fortunate mine lives just 5 minutes away. Still, hope you have fun there

          Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:26:46 UTC from web
          1. Omni Omni

            @scribble Oh, that sounds just great. Wish she would live that close to me. Oh well, if everything goes well we should be able to start living together in a few years so that should drastically increase the amount of time we can spend together

            Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:36:06 UTC from Choqok
          2. Katy Brown Katy Brown

            @scribble @omni 4 minutes and 47 seconds to be precise :3c

            Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:38:10 UTC from web
            1. Scribble Scribble

              @cavatina You timed it?

              Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:39:38 UTC from web
              1. Katy Brown Katy Brown

                @scribble I might have done Pet~

                Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:43:03 UTC from web
            2. Omni Omni

              @cavatina Lucky you...

              Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:40:51 UTC from Choqok
              1. Katy Brown Katy Brown

                @omni Ah, sorry omni...

                Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:43:11 UTC from web
                1. Omni Omni

                  @cavatina It's fine, don't worry

                  Thursday, 26-Apr-12 18:45:23 UTC from Choqok