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lyokotravels
I'll just head off to bed now , Goodnight #Everypony !
about a year ago from StatusNet iPhone-
hakupony
@lyokotravels Good night.
about a year ago from web-
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about a year ago from web
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pony
@hakupony thanks! Are you subscribed to me? I'm on my phone and seem to be having some problems sending the DM
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about a year ago from web
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hakupony
@pony I'll have to go to university in 15 Minutes - and I don't want to discuss personal stuff with you there.
about a year ago from web-
pony
@hakupony I understand completely. For some reason I'm have problems on RDN in general now just FYI. Please respond whenever you can.
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about a year ago from web
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ceruleanspark
@pony We haven't spoken in a while. How're you doing?
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pony
@ceruleanspark its true I haven't seen you much lately. I've been experiencing life lately, and it's been a rollercoaster. #Scarybuttfun
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ceruleanspark
@pony We seem to always miss one another. Are you OK? *hugs*
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pony
@ceruleanspark RDN could always wish your friiend a belated happy birthday maybe? I've been fighting off old demons latgely. I'm still alive, but it's been challenging
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ceruleanspark
@pony They could have done that when I reminded them yesterday. Instead they took the opportunity to get kiwiy with me over it. I'm not sure he's coming back, so I'm not sure it even matters to him what they do at this stage.
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pony
@ceruleanspark hmm.. well hopefull (s)he won't stay sad too long. :/
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ceruleanspark
@pony Well *hugs*. The important thing is that you're still fighting.
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renovatedkitchen
@pony tell me about it. :/ I hope your roller coaster is heading back up and is going to stay there for a long time! #hugs
about a year ago from StatusNet iPhone-
pony
@renovatedkitchen right now its on a loop. I'm not sure which way its going :)
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renovatedkitchen
@pony if you look to you're left you will see me waving to you. Sounds like we're on the same trip then. Lately my mind has been playing games with me and repeats all the horrible things I've done in my life at once nice and vividly. Why doesnt it remember other things instead :/.
about a year ago from StatusNet iPhone-
pony
@renovatedkitchen hugs*
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renovatedkitchen
@pony #hugs. I really do hope only the best for you. Sometimes things get rough. I (really honesty) feel bad for you that you are experiencing the same sorta thing.
about a year ago from StatusNet iPhone-
pony
@renovatedkitchen I'm here if you want to talk. :)
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renovatedkitchen
@pony thank you very much :). It is possible that I may take you on that offer. But for the most part it takes a lot for me to share personal things. I never had a friend I could share things with and the one time I did trust someone, they stabbed me in the back. Plus. Some of the things would creep the average person out and I would loose the possibility of their friendship. I do say the same to you though.
about a year ago from StatusNet iPhone-
hakupony
@renovatedkitchen Everypony has his little pile of secrets. As long as you don't harm others, I'll accept everything.
about a year ago from web-
ceruleanspark
@hakupony What IS a man?
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hakupony
@ceruleanspark #brohoof /)
about a year ago from web
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renovatedkitchen
@hakupony the only way I have ever harmed another person is if they mis interpreted something I said. I am not the kind of person to cause harm to anyone. The main reason I am sometimes stressed, is because I am worried that someone might take something the wrong way or even on here, that someone may imagine that I say something in a rude tone. Always been there for people when things are at bellow rock bottom. But I do tend to be to soft and take things too much to heart. After loosing trust in the one person I thought I could, I just bottle everything up. Sometimes it's hard when I go over things in my life. Even I I did try to tell someone something, it either won't come out or will come out as gibberish. It's as though I've made a mental block to protect myself from ever telling anyone else.
about a year ago from StatusNet iPhone-
hakupony
@renovatedkitchen Then, there can be nothing you can do or be to creep me out.
about a year ago from web-
renovatedkitchen
@hakupony thank you :) I really do appreciate that. Until coming on here I thought I would never meet someone else who is really friendly to me. I often find it hard to connect with people. And when I do, I tend to come off as tough and uncaring do to the block which I have imposed on myself. This would always lead to either me being made the useless/fool one in the friend group or I would leave them to become friends with the kid that everyone else would always pick on. I'm much too soft a person and it almost always goes against me.
about a year ago from StatusNet iPhone-
hakupony
@renovatedkitchen Yo're welcome. Maybe this is my special talent ;)
about a year ago from web-
renovatedkitchen
@hakupony thank you. It is possible :). I'm sure I will get through this phase. If I wasn't as strong as I am, I can tell you now that I wouldn't be here.
about a year ago from StatusNet iPhone
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pony
@renovatedkitchen I'm openly a fillyphile. There's very little that would lead me to reject somepony, no matter how creepy. Thank you for your offer as well
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renovatedkitchen
@pony Thanks. And no problem. Like how I told @hakupony, the chances of me opening are super rare. Something's about me scare me. (nothing sexual).
about a year ago from StatusNet iPhone
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pony
@ceruleanspark how are you doing?
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ceruleanspark
@pony I'm OK I guess. Always tired. My friend is sad because RDN unapologetically forgot his birthday. My kidney hurts.
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pony
@ceruleanspark I hope its nothing serious. Tired? Have you been sleeping well? My night schedule means that I usually miss daylight so I lack energy unless I take vitamin D
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ceruleanspark
@pony Whether I sleep /well/ or not is something of an unknown, but according to my most recent data I have not been sleeping /differently/ to usual.
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pony
@ceruleanspark we'll I suppose that's alright then maybe *hugs*
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ceruleanspark
@pony Well, it's not alright, as he was a longtime positive contributor to the site.
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pony
@ceruleanspark oh I see. I just meant its alright you're sleeping consistently
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ceruleanspark
@pony I guess that's good. Maybe? I need a more precise method of sleep tracking than nocturnal movement analysis.
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renovatedkitchen
@lyokotravels good night!
about a year ago from web
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