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  1. Let me tell you boys and girls a story. I actually did try to commit suicide once. I won't go into details about why but basically I completely broke down in a woodwork class surrounded by tools. But I just couldn't do it. Nowadays I just feel horribly depressed and weak and just want to be wiped out by some freak act of nature. I can't cause pain to myself. I just don't want to be a part of this world, so I start pretending I'm a pony or I'm what I feel inside and pretend that I'm in a world that isn't so grapesed up on the inside.

    Saturday, 25-Jan-14 06:47:09 UTC from web
    1. @neuraria Because none of this actually matters because I express myself in different ways. If I was actually going to do anything you wouldn't know about it

      Saturday, 25-Jan-14 06:48:22 UTC from web
    2. @neuraria The thing is you deliberately position yourself in places where you're constantly exposed to the bad side of the world. Were you to put yourself in the way of the good things, everything would be better.

      Saturday, 25-Jan-14 06:50:25 UTC from web
      1. @nerthos One does not simply walk into the good side of life. But one can stumble into it.

        Saturday, 25-Jan-14 06:54:33 UTC from web
        1. @firestormdangerdash You can though leave sites that constantly portray everything wrong with the world, and focus your free time on happier things.

          Saturday, 25-Jan-14 06:55:51 UTC from web
      2. @nerthos Maybe I should stop reading American news. Or news. I should stop going on the internet.

        Saturday, 25-Jan-14 07:00:43 UTC from web
        1. @neuraria News and the activist side of tumblr would be a good start if you want less crap fed to you.

          Saturday, 25-Jan-14 07:02:50 UTC from web
    3. @neuraria I was on that same sinking boat, till I bought some Glad and soaked up the water. #

      Saturday, 25-Jan-14 06:50:35 UTC from web