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  1. So... I hate myself. Yay!

    Friday, 25-May-12 04:13:22 UTC from MuSTArDroid
    1. @foxgopher WHY D:

      Friday, 25-May-12 04:13:47 UTC from web
      1. @callisto Cause I suck. Can't do anything right ever.

        Friday, 25-May-12 04:15:10 UTC from MuSTArDroid
        1. @foxgopher What you do wrong D:

          Friday, 25-May-12 04:16:06 UTC from web
          1. @callisto Everything. Ever.

            Friday, 25-May-12 04:17:09 UTC from MuSTArDroid
            1. @foxgopher So having us to talk and vent to is a skrew up? We're here for ya bud, if we talk maybe we can find a way of working things out for you? :< http://ur1.ca/9darg

              Friday, 25-May-12 04:18:59 UTC from web
              1. @lyrica Don't cry. Thats my job.

                Friday, 25-May-12 04:20:40 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                1. @foxgopher yeah, but it makes me sad when I see others sad :<

                  Friday, 25-May-12 04:21:50 UTC from web
                  1. @lyrica Oh. I'll go?

                    Friday, 25-May-12 04:22:44 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                    1. @foxgopher if you don't mind my asking, You're 20, right? Got a HighSchool Deploma or GED?

                      Friday, 25-May-12 04:24:21 UTC from web
                      1. @lyrica High school yeah.

                        Friday, 25-May-12 04:25:51 UTC from MuSTArDroid
            2. @foxgopher I feel like that sometimes too but its really not. But what happen to cause such emotion :(

              Friday, 25-May-12 04:19:17 UTC from web
              1. @callisto Just. My life happened.

                Friday, 25-May-12 04:20:58 UTC from MuSTArDroid
        2. @foxgopher :< http://ur1.ca/9daqm

          Friday, 25-May-12 04:16:21 UTC from web
        3. @foxgopher we all feel that way at times. Who is saying otherwise?

          Friday, 25-May-12 04:17:00 UTC from web
          1. @lyrica Hm?

            Friday, 25-May-12 04:18:01 UTC from MuSTArDroid
    2. @foxgopher Whats wrong??

      Friday, 25-May-12 04:13:56 UTC from web
      1. @scorch I'm just a screw up is all.

        Friday, 25-May-12 04:15:30 UTC from MuSTArDroid
        1. @foxgopher What's wrong? What did you do man?

          Friday, 25-May-12 04:16:09 UTC from web
          1. @scorch Just freaking sat there and let my life get run for me.

            Friday, 25-May-12 04:17:38 UTC from MuSTArDroid
            1. @foxgopher What do you mean? Like you're not doing anything productive or something?

              Friday, 25-May-12 04:21:32 UTC from web
              1. @scorch I'm not doing anything.

                Friday, 25-May-12 04:22:25 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                1. @foxgopher ...why is that? lol

                  Friday, 25-May-12 04:22:49 UTC from web
                  1. @scorch Hell if I know. I have no choices.

                    Friday, 25-May-12 04:23:33 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                    1. @foxgopher Regarding what? That doesn't make sense

                      Friday, 25-May-12 04:23:57 UTC from web
                      1. @scorch Like anything. I've been trapped here. Because I'm too damn stupid to stand up for myself.

                        Friday, 25-May-12 04:25:38 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                2. @foxgopher Nothing at all?

                  Friday, 25-May-12 04:23:10 UTC from web
                  1. @lyrica I just work.

                    Friday, 25-May-12 04:24:54 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                    1. @foxgopher You're already doing better than me then

                      Friday, 25-May-12 04:25:25 UTC from web
                    2. @foxgopher going to school by any chance? (college)

                      Friday, 25-May-12 04:26:16 UTC from web
                      1. @lyrica nope.

                        Friday, 25-May-12 04:27:15 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                        1. @foxgopher any idea what you want to do? A career you dream of or anything?

                          Friday, 25-May-12 04:27:57 UTC from web
                          1. @lyrica Maybe teach.

                            Friday, 25-May-12 04:31:11 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                            1. @foxgopher there you go, another point for you. Any thoughts on how you might achieve that?

                              Friday, 25-May-12 04:32:32 UTC from web
                              1. @lyrica Go to school. With all that money I don't have

                                Friday, 25-May-12 04:33:21 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                1. @foxgopher have you looked into Grants or loans? (I'm just trying to help you find the right path, unlike me)

                                  Friday, 25-May-12 04:34:38 UTC from web
                                  1. @lyrica I don't know why I'm here right now. I didn;t want to do this. I think maybe I'll go back to facebook and post sad songs.

                                    Friday, 25-May-12 04:36:34 UTC from web
                                    1. @foxgopher you sure? I'm just trying to help, I'm in the process of fixing my life now, and just want to try and share my experience so you don't have to deal with it blindly. but if you'd rather I drop this I shall, with no hard feelings

                                      Friday, 25-May-12 04:38:15 UTC from web
                                      1. @lyrica nonono. I appreciate it. I really do. I just feel bad.

                                        Friday, 25-May-12 04:42:15 UTC from web
                                        1. @foxgopher Don't feel bad, life's too short to waste time feeling bad

                                          Friday, 25-May-12 04:44:12 UTC from web
                                          1. @lyrica I really really hate it. But I can't stop.

                                            Friday, 25-May-12 04:45:07 UTC from web
                                            1. @foxgopher Don't hate it, it's part of what will make you a stronger person

                                              Friday, 25-May-12 04:46:03 UTC from web
                                              1. @lyrica I dont want to feel bad.

                                                Friday, 25-May-12 04:46:45 UTC from web
                                                1. @foxgopher so now you just need something to cheer you up then? could http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mNrXMOSkBas help?

                                                  Friday, 25-May-12 04:49:40 UTC from web
                                                  1. @lyrica It always does. I know all the words and sing it to myself constantly.

                                                    Friday, 25-May-12 04:51:36 UTC from web
                                                    1. @foxgopher indeed, that song has helped me though many of rough times

                                                      Friday, 25-May-12 04:53:26 UTC from web
                                                      1. @lyrica I need it on loop constantly...

                                                        Friday, 25-May-12 04:54:44 UTC from web
                                                        1. @foxgopher I understand, I felt similar just last week with that whole thing with my dad. Talking with everyone here helped me through it, and now I feel better overall, I'm just trying to pay this place back for all that.

                                                          Friday, 25-May-12 04:58:09 UTC from web
                                                          1. @lyrica I do what I can. I'd rather try and help than sit here and wallow, but I kinda suck at helping.

                                                            Friday, 25-May-12 04:59:04 UTC from web
                                                            1. @foxgopher that's how I feel honestly.

                                                              Friday, 25-May-12 05:00:27 UTC from web
                                                              1. @lyrica I just feel like nothing I say helps.

                                                                Friday, 25-May-12 05:02:24 UTC from web
                                                                1. @foxgopher believe me, the little bit you talked with me last week helped tremendously

                                                                  Friday, 25-May-12 05:03:35 UTC from web
                                                                  1. @lyrica I'm glad I could help.

                                                                    Friday, 25-May-12 05:06:00 UTC from web
                                                                    1. @foxgopher it was a lot of help. Just wish i could make you feel better

                                                                      Friday, 25-May-12 05:07:21 UTC from web
                                                                      1. @lyrica You probably have. Just give it time to sink in.

                                                                        Friday, 25-May-12 05:10:51 UTC from web
                                                                        1. @foxgopher I hope so. well need to get going, gotta get up early

                                                                          Friday, 25-May-12 05:11:36 UTC from web
                                2. @foxgopher student loans are not hard to get. The poorer you are, or rather your family is, them easier it is for you to get a grant.

                                  Friday, 25-May-12 04:36:09 UTC from web
    3. @foxgopher http://ur1.ca/9daqa

      Friday, 25-May-12 04:15:15 UTC from web
      1. @madykatt Because.

        Friday, 25-May-12 04:16:49 UTC from MuSTArDroid
        1. @foxgopher http://ur1.ca/9dard

          Friday, 25-May-12 04:18:41 UTC from web
          1. @madykatt You never talk to me.....

            Friday, 25-May-12 04:19:41 UTC from MuSTArDroid
            1. @foxgopher i dont talk to many people unless they talk to me first >.> http://ur1.ca/9das6

              Friday, 25-May-12 04:21:59 UTC from web
              1. @madykatt hello!

                Friday, 25-May-12 04:22:55 UTC from web
                1. @clarity whachadoin!?

                  Friday, 25-May-12 04:24:03 UTC from web
                  1. @madykatt freezing to death. You?

                    Friday, 25-May-12 04:28:48 UTC from web
                    1. @clarity Needing to go to bed. I worked too hard today, so I'm warn out and I have to work tomorrow.

                      Friday, 25-May-12 04:30:27 UTC from web
                      1. @madykatt bed time already? Night then :< http://ur1.ca/9dauj

                        Friday, 25-May-12 04:31:04 UTC from web
                      2. @madykatt Go to sleep, then!

                        Friday, 25-May-12 04:31:07 UTC from web
                        1. @clarity but I'm on vacation from the 26th thru the 3rd. I don't need sleep now, I have 9 days off to sleep XD

                          Friday, 25-May-12 04:33:52 UTC from web
                          1. @madykatt ...Okay, then... !lolsleep?

                            Friday, 25-May-12 04:34:18 UTC from web
              2. @madykatt is that why you started talking to me? :3 (actually I think it was your avatar that got me talking to you)

                Friday, 25-May-12 04:23:04 UTC from web
                1. @lyrica yus! i don't typically start conversations with people >.>

                  Friday, 25-May-12 04:26:36 UTC from web
                  1. @madykatt and yet you're one of my favorite people to talk to here :3

                    Friday, 25-May-12 04:27:09 UTC from web
                    1. @lyrica http://ur1.ca/9datu

                      Friday, 25-May-12 04:28:46 UTC from web
                      1. @madykatt god this is terrible drawing! but it has happy fact (first pony drawing ever) http://ur1.ca/9dau7

                        Friday, 25-May-12 04:30:12 UTC from web
                        1. @lyrica ok so how do you have so much art of your oc so fast? I have one pic of Flourish... and its without her cutie mark >.>

                          Friday, 25-May-12 04:31:18 UTC from web
                          1. @madykatt I have a tumblr, almost everything I've posted is stuff I had done for it or working on already

                            Friday, 25-May-12 04:32:11 UTC from web
                            1. @lyrica my bad thought you were leaving >_> read wrong

                              Friday, 25-May-12 04:32:45 UTC from web
              3. @madykatt I never see you.

                Friday, 25-May-12 04:23:09 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                1. @foxgopher I'm a ninja! http://ur1.ca/9dasv

                  Friday, 25-May-12 04:24:56 UTC from web
                  1. @madykatt ooo Ninja Vanish! *poof* http://ur1.ca/9dat4

                    Friday, 25-May-12 04:25:50 UTC from web
                  2. @madykatt Sure.

                    Friday, 25-May-12 04:25:59 UTC from MuSTArDroid
    4. @foxgopher dont hate yourself hate the person that makes you feel that way

      Friday, 25-May-12 04:15:27 UTC from web
      1. @agubi Me?

        Friday, 25-May-12 04:16:59 UTC from MuSTArDroid
        1. @foxgopher no your conscience its all mental my friend

          Friday, 25-May-12 04:17:33 UTC from web
          1. @agubi But thats me...

            Friday, 25-May-12 04:18:13 UTC from MuSTArDroid
    5. @foxgopher Welcome to the real world!

      Friday, 25-May-12 04:20:55 UTC from web
      1. @abigpony Thank you bitter cynical pony.

        Friday, 25-May-12 04:21:36 UTC from MuSTArDroid
        1. @foxgopher I'm not a pony, but I'll accept the compliment. You really should get over the anger or sadness or whatever it is you're feeling and just calm down.

          Friday, 25-May-12 04:23:05 UTC from web
          1. @abigpony I'm not really angry. I'm pretty chill atm. Just tired of being alive.

            Friday, 25-May-12 04:24:32 UTC from MuSTArDroid
            1. @foxgopher D:

              Friday, 25-May-12 04:25:30 UTC from web
              1. @callisto :/

                Friday, 25-May-12 04:26:29 UTC from MuSTArDroid
            2. @foxgopher No, you're chrysalis

              Friday, 25-May-12 04:26:22 UTC from MuSTArDroid
              1. @derpyshy .....what?

                Friday, 25-May-12 04:27:27 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                1. @foxgopher Stupid touch-function on my phone -_-

                  Friday, 25-May-12 04:28:17 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                  1. @derpyshy You need to fix that thing.

                    Friday, 25-May-12 04:31:27 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                    1. @foxgopher yes. *smash* there ^_^

                      Friday, 25-May-12 04:32:04 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                      1. @derpyshy uh....

                        Friday, 25-May-12 04:32:13 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                        1. @foxgopher what?

                          Friday, 25-May-12 04:33:02 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                          1. @derpyshy I dont think that works..

                            Friday, 25-May-12 04:34:28 UTC from web
                            1. @foxgopher well, then ill just buy a Nokia...

                              Friday, 25-May-12 04:34:53 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                              1. @derpyshy but htc is nice

                                Friday, 25-May-12 04:36:53 UTC from web
                                1. @foxgopher hmm... yes, but it has this touch-thingy... the Nokia-phones has made a fix for this, luckily :)

                                  Friday, 25-May-12 04:38:56 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                  1. @derpyshy Oh yeah?

                                    Friday, 25-May-12 04:42:28 UTC from web
                                    1. @foxgopher well, I guess ull just have to bear with it... How are you, by the way?

                                      Friday, 25-May-12 04:43:51 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                      1. @derpyshy Ha Im not going to sleep.

                                        Friday, 25-May-12 04:44:50 UTC from web
                                        1. @foxgopher why not? XD

                                          Friday, 25-May-12 04:45:08 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                          1. @derpyshy Cant

                                            Friday, 25-May-12 04:46:25 UTC from web
                                            1. @foxgopher too much cake?

                                              Friday, 25-May-12 04:47:14 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                              1. @derpyshy I havent even touched the cake,

                                                Friday, 25-May-12 04:48:52 UTC from web
                                                1. @foxgopher what's the matter then :o?

                                                  Friday, 25-May-12 04:49:17 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                  1. @derpyshy Um. Nothing. Its ok.

                                                    Friday, 25-May-12 04:52:40 UTC from web
                                                    1. @foxgopher Awe... Is it that box again?

                                                      Friday, 25-May-12 04:54:21 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                      1. @derpyshy What no?

                                                        Friday, 25-May-12 04:54:55 UTC from web
                                                        1. @foxgopher What us it, then? :L

                                                          Friday, 25-May-12 04:56:22 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                          1. @derpyshy Its nothing. Don't worry ok?

                                                            Friday, 25-May-12 04:57:18 UTC from web
                                                            1. @foxgopher Uh... ok, I guess... :/

                                                              Friday, 25-May-12 05:00:14 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                              1. @derpyshy How are you?

                                                                Friday, 25-May-12 05:01:54 UTC from web
                                                                1. @foxgopher pretty good ^_^ just amazed by the fact that I make up immediately, by just "*yey*yey*yey*yey*yey*", while my parents have about 5 different alarms, and doesn't get up before one hour -_-

                                                                  Friday, 25-May-12 05:08:37 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                                  1. @derpyshy Silly parents. # was owning face.

                                                                    Friday, 25-May-12 05:58:31 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                                    1. @foxgopher XD yup. its Friday, Friday ^_^

                                                                      Friday, 25-May-12 06:00:05 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                                      1. @derpyshy I have another hour.

                                                                        Friday, 25-May-12 06:01:07 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                                        1. @foxgopher before work?

                                                                          Friday, 25-May-12 06:03:00 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                                                                          1. @derpyshy Before Friday.

                                                                            Friday, 25-May-12 06:06:34 UTC from MuSTArDroid
            3. @foxgopher there's a big difference between not being able to do anything and not wanting to do anything. One is failure to succeed, one is failure to apply oneself. You're too young to have explored all the opportunities that lay before you. Hell, I'M too young. And I'm ancient. This is all I will offer on the matter. I read the whole convo and saw you don't really offer substantial details other than describing how you view yourself or perceive your disposition. Whatever the matter is, I hope you can pull through it without the need to binge on ice cream.

              Friday, 25-May-12 04:29:08 UTC from web
              1. @crusader8 That reminds me I have cake.

                Friday, 25-May-12 04:32:01 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                1. @foxgopher Those aren't the droids you're looking for, either.

                  Friday, 25-May-12 04:33:05 UTC from web
                  1. @crusader8 Its pony cake.

                    Friday, 25-May-12 04:34:17 UTC from web
                    1. @foxgopher It could be a cake baked by faust herself for all it matters. The binge-eating is just a euphemism for any kind of self-indulgence to physiologically tend to your emotional symptoms.... like using facebook for any reason other than inviting peeps to parties.

                      Friday, 25-May-12 04:41:45 UTC from web
                      1. @crusader8 I can't eat food. Let alone a whole cake.

                        Friday, 25-May-12 04:42:55 UTC from web
                        1. @foxgopher Not sure if you're missing the point or dodging it entirely...

                          Friday, 25-May-12 04:47:47 UTC from web
                          1. @crusader8 Im not going to eat a whole cake nor binge on ice cream. I'm not really awake enough to catch anything else....

                            Friday, 25-May-12 04:49:43 UTC from web