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  1. grate, now I'm stuck in the sad box again

    Tuesday, 29-May-12 03:49:32 UTC from web
    1. @cajunbrony23 welcome to the club >…>

      Tuesday, 29-May-12 03:50:25 UTC from MuSTArDroid
    2. @thatonepony thank you, by being a grammar nazi you have solved absolutely nothing.

      Tuesday, 29-May-12 03:52:00 UTC from web
    3. @thatonepony insulting me solves nothing ether

      Tuesday, 29-May-12 03:55:34 UTC from web
    4. @thatonepony so insulting me is a fact?

      Tuesday, 29-May-12 03:58:41 UTC from web
    5. @thatonepony syntax?

      Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:02:15 UTC from web
    6. @thatonepony now I get the feeling that your calling a dumbasss, so thank you, you remind me of the many bullies I had thought out my entire life, you have solved nothing. congratulations

      Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:06:25 UTC from web
    7. @thatonepony You're provoking and you should know better. @cajunbrony23 You seem to be overreacting a bit. You might wanna calm down.

      Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:09:39 UTC from web
      1. @redenchilada right.

        Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:11:00 UTC from MuSTArDroid
      2. @redenchilada it's hard to calm down sometimes

        Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:13:51 UTC from web
    8. @thatonepony if you want me to apolgize for what I said, then I'm sorry ok, just cut the crap ok

      Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:09:54 UTC from web
      1. @cajunbrony23 you're straight trippin, bro.

        Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:10:44 UTC from web
        1. @abigpony your provoking things

          Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:11:38 UTC from MuSTArDroid
          1. @sleaze Am I? I didn't mean to.

            Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:16:37 UTC from web
            1. @abigpony okay.

              Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:17:31 UTC from MuSTArDroid
        2. @abigpony thats the best you got?

          Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:12:52 UTC from web
          1. @cajunbrony23 what did I just tell you. Ignore.

            Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:13:33 UTC from MuSTArDroid
            1. @sleaze I'm sorry, but I just cant ignore sometimes.

              Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:15:36 UTC from web
              1. @cajunbrony23 You ok guy?

                Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:18:54 UTC from web
                1. @shred316 no, no I'm not

                  Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:19:42 UTC from web
                  1. @cajunbrony23 You gonna give me the deets, or am I gonna have to make up words?

                    Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:21:42 UTC from web
                    1. @shred316 lets just say I really dont want to live right now

                      Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:22:20 UTC from web
                      1. @cajunbrony23 *deep breath don't ever say that.

                        Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:24:06 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                        1. @sleaze but its how I really feel.

                          Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:25:15 UTC from web
                          1. @cajunbrony23 I suggest you sleep or take a nap. Emotions like that will mess with your head

                            Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:27:10 UTC from MuSTArDroid
                      2. @cajunbrony23 Yes you do, society doesn't, but that's why your talking to us. You have everything to live for, nothing and no one to die for. Nothing wad ever accomplished out of suicide. You need to live. I know it seems hard now, but that is gonna pass.

                        Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:27:14 UTC from web
                        1. @shred316 @darkw00d wait is cajun are you talking about suicide or something

                          Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:29:56 UTC from web
                          1. @luckyjack Idk.

                            Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:32:32 UTC from web
                        2. @shred316 I apreate (STFU THATONEPONY I KNOW I CANT SPELL WORTH cherries) your effort to talk me out of it. but i just dont know right now

                          Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:30:42 UTC from web
                          1. @cajunbrony23 Wait talk to me i been there before i put a gun to my head even my friend been there before

                            Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:31:47 UTC from web
                            1. @luckyjack ok then, talk

                              Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:32:52 UTC from web
                              1. @cajunbrony23 I dont know what your life is like and i know you dont know me at all but i know that depression hurts and i know that killing yourself may seem like the answer but think about your friends,family think about everything you still have to live for in life.think about the stuff you havent done yet.go out and do your goals.And if you seem like there is no other answer please talk to us cause we will all be here for you.

                                Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:36:05 UTC from web
                                1. @luckyjack @techdisk42 you have brounght my family into this. your telling me that you would go to the lenths of bring a man family into a situation like this?

                                  Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:42:13 UTC from web
                                  1. @cajunbrony23 look please man please oh please dont kill yourself and you left us no choice and please tell me why you want to kill yourself

                                    Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:43:16 UTC from web
                                    1. @luckyjack I just want this sadness to end, I'm tired of feeling sad for no reson

                                      Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:45:48 UTC from web
                                      1. @cajunbrony23 I know how you feel please dont do it im glad i didnt cause i met great friends like you and techdisk and alot others from here and in my town trust me it will end

                                        Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:47:05 UTC from web
                                      2. @cajunbrony23 If you are sad for no reason, then be happy for no reason. If you cannot, then there is a reason why you are sad. The source is either internal or external - if it's external, you need to understand that a part of growing up is being discriminate about what we take to heart. This means you have to live with the fact that people are predatory and you have to stick up for yourself. If you lack the will to stand on your own, then the problem is really internal. If you feel you have no worth, or you view yourself as something even you should fight on behalf of, then you need to seriously examine what you want out of life and what you are or aren't willing to do to achieve that. If you can't eliminate the internal conflict, then you'll forever be at the mercy of petty bullying and exploitation. Do not wait for someone to tell you why you are here or what you're meant to do - this is socially irresponsible and will lead you astray. Decide what you want and work towards that end

                                        Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:53:23 UTC from web
                                        1. @crusader8 @luckyjack @lyrica @techdisk42 what kind of pirson would I be if I took myself from you guys, you even asked where I live wich I'm shur some ones gonna knock at my door at some point. and you barly know me. I cant bring myself to take my life. you the sake of you guys, I can not do this

                                          Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:57:27 UTC from web
                                          1. @cajunbrony23 Hey where sattlite beach i looked it up cant find it

                                            Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:58:05 UTC from web
                                            1. @luckyjack spelled it wrong. try satellite beach

                                              Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:58:47 UTC from web
                                              1. @cajunbrony23 wanna meet up at disney world or universal studios next year maybe

                                                Tuesday, 29-May-12 05:03:34 UTC from web
                                                1. @luckyjack that would be nice

                                                  Tuesday, 29-May-12 05:06:28 UTC from web
                                                  1. @cajunbrony23 /)

                                                    Tuesday, 29-May-12 05:07:45 UTC from web
                                                  2. @cajunbrony23 BTW I skype if you ever need anything

                                                    Tuesday, 29-May-12 05:08:21 UTC from web
                                          2. @cajunbrony23 thank *insert diety here*! # #

                                            Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:59:12 UTC from web
                                            1. @techdisk42 I cant spell much ither

                                              Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:59:48 UTC from web
                                          3. @cajunbrony23 taht's good to know, I've lost 2 people I've met online to death, both times were over sickness, but I still miss chatting with them. May the Rest in Peace

                                            Tuesday, 29-May-12 05:00:00 UTC from web
                                            1. @lyrica *they

                                              Tuesday, 29-May-12 05:01:24 UTC from web
                                          4. @cajunbrony23 I suppose I didn't see that part of the convo. I just saw you were morbidly depressed, with ambiguous factors antagonizing your feelings and preventing you from ultimately being yourself. I've been in your shoes in middle school and early high school. I escaped it by sticking close to my friends and hitting the books. The more I learned, the better perspective I gained on my circumstances. Then life experiences helped somewhat too, but they helped mostly because the education I had to fully understand the scope of what I am a part of. But higher education isn't entirely necessary to understand yourself, of course.

                                            Tuesday, 29-May-12 05:01:33 UTC from web
                                  2. @cajunbrony23 Ok, i am sincerely sorry i brought your family into it. I have no idea how your family acts. But, i do have to say that we at rdn at least would feel horrible if ya killed yourself.

                                    Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:47:42 UTC from web
                          2. @cajunbrony23 no one knows. It's called life. We go day after day, doing what we do, but there's always changes!

                            Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:33:55 UTC from web
                            1. @shred316 then tell my, why is life so cruel?

                              Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:35:22 UTC from web
                              1. @cajunbrony23 Because it's testing you. You know, there about 3 billion people out there who just care about themselves, or their desires. Alot of them are willing to hurt others to get what they want, but they are never right and they know it. When you were born, you were set apart. There was no rulebook, no documentary, no nothing. It is what we make it.

                                Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:40:02 UTC from web
                                1. @shred316 I thought Earth's human population neared 7 billion, actually...

                                  Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:41:06 UTC from web
                                  1. @crusader8 I'm sorry, but I'm trying to cheer somepony up, but yes. You're right.

                                    Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:43:45 UTC from web
                                    1. @shred316 I'm totally sorry about that remark! I hit "in context" AFTER sending it.

                                      Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:44:44 UTC from web
                                      1. @crusader8 S'ok. You're still goof in my book. ;)

                                        Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:49:30 UTC from web
                                2. @shred316 it certainly feels like theres a rulebook

                                  Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:44:11 UTC from web
                                  1. @cajunbrony23 There societies opinion, which will contradict back and forth until we all get dizzy, but you stand out. So many people create was considered right or wrong, pretty or ugly, big or small. We chose how we compose ourselves among these contradictions.

                                    Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:47:09 UTC from web
                                    1. @shred316 @techdisk42 @luckyjack the rdn would feel bad if I pulled it off, what kind of example would I be showing to anyone by take the easy way out? but it feels ike there no other way out

                                      Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:49:38 UTC from web
                                      1. @cajunbrony23 look at it this way, good sir, There is always a way out, just it might take lots of hard work :<

                                        Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:50:54 UTC from web
                                      2. @cajunbrony23 LOOK lets all meet up in real life at one point in our lives and please dont kill yourself please were begging man

                                        Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:51:08 UTC from web
                                        1. @luckyjack you are really begging a stranger to not pull it off?

                                          Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:52:22 UTC from web
                                          1. @cajunbrony23 Where abouts in florida do you live? I'll be moving to central florida in time

                                            Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:52:53 UTC from web
                                            1. @lyrica sattlite beach if you must know

                                              Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:53:36 UTC from web
                                              1. @cajunbrony23 okay I know that general area

                                                Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:53:55 UTC from web
                                              2. @cajunbrony23 I was just curious, that's all

                                                Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:54:52 UTC from web
                                          2. @cajunbrony23 Please dont do it

                                            Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:53:45 UTC from web
                                          3. @cajunbrony23 Even i am begging. Im just hiding it under alot of words.

                                            Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:55:03 UTC from web
                                            1. @techdisk42 Im so going to canada to meet you

                                              Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:58:30 UTC from web
                                      3. @cajunbrony23 i love all the jokes about you and rare i love being friends with you it makes everyday of my life worth living i know we must mean something to u

                                        Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:52:11 UTC from web
                                      4. @cajunbrony23 There is. It takes courage to face things, believe me I know, but there always beauty. I know I'm flying blind in your storm of confusion, bur it's the truth.

                                        Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:52:30 UTC from web
                                        1. @luckyjack /)*(\

                                          Tuesday, 29-May-12 05:08:29 UTC from web
                                          1. @cajunbrony23 Fluttershy yeah

                                            Tuesday, 29-May-12 05:09:16 UTC from web
                                        2. @shred316 @lyrica @crusader8 @luckyjack tank you guys. I wont forget this moment, you all really helped today.I am forever grateful.

                                          Tuesday, 29-May-12 05:10:10 UTC from web
                                          1. @cajunbrony23 dont mention it man I know life is tough but were all here for you.and please every night tell us about your problems or at least to me i love to listen

                                            Tuesday, 29-May-12 05:11:29 UTC from web
                                          2. @cajunbrony23 don't worry about. Just go do something adventurous with your life!

                                            Tuesday, 29-May-12 05:12:27 UTC from web
                                          3. @cajunbrony23 Gnight bud.

                                            Tuesday, 29-May-12 05:20:25 UTC from web
                                      5. @cajunbrony23 Of course there is. Just choose not to choose. As long as it is not killing/physically harming yourself or mentally harming yourself even more, its a better way. Dont look for a way out. Look for a way to bulldoze through.

                                        Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:52:42 UTC from web
                          3. @cajunbrony23 Dude, think about it this way: think about how bad you feel right now. Ok? Flippin horrible, right? Now, killing yourself will make EVERY SINGLE PERSON ON RDN feel like you do right now. Killing yourself only spreads a horrible feeling among family, friends (and yes, we ARE your friends. At least i am.), and people you just kind of know. Killing yourself is just... No!

                            Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:36:15 UTC from web
                          4. @cajunbrony23 Dude, think about it this way: think about how bad you feel right now. Ok? Flippin horrible, right? Now, killing yourself will make EVERY SINGLE PERSON ON RDN feel like you do right now. Killing yourself only spreads a horrible feeling among family, friends (and yes, we ARE your friends. At least i am.), and people you just kind of know. Killing yourself is just... No!

                            Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:37:21 UTC from web
    9. @darkw00d kinda my mics busted, but I have a skype

      Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:31:04 UTC from web
    10. @darkw00d riden1234567

      Tuesday, 29-May-12 04:32:21 UTC from web