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imagine the sweet release of death (to escape the meme i've become)
Monday, 15-Dec-14 05:10:38 UTC from web-
@derpy128 i exist as a joke and a meme and nothing else
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@yodelerty oh don't be like that. I know if I try to give you meaning you're going to not feel anything still, so I'm going to say this: try to cry. Cry a lot. It is an emotion, and emotion is the best way to cure depression. I'm a psychology student.
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@derpy128 I cry as often as I can but it doesn't help for any longer than the duration of and maybe a little bit afterward
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@yodelerty that's normal. Stick through it. You will eventually probably start to feel anger and eventually you will laugh again. Slowly, and tedious you will get emotion.
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@derpy128 I have emotion and it's all anger and sadness because I am useless to everyone
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@yodelerty you're not useless. Justin Beiber is worthless. You are alive. Be glad that you have life. Think about it. We're on this big spinning rock hurtling through space, and boom! Life chose to grow here. And then, all this evolution, all this life, all led up to us. And to you.
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@derpy128 what a waste of life i am
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@yodelerty that is ridiculous. There is no such thing as a waste of life. For whatever reason, the fates that be have all aligned to bring life. Now I'm a very secular individual, but I think that whatever, or whyever life exists is incredible. Life is not worthless. If you feel like the world is pointless, will it is. We just have to imbrace it, and make our short lives here. And I think that just by living, and chatting with me on a Rainbow horse site, that you are now worth, at least a conversation with me.
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@derpy128 i'm still worth less than everyone else in that case. I don't even have interests or anything to talk about except how much i hate myself
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@yodelerty will that's something. Hold on to that. http://rainbowdash.net/attachment/813941
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@derpy128 That's been something for like two years, so yes everything is in fact hopeless bullbananas
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@derpy128 I have thought about it and it is hopeless sorry
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@derpy128 how are kittens going to fix me
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@derpy128 pointless to me
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@yodelerty my dad has major depression. He's the same way. I'm pretty much the only one who can make him feel joy.
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@derpy128 at least he has something that makes him feel joy
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@yodelerty will what I'm saying is that maybe caring for an inferior lifeform will give you purpose. Try getting a kitten.
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@derpy128 I'm not getting a kitten, it'll die under my care. Besides I already have a dog
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@derpy128 probably but i don't
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@derpy128 That's what my therapist said to do and I came up with nothing because i have no redeeming qualities
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@yodelerty will I suppose that is the problem with depression. Try just saying that you like something about yourself. Say this over and over again.
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@derpy128 I've tried that and it makes my stomach feel weird because I feel like I'm lying to myself
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@yodelerty will just do that once, every day. Say "I like my hair." Once a day when you wake up. It works better than Prozac.
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@derpy128 but my hair sucks
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@derpy128 it's too thick to style and when it gets long it gets curly and gross and i hate it
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@clarity wha
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@yodelerty same. My hair is long and curly and greasy and causes zits all Over. :p but I actually like my air because of the wonder of shampoo!
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@derpy128 shampoo don't help mine
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@yodelerty I think it looks nice. From what I've seen, anyway. Also, if it's too thick to style and that's a problem for you, ask your barber or whatever to use thinning shears! It takes out some volume without decreasing the length, so it'll be more manageable. C:
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@yodelerty same mine almost always gets insta grease. :P andook you found something to talk about.
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@clarity I tried using some myself since I ain't paying $20 every month to fix it and it looked horrible long
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@derpy128 Yeah more about how I hate myself wow good job me what a loser
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@derpy128 what
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@clarity my hair just always looks terrible to me. Or maybe I just hate my face and how anything works with it idk
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@yodelerty people with depression are more realistic thinkers. This means that your perspective is a unique one, in that it is free from being clouded by emotion. This means that you are more likely to give more honest answers about others.
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@derpy128 Well I mean everything I say so
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@yodelerty the simple fact that you are depressed is on and of itself somewhat of an evolutionary advantage in that, by being free of emotion, you are now somewhat superior.
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@clarity shrug
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@derpy128 I'm not superior in any way. I'm useless. Worth nothing to anyone so who cares really
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@yodelerty actually no. You live in the first world. You have freedom. You are superior to all without.
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@derpy128 THE ONLY THING THAT HAVE TRUE FREEDOM IS AMERICA
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@coutz *tips fedora*
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@derpy128 so that makes me worth more as a person somehow?
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@derpy128 *TIPS OBAMA*
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@yodelerty yeah! think of how bad it is in places like China, where most of the worlds population is condensed. Statistically speaking, you were more likely to end up a poor Chinese person working in a sweatshop than here. Ne thankful for that.
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@derpy128 got it so i should feel great about being boring and useless and being a mangoesing idiot because i was fortunate enough to be born in canada. you sure have enlightened me wow
