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Speaking of @gigaramnebula... Y U NO USE RDN MOAR <3 I miss you waifu q.q x3
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:20:43 UTC from web-
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:21:10 UTC from web
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@scribble XD
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:21:21 UTC from web -
@scribble And why is yours not. Does he ... not like ponies? #DumDumDuuuum
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:22:11 UTC from web-
@hakupony Nope, he likes ponies too, just he doesn't like being signed up to too many sites. Which is fair enough. x3
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:22:45 UTC from web
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Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:23:55 UTC from web
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@mushi wat?
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:26:41 UTC from web-
@cavatina at lest you guys have a partner
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:27:13 UTC from web -
@cavatina Well, some of us don't have a secial somepony, you know?
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:27:27 UTC from web-
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:28:36 UTC from web
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@hakupony @mushi I never thought I'd have one. It'll be worth it in the end. You're both great people. :3
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:29:28 UTC from web-
@scribble You know, I don't think I told anypony about that before. I am 24 years old and never had a relationship - and for about 3 years now, I acceted to never have one ever because I don't want to get emotionally invested because I could no longer bear the pain of getting my heart broken. And I tell you one thing: I do no longer believe it would be worth it.
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:35:13 UTC from web-
@hakupony I was having those thoughts before. I had bad relationships in the past (some of which ended due to me) and I thought that I should just not bother with relationships. But the temptation to enter one kept biting back. Sam (my boyfriend, not @greydragon412) was one I had been friends with for sometime and I knew he was bi beforehand, so I decided to ask him and, 10 months later, we're still going. What I'm saying is, I know how it feels and, even though I'm younger than you by quite a bit, that doesn't mean it's too late for you. You're a very sweet guy and it's a shame you have got a very special somepony of your own. :c
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:38:38 UTC from web
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@comradeconventrix Basically, Cavatina and Gigaram are my mistresses, they take care of me as I was their actual pet (same with my boyfriend). But, I'm allowed to be with my boyfriend. It's not that bad, as Cavatina and Gigaram own both me and my boyfriend. In short, it's inbetween friend and partner.
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:24:13 UTC from web -
@comradeconventrix Right. me and @gigaramnebula are dating, we are getting married. @Scribble and Sam are also dating. Our relationships are exclusive, like they are seperate. Scribble is just also our Pet. There is no crossover~ x3
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:24:40 UTC from web -
@comradeconventrix Nope - I've seen worse. They broke though...
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:26:20 UTC from web -
@comradeconventrix It's hard to explain. xD But what @cavatina said summed it up. Me and my boyfriend's relationship is exclusive, and I'm also @cavatina and @gigaramnebula's pet (as is my boyfriend).
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:27:55 UTC from web -
@comradeconventrix @scribble It's very nice of you you want to make me hope again but for me, hope always was pain. There was this one guy who kept his "maybe" for a whole year. There was the problem we had two hundred kilometers of distance but I would have solved that problem. However, I did not get a "yes" or a "no" which basically made me hope. This hope nearly destroyed me. Maybe I will lose control over myself sometime but until that happens, i would never ask anypony out. Or I could finally suceed in killing my emotions -
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:44:44 UTC from web-
@hakupony I remember asking someone out and they kept saying 'maybe' as well. Eventually, he did ask me out, but the relationship lasted a month before it crumbled. The heartbreak and guilt destroyed me at the time (and this was around the time I had suicidal thoughts). Fortunately, I held on, got helped up and moved on.
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:47:36 UTC from web-
@scribble Then you are stronger as me. I had those suicidal thoughts as well and I would not dare to risk getting back at this point.
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:51:20 UTC from web-
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:52:25 UTC from web
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@hakupony There are people that are terrible, yet are in relationships they don't deserve to be in. There are people, like you, that are extremely nice, caring etc. and yet are alone. It's stupid and unfair and you don't deserve it. It hurts, but patience is key with this. And, at 24, you still got loads of time. #tighthug
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:54:25 UTC from web-
@scribble Please, scribble, stop telling me I "deserved" a relationship. I know what propably would hapen if my stupid emotions got the better of me - something which only would cause suffering.
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 13:05:42 UTC from web-
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 13:06:59 UTC from web
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@scribble It's not your fault and i know you meant good. The point is that there is one thing about myself you propably do not know: I know myself enough what would happen if I dared to feel like that again. I propably would fall for you (which I didn't, so don't worry) which couldn't possibly come to a positive conclusion. It is irrational, it is even stupid and luckily, it kind of is inactive. The only current effect of it is that i look up to you and that it hurts if you tell me I deserved a relationship. I'm still hesitating to ost this but since I'm just in the middle of my mental strip show (I still can't believe I'm doing this) I'll say that as well. I just hope, it dos not make you feel unconfortable.
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 13:14:53 UTC from web-
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 13:17:14 UTC from web
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@comradeconventrix *shrugs* there are other things in which I still have hope - and only because i gave up, I have the power to do the best to make the world better. You may hate me but you are not one of few the people who are close enough for me to care if they hated me.
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 12:59:22 UTC from web -
@comradeconventrix >Sees sad pony >Is mean to sad pony >Flawless logic
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 13:04:15 UTC from web -
@comradeconventrix The roblem is I can see through such attempts and have my strategies against getting manipulated.
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 13:07:38 UTC from web -
@comradeconventrix I know, I was mostly joking anyway.
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 13:08:31 UTC from web -
@comradeconventrix That has nothing to do with nationality. Most germans are pretty easy to manipulate.
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 13:15:43 UTC from web -
@comradeconventrix Whatever you want to say with that.
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 13:17:53 UTC from web -
@comradeconventrix Ah those. The neonazis tried to disturb our CSD yesterday, so i should have thought of that. It was a rather pathetic attempt though.
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 13:22:16 UTC from web -
@comradeconventrix Eep! Nazis are bad! #innocent
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 13:22:50 UTC from web -
@comradeconventrix Christopher Streed Day http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christopher_Street_Day
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 15:22:04 UTC from web -
@comradeconventrix Not much - they hung their hung their osters over ours. They said something about "against the gay plaque". They also tried to gather people to make a demonstration. We informed the local antifascist movement and the police since the whole action was not legal (you have to tell the police if you plan a demonstration), we had police protection while the antifascists disturbed their attempts to organise the whole thing - and ruined their advertising. It turned out to be an epic fail for them - they had only 6 people in the end :)
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 15:31:34 UTC from web -
@comradeconventrix The local "Antifa" is mostly built up of cummunists and anarchists though. And the ASTA which gives our organisation oney is that as well - so we havve our connections :)
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 15:34:43 UTC from web -
@comradeconventrix No, not fascists
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 15:34:49 UTC from web -
@comradeconventrix Most german ASTAs are communist - because the other students don't show up to elections. Well, I don't complain. It's possible, we will occupy this university soon - because the very left emphasis on how we students represent our interests makes us very hostile to present tendencies :)
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 15:38:49 UTC from web -
@comradeconventrix Nah - I symphasize with both Communism and Anarchism but I think that both ideologies use too simle systems to explain why things are as they are. For a liberal, I'd be a Communist, for a Conservative, i would be an Anarchist. But I don't think that either tag fits me well
Sunday, 17-Jun-12 15:46:18 UTC from web
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