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im so bored. my older brother and one of the biggest potheads i know are taking my xbox and i lent my younger bro my ds so he can play pokemon at his friends house. not sure whether to make new ocs like usual or to mope and complain on rdn like i normally do XD
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:01:03 UTC from web-
@cloudchaser You can complain to me :)
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:02:16 UTC from web-
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:05:07 UTC from web
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@cloudchaser Hello. Sooo...why so sadface?
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:05:42 UTC from web-
@hakupony bored and i know my older brother is saying bad things about me to his friend. i can hear them. and knowing them theyre gonna break my games and trash my xbox room. i hate them so much. so im not sure what to do. i want to act invisible so they dont notice me because last time my brother and his friends did my older brother started wailing on me and i got a bloody nose and a black eye and he said if i told my mom he would kill my rep at school and tell my mom that i smoked (this was before i told her myself) so im worried
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:08:10 UTC from web-
@cloudchaser Dude, just kick his papayas. Quit worrying about your reputation and do something about your abusive brother.
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:09:08 UTC from web-
@redenchilada i do. i dont physically hurt hm but i do mentally and in other ways. i spread rumors. i kill his rep. i wake him up early just before i go out. i steal his smoking stuff so if he hurts me i show it to my mom. so now i have a collection of lighters, screens and papers XD
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:11:22 UTC from web
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@cloudchaser I would honestly beat 10 bells out of him, he deserves it
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:10:10 UTC from web-
@purplephish20 hes going to fail in life and hes going to go to jail. i know it.
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:11:46 UTC from web
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@cloudchaser I got the strange feeling he really likes to blackmail you. Maybe you can return the offer?
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:11:12 UTC from web-
@hakupony im getting as much crap on him as possible from my friends and his weed dealer so that i will have the upper hand
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:12:15 UTC from web-
@cloudchaser although I gotta say that was mainly in the past, I didn't hate him as much cause he was gone for a long time and my last memories with him where us hanging out but he still did some stealing then he was gone a long time and about a year ago he was gonna come back and make it up to me because I was always a cool rational guy despite how he acted, then he went to jail and he was gone for an entire year, his trial was pushed back so he is able to live with us till the trial which was great since we could hang out and talk, there was lots to talk about since we're both thinkers but we haven't had much time to so far. he's thinking of running away from trial and running all his life which is something I've thought of doing once but not for running away from something more to see the world. I don't know what to tell him.
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:19:43 UTC from web-
@cupcakinator omg. im so very sorry. i know theres probably a different side to this coin but thats horrible. i can only hope for the best of you
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:22:09 UTC from web-
@cloudchaser oh yeah, it's fine I'm just not sure if I should try to motivate him to do anything specifically, for a bit before he was reliesed I started thinking of him as a cool brotherly figure then I remembered how he was when he was released, not that he was bad but that he ran away and did petty theft, so that kinda crushed that Idea but then I remembered that I could try to help him to become a better person. I'm not saying he should follow the law or anything but I think he shouldn't run away from things and he should be a bit more brave. Anyway back to the doing bad stuff topic, I did alot of bad stuff at one point. I was a bit blinded by lust and wasn't acting like I normally would, I was triple timing it and one of them was my best friend at the times girl (she came on to me and I didn't do anything with her but porn was exchanged) and the other two where cusins (I liked the second person first but then their cusin asked me out then later she said it was a mistake) but
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:28:13 UTC from web -
@cloudchaser then I had a bit of a humbling experience cause I stopped everything and I relished in hatred and other bad stuff then all of a sudden one day when I decided to use all my negative energy on what I was doing at the moment which was a game simialar to kickball, I ended up dislocating my kneecap and had to go through surgery and sit in my bed for an entire summer, that summer I watched mlp every single day met some great friends, and started a 24/7 livestream which I couldn't keep because my internet isn't the best (I might be able to start it up again soon, I'm getting good equipment) anyway the point is when I was in a bad mood and doing bad things I got a huge slap in the face by chance and most people don't, so try not to do anything that will smuther who you really are.
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:32:37 UTC from web-
@cupcakinator that was beautiful. im sorry but im also happy it happened because its one of those stories where once you think about it or tell it you realize it was a marker in your life that will mean that i never want to go there.
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:36:52 UTC from web-
@cloudchaser exactly, that's why I'm not upset about it! hehe, I'm actually extatic if it wheren't for that realization I don't know where I'd be at. I'm just glad I can use it cause no one listens as well when it's just someone telling them what they should do
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:40:22 UTC from web-
@cupcakinator i dont want to sound awful when i say this story but, i used to live in china and for the last few months i was there my neighbor and i kind of got into a relationship and the day came when i had to move back to canada. so i decided id give her my music collection at the time as a gift. when i went to knock on her door no one was there. my mom told me she went on vacation and was returning in a week. i tried my best not to cry because the first thing that came into my mind was, ill never see her again. i cant ever say goodbye. shes gone and i cant do anything. i still miss her and i cant find her on facebook or anything. shes now gone forever. my few friends ive told this to ask how did you move on? but reality is i never moved on. it just got easier. im so happy i was in her life and she was in mine. im glad she changed me as a person
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:45:02 UTC from web -
@cupcakinator no more sad stories ;)
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:45:20 UTC from web-
@cloudchaser hehe, I won't tell one simialar then, cause I know that feeling all too well, but it was with a couple of buddies and I can still contact them I just never got-= nevermind, so how is being invisible working out?
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:47:37 UTC from web-
@cupcakinator ok. im making little noise and im hiding in my parents room so he wont find me.
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:49:21 UTC from web-
@cloudchaser then play this super quietly http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWBld1FltnE
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:51:15 UTC from web-
@cupcakinator im actually just quietly playing my new fave screamo band XD
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:52:05 UTC from web-
@cloudchaser hehe nice
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@cloudchaser hehe nice what band?
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:52:39 UTC from web-
@cupcakinator motionless in white
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:54:39 UTC from web-
@cloudchaser neat, I'm just listening to stepdad, he's good
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:55:23 UTC from web-
@cupcakinator cool!
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:55:51 UTC from web-
@cloudchaser yeah, anyway I should really get started on my homework, it was nice talking to you, see you around!
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:56:45 UTC from web-
@cupcakinator you to. i really enjoyed this
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 22:00:33 UTC from web
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@cupcakinator quiet screamo. looks like i just discovered an oxymoron
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:52:35 UTC from web
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@cloudchaser You'd need some peole you can trust if you really want to blackmail him so he doesn't just take the evidence by force. But who am I lecturing - you already have a plan /)
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:35:06 UTC from web-
@hakupony lol. i have sound evidence from eye witnesses of him smoking and drinking. i know people that have seen him smoke crack. he even once tried to take my friends phone and wallet. hes screwed. i can mess him up. but sometimes i sit down and think. does this make me better or stronger than him? am i now weaker because im letting him get to me and im just doing what hes done. i hate him and i only have to live with him for one more year but im not sure what will happen then. ive devoted the past year of my life to find inner peace and to make peace with my brother but he continues to spit in my face. im not sure what to do with him. im not sure if hes worth my time.
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:39:47 UTC from web-
@cloudchaser I think you should not use the evidence to use him or to really harm him. It's just that he abuses his power over you - so you maybe need power of your own to establish a ceasefire.,
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:46:05 UTC from web-
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:46:43 UTC from web
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@cloudchaser sounds pretty rough, I know it wasn't to me but still I understand, my bro would steal my stuff and sell it, but he never did stuff like that so I never really had to worry about anything but him going crazy (he was very bipolar) and my stuff dissapearing, I'd love to help though. My advice would be I guess to wierd him out... ALOT. Imagine if he saw you into some really messed up stuff and if your friends at school thought so too, then he couldn't ruin your rep and he would be scared of you.
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:12:59 UTC from web-
@cupcakinator im so sorry for your brother. he knows that ive done horrible things to myself such as starve myself, contemplate doing more severe drugs, was going to cut myself and more things. he sees it as entertaining and funny. he uses that info and says that he'll tell his friends or something. he is a sick weak pathetic and disgusting waste of a life and i hope he burns
Thursday, 05-Jul-12 21:15:29 UTC from web
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