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I just noticed that if I stop complaining I don't have much to say... I'm not sure I like what this says about me.
Sunday, 13-Oct-13 01:36:16 UTC from web-
@colfax It says that your situation is the first thing on your mind, which is understandable.
Sunday, 13-Oct-13 01:54:40 UTC from web-
@francisyorkmorgan Maybe, but I'm so damn tired of it, I hate being so damn negative all the time but I can't see, to get away from it.
Sunday, 13-Oct-13 02:20:35 UTC from web-
@colfax It makes sence man, no one here blames you for being down :/
Sunday, 13-Oct-13 02:21:29 UTC from web -
@colfax Well yeah you're homeless dude. It's nigh impossible. When I was in that situation and writing to my girlfriend in Italy it's all I talked about but she kept me through it. It's like us, helping you get through it, which ever way we can.
Sunday, 13-Oct-13 02:22:07 UTC from web-
@francisyorkmorgan I'm tired of begging for money from people that aren't much better off than I am, I'd shed blood just for a decent night's sleep and a few minutes peace and quiet... I'm stressing over every damn thing all because I can't get any money of a job or any damn thing I need to live.
Sunday, 13-Oct-13 02:32:41 UTC from web-
@colfax I hear you man. Only way I ended up getting any peace quiet or decent sleep was hopping a freight train and setting up a tent about a klik away from a village near Promezhicy. Although I would say nowadays that that was an enlightening experience at the time if you asked me I would be not looking at it the same way. At least you have the common sense to ask for help. I didn't, and it made things a good deal worse.
Sunday, 13-Oct-13 02:36:04 UTC from web-
@francisyorkmorgan And I still need to find the rent for my storage space by tuesday... I really really hate my life right now.
Sunday, 13-Oct-13 02:43:20 UTC from web-
@colfax If I had more side jobs coming in at least part of it would be covered. Unfortunately as soon as my garage is clear, it seems I have no more jobs en qeue. I'm sorry.
Sunday, 13-Oct-13 02:45:03 UTC from web-
@francisyorkmorgan You don't have to apologize for anything, it's my own problem to deal with... I'm the apple that got himself into this situation, I don't even know why anyone would want to bother trying to help me anyway, I treat everyone like papaya most of the time so why should I expect to be treated any better?
Sunday, 13-Oct-13 02:54:53 UTC from web-
@colfax because it is the right thing to do.
Sunday, 13-Oct-13 02:56:07 UTC from web -
@colfax Well, I wanted to bother, hence why last week I called everyone I knew to see if they had work they'd like me to do. Got some stuff done, just not as much as I had wished. You're sounding like I did at that time but one major difference? You're still talking to people here. You still know better than to keep to your own. Sure some of us at least didn't need to be asked, but it never really hurts to ask does it?
Sunday, 13-Oct-13 02:57:45 UTC from web-
@francisyorkmorgan Actually, yeah, it does hurt, more than I'd care to admit, I hate the fact that I have to do it, that my life has gotten to the point that it's necessary makes me physically sick... and I need to go to bed now, they're yelling about lights out now, I'll see you all later I guess.
Sunday, 13-Oct-13 03:11:29 UTC from web-
@colfax Not asking and having your situation worsen because you pushed away all those who WOULD help, hurts more. Prolongs it. Good night, ser. I truly hope and wish I could do more than just hope, that things go better for you and soon.
Sunday, 13-Oct-13 03:17:22 UTC from web
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