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Just an fyi that offer to fly one of you here if you kill me in my sleep is still up
Sunday, 13-Oct-13 02:31:50 UTC from StatusNet iPhone-
@ryanjjjj he didn't but this is something different
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@ryanjjjj I'm sick of being alive so I need someone to kill me
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@yodelerty Whys that?
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@sorentehpegisus I'm sick of waking up everyday feeling like crap, being unmotivated to do anything, having no one to talk to, and being angry and a jerk to everyone around me
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@faceroll Goddammit
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@yodelerty I understand your pain... But thats no reason to die.
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@yodelerty then turn that frown upside down mr! you only got one life to live, and IT STARTS NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!
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@ryanjjjj http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bjyKeNLboQA Vid related
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@sorentehpegisus You'd think so but it is
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@yodelerty I already have tried to go down that road. Trust me, you'll only postpone the inevitable, that you'll discover something.
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@sorentehpegisus There's nothing out there for me. Might as well not waste anymore time looking.
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@yodelerty I know it doesn't seem like it now. But there is... Just don't do anything rash...
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@sorentehpegisus Make me.
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@ryanjjjj go away
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@yodelerty I don't want to get to personal... and I can't force you... I just.. I wish I could explain better..
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@ryanjjjj why
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@sorentehpegisus There's really nothing you can do. Unless I can change my life around by the end of March, I'm gone.
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@yodelerty because that song actually does carry a good point. you do only get 1 life, why not try and live it to the fullest. even if things suck now, doesn't mean there is absolutely nothing for you. you just haven't found it yet :D
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@ryanjjjj Incorrect.
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@yodelerty i disagree good sir, good things come to those who wait and you certainly cant say without bias you have seen EVERYTHING there is in this world to offer.
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@yodelerty But you got to try... Your going to have to do something different
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@ryanjjjj I can say for certain that I have to take medication to keep from hurting myself everyday and I'm not getting better. In fact I'm probably getting worse.
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@sorentehpegisus I don't think I can
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@yodelerty Well, think about it what can you change in your daily life, something that is little.
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@yodelerty ah, but i still cling to truth do i not. and i can also say that though the medication is a crutch to help you. YOU are ultimately the one that is in control of your mind! you need to overcome thing and look to the future my friend. there you will find what you so desperately deserve, you just gotta believe.
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@sorentehpegisus I have no idea what I could do differently besides putting my clothes on in a different order or some stupid thing like that
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@ryanjjjj I deserve death.
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@yodelerty no one deserves death, if that was the case you would never have been given life. you need to look at life from a new perspective, don't few the cup half empty few it it as half full.
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@yodelerty Try talking to someone, or even reading some books.
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@ryanjjjj People get things they don't deserve all the time.
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@sorentehpegisus Nobody wants to talk to me because I'm a disgusting human being and I own no books.
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@yodelerty Just try, and books you can download and read. I can even point out some good ones
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@yodelerty yeah i know, and it does suck man trust me when im working my ass off to have a place to stay while others kids live with their parents that buy them a bloody car it sucks hard. BUT, its the turmoil we face that makes us tougher to the real world. Im willing to bet you are a lot tougher then this man, now stand up and get what you want out of life rather then letting the spoiled brats win!
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@ryanjjjj I am spoiled. I live with my parents. But material possessions don't make me happy. Why would they? Being spoiled has made me stupid and useless.
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@sorentehpegisus I'm not much of a reader, really.
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@yodelerty Just.. you have to try, you can't just give up on it with even looking at it.
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@sorentehpegisus I have trouble sitting down and reading a book.
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@yodelerty Maybe thats the problem. You may feel useless because you feel you have not earned something, though that dosn't remove your right to live it can really bring you down. on that note, i HIGHLY doubt your truly stupid OR useless you just feel that way based on your current possession. Its in your head man, you need to stop thinking like that and start looking at accomplishments, if you don't have a job, get one. literally anything that you can obtain to gain some kind of self-recognition or sense of achievement. when it comes to depression i can speak from experience when i say its the little positive things that can keep you going.
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@yodelerty No I mean the people thing to. Or even changing in general
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@ryanjjjj I have a job. That's an accomplishment I guess. It's not a good job by any stretch of the imagination but it's something. I have no other accomplishments.
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@sorentehpegisus The people thing sort of relies on people wanting to talk to me in the first place (fyi, they don't).
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@yodelerty No, that's probably not it all. Sometimes people need you to start a convo not the other way around. Sometimes you have to take action.
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@yodelerty that's still more then a lot of people can say, and that right there proves you are not useless. see what i mean? that being said im sure if you really think about it there are other things (no matter how small) that you do or have done that are positive. if you live you life trying to remain positive your outlook will eventually also become positive.
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@sorentehpegisus The conversations end too quickly when I take action and the other person doesn't want to talk (read: always).
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@ryanjjjj If there was anything to be positive about I would be positive.
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@cajunbrony23 Hello.
