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Oh great... another anxiety attack in the middle of the library.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 18:57:35 UTC from web-
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 19:00:38 UTC from web
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@awlderpy Just suddenly aware of how much time is passing and how little I'm accomplishing with my life right now.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 19:02:39 UTC from web-
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 19:04:07 UTC from web
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@awlderpy I suppose, but if I'm doing everything I'm supposed to why am I sitting in a FrankerZing homeless shelter wishing I was dead?
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 19:08:41 UTC from web-
@colfax there are things outside of your control. Such as the economy. Im willing to bet this is the reason you are there. Not to mention the spiraling papaya storm.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 19:13:57 UTC from web-
@awlderpy Still, others are able to manage it, yet I can't no matter what I do, I feel so damn useless, like maybe I should just get off the planet and make room for someone who may actually amount to something.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 19:18:59 UTC from web-
@colfax What, no. Dont do that. Most people are just struggling to get through the day like you too. Most of life is outside your control, and relies on the actions of external factors as much, more so than your own actions. When pitted against the universe all our actions seem useless, but we keep marching on because that's what we do right
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 19:21:24 UTC from web-
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 19:23:41 UTC from web
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@awlderpy am I I'm not sure. I just know everyone needs external help, everyone relieson someone. Bootstraps are not real, those that think they are are just ignorant of the people they tread on. (also Hi)
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 19:25:36 UTC from web-
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 19:27:06 UTC from web
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@colfax manage it how exactly, by resorting to theivery? Or is there an example im missing? Look, you got thrown into something no normal person thinks of ever happening to them. If you thought youd be sorted out by now that isnt necessarily your fault. This is why you have to seek advices, most anyone would.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 19:23:02 UTC from web-
@awlderpy I dont know, but I see people every day as a wander the streets of this damn town, nice homes, nice cars, nice clothes, while I look for someplace I can sit for a few minutes out of the wind and weather and wonder how much it'd hurt if I walked out in front of that garbagentruck.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 19:31:46 UTC from web-
@colfax its harsh to judge yourself on the current situation of others. They got there, but they could easily end down with you too. its easier to fall down the social ladder then climb up it.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 19:35:03 UTC from web -
@colfax they didnt get handed mango cards yet or have been through them a ling long time ago. If they havent and it happens to them, they have farther to fall. Walking out on the street and waiting to get ran into wont solve a damned thing and you know it.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 19:39:34 UTC from web-
@awlderpy Actually, it'd solve quite a lot, I wouldn't have to worry any more about a job or a place to live, no one would have to worry about pretending to give a damn at OTA, I wouldn't have to keep borrowing money from strangers on the internet... the list goes on.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 19:45:31 UTC from web-
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 19:46:39 UTC from web
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@awlderpy I'm so damn tired I can't think straight, if I could just get some decent sleep and a meal or two that doesn't make me want to retch I'd feel so much better.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 20:01:23 UTC from web-
@colfax im the same way right now albeit for different reasons. At leadt you can still listen which tells me theres hope for you, even if you cant see it.
Saturday, 26-Oct-13 20:04:11 UTC from web
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