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  1. Sometimes I use the search function. Sometimes I search my name with it. Sometimes I go really far back. Maybe a few months. Maybe more. Sometimes I notice who I was and compare it to who I am now. How liked I was. How respected I was. But I couldn't see it. I'm so blind. You guys... what happened? Where did I go? I'm but a speck of the person I used to be and I don't understand why I let it get this bad. I... blew it.

    Thursday, 31-Oct-13 05:49:18 UTC from web
    1. @yodelerty I have absolutely no idea what you're talking about. I liked you then and I like you now

      Thursday, 31-Oct-13 05:50:18 UTC from web
      1. @flamingpandaomg No, Ross. There are so many reasons you shouldn't like me. And this is the Dane with a clear head saying this. I lose control of my temper almost every day now. Though maybe you don't notice because you're at work. It's not good.

        Thursday, 31-Oct-13 05:54:25 UTC from web
        1. @yodelerty You can tell me why I shouldn't like you, but I'm going to regardless.

          Thursday, 31-Oct-13 05:55:32 UTC from web
          1. @flamingpandaomg Ask around then. You'll see what I've become. Who I've hurt.

            Thursday, 31-Oct-13 05:57:30 UTC from web
            1. @yodelerty You act as if it's permanent when it really isn't.

              Thursday, 31-Oct-13 05:58:21 UTC from web
              1. @flamingpandaomg Some things aren't. But there's one thing that most likely is. Which is unfortunate because I've been trying to keep it from happening for a while. And was really the only thing I had going for me.

                Thursday, 31-Oct-13 06:00:37 UTC from web
                1. @yodelerty Anyone can change if they put enough effort in. Don't act like it's useless when you can change how you act.

                  Thursday, 31-Oct-13 06:01:44 UTC from web
                  1. @flamingpandaomg Regardless of whether I change or not, some people don't let go of things. Because some people don't need to, or even want to.

                    Thursday, 31-Oct-13 06:06:12 UTC from web
                    1. @yodelerty Then you move on and work to make sure you don't have to go through this again.

                      Thursday, 31-Oct-13 06:07:14 UTC from web
                      1. @flamingpandaomg Moving on is proving to be more difficult than expected. But you're right.

                        Thursday, 31-Oct-13 06:08:42 UTC from web
    2. @yodelerty I feel exactly the same way man. You compare who I was when I joined and who I am now, thats a different person altogether. I still can't figure out why anyone even bothers talking to me.

      Thursday, 31-Oct-13 06:09:48 UTC from web
      1. @foxgopher I remember that Alex. You and I have taken a similar road, I feel. Rotten, but I still love talking to you. Which is strange, in a way, because we rarely spoke before. But, yeah, good night. Sleep well.

        Thursday, 31-Oct-13 06:12:38 UTC from web
        1. @yodelerty that's the power of #

          Thursday, 31-Oct-13 06:14:09 UTC from web
          1. @flamingpandaomg You don't even know Ross

            Thursday, 31-Oct-13 06:16:57 UTC from MuSTArDroid
          2. @flamingpandaomg More like The Dane and Alex Yiff Hour.

            Thursday, 31-Oct-13 06:17:31 UTC from web
            1. @yodelerty *Alex and Dane. Alphabetical.

              Thursday, 31-Oct-13 06:17:54 UTC from web