Crusader 8 (princelypublictimeline)'s status on Wednesday, 13-Jun-12 16:01:05 UTC
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@greydragon412 biggest concern I had was that I was not allowing myself to mature because I kept looking up to someone or something to solve my problems and give me peace of mind. It made me escapist and complacent, made me fatalist, made me refuse to do my part in helping myself. Because in a time I believed in prayer I would pray instead of act. When I saw evil that should be stopped I told myself we couldn't do anything but they'll just go to hell. And the worst, whenever I was depressed I kept reassuring myself God made me for a reason, so I waited for a reason to make itself known instead of trying to forge myself as a man. It's been difficult to undo twenty-some years of being taught to live like this, but I'm getting help from some people to become a more mature and responsible person who will do the right thing because its right and not subjugate others with my opinions.
