Eat me, I ain't telling you. (quetzalcoatl)'s status on Tuesday, 26-Jul-11 23:36:01 UTC
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Ugh, sitting at home listening to sad music. I feel like I'm having a brony existential crisis, too. Don't get me wrong, I still like this show, but some of the fandom is getting to me. Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who watches the show to enjoy it and have a good time with a cute, simple, and awesome show. But then I go on ponychan and it seems like everyone else is in it for the shipping, porn, and just to make a ponysona to insert themselves into the universe and date the cast. It's not like I don't enjoy the company at the meetups and the people on here, but I hate feeling like I don't even belong. It makes me think I should just not bother and leave it all behind. And I don't want to, even if admitting to liking this show to others outside the fandom is social suicide, which I've already committed. But hey, a smoker knows cigarettes are bad for them, but they smoke anyway because they have that right.
