Angel (silverscales)'s status on Sunday, 07-Aug-11 14:30:09 UTC

Angel

Dear Princess Luna, I know ponies don't usually write to you this way, but I don't feel our lady of the light would understand. Something bad has happened to me lately and I feel the darkness closing in. I want to destroy everything he holds dear, but I know that's wrong. Still it's hard, day in day out. Smiling, happy pony and all I can think is how much he disgusts me. Don't get me wrong, there are some ponies I love dearly still, but my heart is broken and I want him to feel the pain and torment I do. I want to bring nightmares. I want to breed discontent. But I don't. And it's hard. I have to put on a happy face too and pretend it's ok cause I know he's sad. And it's killing me. Having been through heart ache and the torment that comes after (both to ourselves and others) , I hope you can help me, Princess Luna. I've been too long from your silver light out of respect for him, but I'm back now. Please forgive me and help me deal with this darkness, Your servant, Silver Scales