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Sometimes I do things that seem nice or friendly to me and don't seem like a very bad idea. And then within a week I'm kicking myself for it. Makes me wonder if doing things for others that I wouldn't have done regardless is a bad idea. I'm just. Really doubting my way of thinking about other people right now. Not sure my emotional state is wroth it. And as I've said before, letting others control your emotions is only steps away from letting them control your mind and body. May be best not to leave those links laying around.
Sunday, 11-Sep-11 20:01:58 UTC from web-
@thelastgherkin That said, it doesn't erase what I'm feeling now. Nor does it stop the tears. I suppose it may just need to run its course now that it has begun.
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@retl I'm sure it'll all work out sooner or later. You know where to find me if you want to bend an ear. :)
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@thelastgherkin *Hugs* Thanks. :3
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@retl No problemo. Sometimes an outside perspective is all you need. :)
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@thelastgherkin I just hate that a set of irrational behaviors I follow like clockwork has equally as much power over me as say someone slapping me in the face and disgracing my family with derogatory, dishonorable terms.
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@retl Hey, nothing's wrong with irrational behaviours. I have several compulsive things like having to wash my hands three times and needing a different butterknife for each slice of toast and hitting myself when I'm anxious. But that's just a small part of who I am! And it can totally be a small part of who YOU are. (But if we really want to make this scientific I could slap you in the face and insult your family etc.)
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@thelastgherkin SCIENCE sounds dangerous. :o
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@thelastgherkin I turn the lock on my locker like fifty-two billion times to the right, past the 0, to get to the FIRST NUMBER.
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@retl It's only as dangerous as you make it!
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@thelastgherkin *Makes a Danger Keeper* *Gets Bored* *Makes lots and lots of Danger for it to keep.*
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@dezzierose I try to only leave the house when the minute hand on the clock is on a multiple of five.
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@thelastgherkin Cool, so you leave when the big hand is on one of those little line-thingies?
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@retl *Googles that* *finds old Travisuped domain* :3
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@dezzierose That's the one.
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@thelastgherkin Should be somewhere linked from http://retl.info I think, but the site was http://travisuped.com
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@retl oh my goodness I do not understand why this Ballup game is so insanely amusing
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@thelastgherkin Yay, amusement! Though I kinda wish I still had the original files and Flash so I could plug through, maybe add different modes, and actually have a high-score table.
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@retl WHAT DID I TELL YOU about being Mr Not-Satisfied-With-My-Work; I'm sure it was something like "don't be him"??
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@thelastgherkin Wait, you did? I don't remember that part. @.@
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@thelastgherkin GASP! That was You!?
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@retl It was! But I think we had a conversation about it shortly before that; this is the only one I can find.