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  1. Yay, another encounter with the sack of skin that I once called mommy. Knowing that my sisteer and I are leaving her shes getting more and more desperate and over-affectionate, begging for hugs and almost bursting into tears if I reply no.... I, More than anything I want her DEAD.... shes stomped on my heart infinate times... betrayed me, taken from me, used so many excuses its ridiculous.... She owes me, her 18 yr old son $1500... I've thrown my childhood away for her to be the pillar of the family, I offered her everything I had, being there for her so often, she.... I just so effing badly want to cry but the tears wont come out... I want to eat her.... I want to throw away this shell I have....

    Friday, 20-May-11 01:16:40 UTC from web
    1. @psychostreak .......

      Friday, 20-May-11 01:18:00 UTC from web
    2. @psychostreak *hug* If you were local, I'd bake you something delicious and totally bad for you. Hope things get better.

      Friday, 20-May-11 01:18:43 UTC from web
      1. @bentokitty thanks, kinda just.... I think all persons have moments of weakness ^-^''

        Friday, 20-May-11 01:21:12 UTC from web
        1. @psychostreak Indeed they do.

          Friday, 20-May-11 01:22:14 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
        2. @psychostreak Boy howdy. I understand a small bit of your pain, I ended up dating a psycho for five years that also played the violin with my heartstrings. Just remember, surviving it makes you stronger.

          Friday, 20-May-11 01:23:47 UTC from web
          1. @bentokitty dated a chick who treated life like a game, and believed herself to be the reincarnated soul of amy rose, and me to be the reincarnated soul of tails the fox. And that metal sonic was hunting her in real life. Almost dated a chick who I shared a fetish with, then I found out she has a microchip in her brain thats stunting her godly powers. The chip and the pills that the organizations making her take. said she could fly in certain circumstances though like if she jumped off a very tall building, no worries, shes immortal according to the voices in her head. Then theres my former mistress... not even going there.

            Friday, 20-May-11 02:26:18 UTC from web
            1. @psychostreak What

              Friday, 20-May-11 02:29:16 UTC from web
            2. @psychostreak Oh gosh...

              Friday, 20-May-11 02:29:24 UTC from web
            3. @psychostreak ....Tiffany thought she was a fox demon, but wasn't amy rose crazy. Or that kind of crazy. that sucks....all mine has done is obsessively stalk and try to break up any/all relationships I get in for the past decade.

              Friday, 20-May-11 02:29:30 UTC from web
              1. @bentokitty mmm, fox demon... ex mistress, Rosa-lee... believed herself to be a vessel that will eventually be the key to the ritual that ends the world. she accepts it, also believes herself to be a werewolf saying that she gets a bloodlust around a full moon and that she grows hair... also, chronic depression type, like emo all the time, also horny all the time... Not that I disliked it, but she literally converted her boyfriend from straight to bi so that she, her boyfriend and I could have a threesome... on a bed, on another bed, and in a shower.

                Friday, 20-May-11 02:35:26 UTC from web
                1. @psychostreak forgot to mention... I met her in a mental institution =D along with a fat native/asian girl who ended up asking me out online, making like 4 'music videos' (a series of pictures of naruto chars in love set to a song) for me each day, and eventually 'swimming across 4 lakes after getting lost in the woods driven by her love for me'... I met her only over a 2 week period in a mental institution

                  Friday, 20-May-11 02:38:30 UTC from web
                  1. @psychostreak You've been to a mental institution? Quite interesting, never met someone that has been to one before, it'd be quite interesting to hear why you were there, but before I do anything, may I ask if it is personal, or that you'd prefer it not be shared?

                    Friday, 20-May-11 02:41:04 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                2. @psychostreak Well that must have been an... Interesting experience. She seems a bit off the deep end, honestly.

                  Friday, 20-May-11 02:38:56 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                3. @psychostreak Tiffany converted me from a straight guy into a bi guy, and molded me via psychologial dickery into her copy of Ryuichi sakuma from the yaoi Gravitation. Day one, went on an anti-lesbian rant. Day two, broke up with me over AIM. Day three, face-sucking with a lesbian in school. FML. Hooked me up with a guy online as an apology...turned out to be a girl friend of hers. "ronin is female. here's a pic for proof. She dosn't know I told you. merry chirstmas." is all I got. Then, she threatened to rape her......all while playing me like the overprotective fool I was to make me look insane.

                  Friday, 20-May-11 02:41:36 UTC from web
                  1. @bentokitty Oh my, quite the experience. I ponder what caused her to attempt such a thing - I guess it's her way of getting that 'perfect' relationship, but it sounds to me like there might be an underlying sadistic, or just mere cruel personality.

                    Friday, 20-May-11 02:45:46 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                    1. @ickus Or she's just bat-guano crazy...

                      Friday, 20-May-11 02:46:22 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
                    2. @ickus No clue.....

                      Friday, 20-May-11 02:48:12 UTC from web
                  2. @bentokitty I feel for ya bro, if you ever want to chat about anything, due to the hardships that you've encountered, I'm open ears. I like helping others, especially those who diserve it

                    Friday, 20-May-11 02:47:51 UTC from web
                    1. @psychostreak *hug*

                      Friday, 20-May-11 02:48:47 UTC from web
            4. @psychostreak May I suggest that at least ONE of them is mentally unstable? First one to me sounds like misguided delusion, with a side of paranoia, while the second is just about the same with a dash of consipracy, hold the paranoia. Yet.

              Friday, 20-May-11 02:31:22 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
            5. @psychostreak eh?

              Friday, 20-May-11 02:32:00 UTC from web
    3. @psychostreak Ouch, sounds like a bad mom... But I doubt killing her would solve anything. I'm inexperienced in this form of sympathy, but... *hugs* I'm sorry for the stuff you're being put through, mate.

      Friday, 20-May-11 01:20:40 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
    4. @psychostreak Watch the language please :(

      Friday, 20-May-11 02:47:33 UTC from web
      1. @starshine Oops, terribly sorry, fell through my personal pony filter... kind got caught up in spilling my guts.... mmm, spilling guts

        Friday, 20-May-11 02:49:03 UTC from web
        1. @psychostreak oh wow, srry to hear that man, hope things work out #

          Friday, 20-May-11 02:50:09 UTC from web
          1. @rainbowdashismycopilot I look at it this way, if I didn't experience what I have, I wouldn't be the pony I am today. I'm pretty fond of myself on numerous level, and like having some 'war stories' in a manner of speaking. its fun to have things to tell other peoples. Besides, theres always someone worse off than you or me ;3

            Friday, 20-May-11 02:56:55 UTC from web
            1. @psychostreak Indeed there is, this is a lesson I seem to find often, as well.

              Friday, 20-May-11 02:58:24 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
        2. @psychostreak Pinkamena, I know I'm very close to you physically right now, but please, please don't use that- OH GOD PUT THAT KNIFE DOWN PLEASE NO.

          Friday, 20-May-11 02:50:50 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
          1. @ickus "Aww, dont be like that, general sharpy's loved you for a long long time... he just wants to get to know you, intimately..."

            Friday, 20-May-11 02:54:03 UTC from web
    5. @psychostreak I see, I see. You make my hassles seem like everyday troubles. Do you stay in contact with either of them?

      Friday, 20-May-11 02:49:20 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
      1. @ickus ex mistress? Her lack of interest in any relationship kinda ended it over time. And as for the other girl i met in the mental place, nah, said i was her reason for living. ended the relationship a few days after that. never heard from her since. Amy rose girlfriend, nope, would like to get ahold of her but shes 5 hrs north of me. Conspiracy girl, noooo.... after she slandered me to the entirety of rainbow youth (gay group in hamilton a couple years back) I dropped her like a stone.

        Friday, 20-May-11 02:52:04 UTC from web
        1. @psychostreak As in knocked her out? I see... And oh god, General Sharpy doesn't seem like a good friend... Is that blood on that knife? I think it is... *runs off*

          Friday, 20-May-11 02:55:35 UTC from StatusNet Desktop
          1. @ickus welllllllll, I am the one who publicly has Psycho in their name...

            Friday, 20-May-11 03:02:26 UTC from web