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It's certainly something I want to try. Erase the negative mark I'd left for good, you know? Ah, but somebody would probably be able to tell. Oh well.
Monday, 09-Dec-13 03:37:03 UTC from web-
@mrmattimation All you need is a good name.
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@mrmattimation You'd still be who you are if you changed your name, and people would still react to you as they have been if you made no personal, constructive changes that you were happy with.
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@mrmattimation You´d have to almost reconsider anything you ever write and how you write it to be able to blend in, not to mention avoiding topics you'd normally write about.
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@clayinthecarpet That is also true. I could be Mattimation or Johnny Spaghettistain. I'd still be a papaya-up.
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@mrmattimation Sometimes so would I but I wouldn't be me without my past. Whether that's a good thing or bad... right now I think it is; and I think it's the same case with yourself.
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@mrmattimation Accepting and learning from the past is the key to a happy future.
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@clayinthecarpet If my past and present is key to my future, I do not envy future Matt.
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@mrmattimation That's not what I said *at all*.
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@mrmattimation I said ACCEPTING the past and LEARNING from it is the key to a better future.
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@clayinthecarpet My point is that I FrankerZed up too badly here, both in the distant past and quite recently. I can't come on here without feeling hated. And I used to hate those who hate me. But after reading some of the things I say, I really don't blame then.
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@mrmattimation I don't hate you. I think you have potential to change and you're definitely trying. No big deal.
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@oracle Which words?
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@clayinthecarpet You're new. Stick around for a few months then get back to me on that.
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@mrmattimation I still like you *is newer*
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@oracle Oh okay. :D
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@mrmattimation Judge me by my length of time on a pone chat, do you? As you should not.
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@clayinthecarpet I'm just saying that you have a lot of bulldole to go through if you want to stick around me.
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@mrmattimation *pokes playfully at your thick, cement wall you use to surround yourself from others*
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@clayinthecarpet It's best that way.
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@mrmattimation That's what I've told all my exes and made them want to stick around more.
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@mrmattimation *picks up his mallet and starts cracking through the wall, slowly but surely*
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@clayinthecarpet I hate being a downer. But it's hard not to, you know? They say the first step to being liked is liking yourself, but it's difficult.
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@mrmattimation Look at it this way: Regardless of how you feel about yourself, you have to LIVE with yourself YOUR ENTIRE LIFE. Why not feel okay about who you are? I mean...it's who you are. Just accept yourself and move on to other stuff.
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@clayinthecarpet Oh, I do. For a short while. Then something like the AdBlock BS happens and here we are again.
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@mrmattimation Well, I mean, is that REALLY so large of a problem, overall?
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@clayinthecarpet By itself? No. In the repeated fashion I've been displaying? Yes.
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@mrmattimation It's all about the constructive bottlenecking of that anger... Focus it through something else more constructive and just remember not to take it out on other people. Don't cry, though. :(
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@clayinthecarpet Sadness is the first non-forced emotion I've been able to show in a while. You have no idea how happy I am to be sad.
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@mrmattimation By "a while" I mean "At all this weekend.*
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@mrmattimation Well, I'm glad I could help you, though I don't like to make people cry. 'Just out to let you know I don't hate you and have nothing against you...and there are better ways to do things with your emotions than stab other people with 'em. I used to be that way, too...I was Captain Angerpants online. Everything I felt, I lashed out onto somebody. I'm here to tell ya, as long as you WANT the progress, you'll achieve it.
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@clayinthecarpet I've wanted progress for so long now. And I got some, for a while. And now we've come full-circle.
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